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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
disappointed..
8:18 PM

t0day t00k back results.. utterly DISAPPOINTED & SPEECHLESS.. m0rning g0 sch00l still in happie m00d la.. den went f0r m0rning assembly c0me back.. den music peri0d every0ne keep chatting.. blahss.. den reading peri0d read b00ks.. can't get back 0ral marks.. den english peri0d.. wad can i say? i g0rt C5 sia.. m0st pe0ple in class get C5 l0r.. den a few extra pe0ple get B4 and B3.. and tingy0ng ish 0ne 0f dem.. andrew 0s0.. den pe0ple like yenfung als0 get C6 la~ dia0s.. den g0rt 0n wif it.. den maths.. paper 2.. 2 pe0ple g0rt 50/50 marks.. Kelvin and her.. make me even m0re sad la.. wad can i say? Kelvin mus be sh0 damn happie lah.. den when teacher say g0rt 1 failure dat time, every0ne l00k at me.. WAD THE FUCK! I ADMIT I STUPID LA! BUT MUS THEY ALL LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT?! den when Mr.Lim give back paper 1, Kelvin g0rt t0p f0r maths la.. den Mr.Lim say m0st pe0ple avrge between A2-A1.. den YENFUNG DAT CHAO CHEE BYE! SAY I HAI QUN ZHI MA! FUCK SIA! SAY I PULL EVERYONE'S PERCENTAGE DOWN! FUCK! MAKE ME SHO DAMN ANGRY LAH! IDIOT!! I ADMIT LA! I STUPID LA! SORRI MAKE ALL RESULT PERCENTAGE DROP LA! I GORT 60/100 LA! HAPPIE? B4 LOR! den finish g0 thru lia0 wad can i d0? sc0ld yenfung back ar? i l0se pe0ple wad.. can't expect pe0ple t0 st0p making fun 0f me rite.. den i b0 bian g0tta bear wif it till n0w.. den recess c0me back ish hist0ry.. at first calculate.. g0rt 71/100 de.. but s0me pe0ple jus hate t0 see me d0 well.. went t0 tell teacher i g0rt 4 questi0ns and cann0rt calculate all sc0res.. den i angry n0rt bec0s 0f dat.. ish because de th0ught 0f dem seeing me d0 badly makes me very angry.. STUPID KELVIN LA! ACT SEH INFRONT OF ME! JUS BECAUSE HE GORT 98/100 FOR MATHS! SO WAD?! NEED COME SAY ME AR?! BEFORE MR.LIM GO ASK ME DID I FAIL? AFTER HISTORY SAY I SHOULD NOT BE SO GOOD IN HISTORY ONE! FUCK LAH!! ARROGANT! FUCK! den g0rt 1 questi0n Mr.Seng nv mark.. den i tell him.. den he mark 0n de sp0t.. and i 0nli g0rt 2 marks f0r dat questi0n.. den i t0ld him teachers mark 0n de sp0t sure n0rt high marks 0ne.. den he say he c0uld give me 0 if he wanted t0.. FUCK HIM LA! den i t0ld him GIVE ME 0 LA! LIKE I CARE! den i walk away he BUAY SONG ME LAH! tell me c0me back.. DEN SAY HE HATE MY ATTITUDE! FUCK LA! I ATTITUDE DEN WAD HE WANT? den ask me i fail is it.. den i jus d0n t0k t0 him.. den went back t0 my seat.. t0k t0 yuxin.. den calculated.. OK LAH YENFUNG & KELVIN! I FROM A2 DROP TO B3 LA! HAPPIE NOW?! JUS WANT ME TO GET LAST POSITION THIS YEAR JUS TELL ME LAH! DON ALWAYS COME HERE ACT INFRONT OF ME! JUS BECOS U ARE MY FRIEND DOESNT MEAN U CAN JUS SAY ME AS AND WHEN U ALL LIKE?! GET IT?! den history 0ver.. h0me ec0ns.. i t0k t0 Jeremy 0nli.. DEN FUCKING MS.NORLI ATTITUDE ME INFRONT OF DE WHOLE CLASS! FUCK SIA! den get back.. i g0rt 25.5/50 la! den yenfung and kelvin.. see my score HAPPIE LA! GOT HIGHER MARKS DEN ACT AGAIN LA! KANASAI! den i went t0 get 1 m0re mark.. den still l0se.. den less0n end lia0.. wee suan pass me de sh0ck pen.. den started playing wif it till g0 f0r assembli.. den assembly d0n n0e why.. maybe i t00 engr0ssed wif de pen.. i didnt realise i sitting behind her.. den didnt say much.. den finalli end lia0 went t0 eat wif Yenfung, Kelvin and Jason.. t0t dey w0uld n0rt menti0n exams again.. DEN THE HELL THEY DID LA! AND FUCKING JASON SAY ME AGAIN! DEN I TOLD THEM THEY ARROGANT DEN THEY NORT HAPPIE ME LAH! FUCK SIA.. DEN I SIT WIF THEM MUS BEAR WITH ALL THESE! den eat lia0 immediately g0 h0me.. can't stand all this l0r.. den 0n de bus.. jus bec0s i d0n n0e de s0ccer player's name, STUPID KELVIN SAY I SOCCER IDIOT! BIG LA! SOCCER FREAK! WHOLE DAY NOTHING BUT SOCCER! den reach home first thing i do is sleep.. den sleep till 8pm den wake up.. wake up NOW EVEN MORE AGITATED! CRAP!

" Kelvin and Her are both so smart.. I'm just a freaking stupid idiot who cant study! I don even have the rights to like someone like her who is so smart la.. Why would anyone even like someone as stupid as me anyway? I jus don't deserve it.. Instead, they should be together.. " MaRdiinz


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