yestersay "al0rt" h0mew0rk.. sh0 nv write bl0g.. anyways..
[ 10/04/06 M0nday ] g0 sk0ol.. den saw her.. but didnt realli l0oked eye t0 eye.. c0s was preparing my lit file.. den g0 parade square gather.. den actualli wanted t0 stand near her.. but.. if i did, i tink it will be kinda embarrassing lah.. sh0 i st0od away.. den g0 back.. science.. didnt stand w0r.. l0ls.. den c0ncentrating 0n the text.. den was english.. ms.rina let us see 'The Island' m0vie.. but i was jus l0okin at her lahs =X den ET.. first 3 r0unds.. that Ting y0ng.. chi0ngster.. ddare me chi0ng.. in the end tired.. den make myself l0ok weak t0 her.. sigh~ den f0und a 50cents c0in.. den went back class, used it t0 determine whether i sh0uld give up 0n her an0t.. den head is give up, tails is n0t.. den i thr0w that zhanLun keep disturbing! aiya~ anyway i w0nt give up de.. sh0 i W0NT believe in it! den maths peri0d g0 thru test paper.. and i passed! l0ls.. and didnt get int0 remedial.. perhaps Mr.Lim made a mistake bahs? anyways i underst0od maths lia0.. i tink i w0nt get sh0 l0w marks le.. h0pefully! den g0rt 0ne h/w nv hand up.. sigh.. den i l0ok at her.. she kinda ign0red me? i n0rt sure.. maybe was just me.. den went f0r recess.. i went behind her.. den eat lia0, g0 class.. den was talking ab0ut Spelling.. den finalli! she l0oked at me t0o.. l0ls? den chinese.. freak l0r.. g0rt 1/20 f0r stupid sentences.. sigh~ den Mdm.Xu give us b0oks fr0m china.. ( which we paid lah! $10.. ) den i was sh0cked l0r.. primary sch0ol students read sh0 chim b0oks.. den there was this sentence.. i tink kinda nice lah.. sh0 i rec0rded it d0wn.. well.. i g0tta translate it bec0s here cann0t see chinese.. : the real happiness ain't owning her, but letting her be happy.. l0ls.. edited it abit.. u all tink its true ma? den CD peri0d.. Mdm Ju nv c0me.. den relief teacher c0me.. i tried t0 l0ok at her as much as possible.. =X she did t00? den went f0r assembly.. actualli planned t0 sit behind her de.. den Kelvin.. wah.. he went t0 squeeze between me and yenfung such that he is directly behind her lah.. den i damn pissed 0ff.. den he kept squeezing and attracted her attenti0n.. den i cann0rt tahan lia0, push him aside.. den he want fite me l0r.. den Haixin came t0 help.. den i see 0s0 n0 p0int lah.. sigh.. and she didnt even seem b0thered, sh0 i jus went away and sat at the c0rner.. sigh.. den n0one seemed t0 care.. sh0 why sh0uld i? den end sch0ol lia0.. went t0 eat wif yenfung they all.. g0 c0ffee sh0p eat.. den eat lia0 watch s0ccer.. sigh.. th0se s0ccer crazys.. watch half the match l0r.. den watch finish lia0 went t0 buy a ball.. den went basketball c0urt kick.. l0ls.. me, yenfung, kelvin 1 team, den jas0n, jiakai & sherman 1 team.. wah sherman that n0ob.. all kick miss.. l0ls.. den we win 3:1.. den went back class.. and guess wad? she was still dere w0r! den tingy0ng sitting 0n her seat s0mem0re.. argh! but nvm, i use him as an excuse sat at her seat =X l0ls.. den listen music.. den tingy0ng t0ld me wad they did jus n0w.. say if i d0n like her lia0 will like ___ , den he still say say until that part that time her expressi0n change.. l0ls? den i kept l0oking at her.. she 0so look at me.. den tingy0ng.. say us.. idi0t sia.. den when elean0r they all went 0ff.. he f0llowed them g0! den pangseh me behind.. den yenfung they all 0s0 went f0r maths enrichment.. left her and her "gang" + me, haixin, yipping and shimin.. den i n0thing t0 do.. den write my science n0tes.. den while writing.. we kept l0oking at each 0ther l0r.. s0me m0re kinda l0ng lah.. make me sh0 paiseh.. s0me m0re that shimin keep saying she kanna electric sh0ck! argh! den they started t0 play truth and dare.. den she g0rt a dare.. and she was given ch0ices.. 6 ch0ices.. 1st 0ne is c0ncerning jiakang de.. 5 c0ncerning me.. den she p0ndered very l0ng.. den she ch0se the 1st one.. SIGH! WHY??! den i heard their v0ices lah.. she went d0wnstairs.. purp0sely have t0 ask ab0ut Jiakang.. ARGHS! den i damn sad lah.. i faced the n0tice b0ard at the back and c0ntinued writing.. den they came back.. see me very sad.. den shimin sms me.. say she came back see me like that she 0s0 l0oked sad.. den i cant stand the pressure.. den i st0p writing lia0.. went my seat and sleep.. den when i sleep, dey c0ntinued playing.. den n0w every0ne mus d0 truth OR dare.. den i heard al0t 0f things.. s0me is she say ab0ut me de.. but i can't tell u all.. 0r lightning will strike me =X s0rri.. den ar0und 6++ like that.. went h0me.. den she left.. i see her.. walk away.. sigh.. den i walk wif haixin they all.. den g0 MRT, that Yipping.. eat ice-cream.. sigh.. eat beri sl0w.. den we all buy ice-cream make her wait us.. l0ls =X den finish lia0, take train.. den i ask yipping wad exactly happened lah.. blahh blahh blahh.. reach B0on lay.. den g0 h0me.. d0 h0mew0rk.. den watch tv.. sleep..
[ 11/4/06 Tuesday ] sigh.. can't wake up.. but still went sch0ol.. tried t0 c0mplete my last maths and finished it.. den i went t0 hall.. assemble.. den g0 back class.. den l0oked at her again.. s0rri lah peeps.. n0rt that i pervert 0r s0mething.. jus that if i l0oked at her and she l0oked back.. at least g0rt eye c0ntact ma.. rite? =X den english.. Ms.Rina let us watch finish 'The Island' and d0 s0me questi0ns.. den finish lia0.. i went 0ver t0 yenfung sit.. den weesuan t0ld me.. Kelvin said that he wants t0 cl0ne her sh0 that we can each have her.. idi0t l0r.. i definitely disagree lah.. there can 0nli be 1 pers0n l0r.. n0w then i n0e Kelv is like that de.. den maths.. n0 maths! haha.. went d0wn t0 Dance Studi0 f0r medical checkup.. den b0ys g0 in first.. den she was very very cl0se me.. but t0o bad back facing me again.. sigh.. den went in.. the b0ys check lia0.. wah.. my eyesight damn bad lah! cant even see the bl0ody letters.. den check backb0ne.. lucky mine 0k.. den the nurse.. give me 2 0re0 biscuits f0r helping her.. l0ls.. den i gave Haixin and Kelvin.. den supp0se g0 back class.. but i gave an excuse sh0 that can see her.. den while t0king t0 zhanlun they all.. she suddenly l0oked at me.. den l0ok back.. =X den that wee suan extra again say us.. l0ls.. den i g0 practice fighting wif Kelvin.. l0ls.. den play until like real thing liike that.. den tingy0ng dey all childish l0r.. play pepsi c0la game.. den in the end they challenge Jeremy jump d0wn 9 flight 0f steps.. den he slipped and kn0cked his back brain.. sigh~! den he gr0an awhile in pain den w0ke up.. but den he l0oked h0rrible afterwards.. like want faint want faint lia0.. den PE.. Mr.GUN br0ught us t0 Gym r0om.. den supp0se t0 use the different equipments dere de.. but he see us d0n n0e h0w t0 use.. den taught us everything.. in the end 1 h0ur listen him t0k.. but as usual i.. hmm.. ya.. =X den recess time we played awhile in the Gym.. den g0 recess.. den l0ng queue.. eat lia0 quickly g0 0ff.. ( c0s she was infr0nt 0f me ) den g0 class.. den t0k wif wee suan dey all.. den finalli t0ked t0 her.. sigh.. see each 0ther t00 l0ng always sad wad.. den Mr.Lee c0me f0r science.. listen awhile den Hist0ry.. den Kailing they all d0n want g0 General 0ffice change the 0ld duster.. den ask me.. but i refuse lah.. den they make use 0f her.. den she realli asked me t0 g0 take.. den i b0 bian.. i say 0rh den g0 lia0.. den t0ok duster c0me up.. den Mr.Seng say his "Hist0ry" again.. den i t0ok Haixin's water spray den spray at Jas0n.. den he again t0ok water splash me back ><><>
" the real happiness ain't owning her, but letting her be happy.. what d0es she realli meant by face t0 face?? d0es she even like me? th0ugh she said it t0 others, but is it true? i realli realli wanna n0e.. " maRd><