Thursday, May 18, 2006
ReFlecTioN
8:39 PM
my mum g0ing t0 china t0day again.. sh0 w0ke up at 5am.. den 5.40am left h0me.. 6.30am like dat reached sch00l lia0.. i d0n n0e h0w i sh0uld react t0day.. den started t0king t0 wee suan and tingy0ng dey all.. den 6.45am she came.. den i didnt look at her much.. c0s 0f last nite incident.. den blah blah jus t0k de m0rning.. den g0rt 1 e4 de girl.. Green h0use de.. came t0 me.. ask me sign my name f0r Green H0use de h0use game fer basketball.. dat zhenzhi mus have sab0 me lah.. den i jus signed.. -.- die lia0.. den m0rning assembli Mdm.Ju nv c0me.. den g0 back class.. art.. wa i sh0 damn disapp0inted.. 61 leh! dia0 dia0 lia0.. wad the fuck la.. jas0n dat idi0t wh0 can't even d0 art well g0rt 61 0s0 l0r.. i'm speechless l0r.. den my bl00dy w0und.. started paining again.. den she gave me a plaster t0 paste.. but was useless de~ but nv care.. den went f0r ET.. den run like n0rthing happen.. den came back.. maths.. cherrie teacher came.. den we all ( the b0ys ) had a c0nference.. haha.. den we c0mbined all 0ur tables and sat t0gether.. den cherrie.. n0rt happie.. say she did n0rt give us permissi0n t0 sit t0gether.. den i say her back.. say she 0s0 nv say cann0rt l0udly.. den she n0rthing t0 say.. den we started t0 talk.. den finalli maths 0ver.. den english.. t00k back english paper.. can't find freaking mistakes lah.. den kiasu pe0ple like yenfung keep asking f0r marks.. dia0s.. den she 0s0 give 0ut h0liday assignments.. wad the fuck l0r.. sh0 many.. den went f0r recess.. den came back class lia0.. den Mr.Seng came 0ver and take us f0r CME.. den that peri0d dey c0mbined table again.. but i didnt have the m00d t0.. den yuxin came 0ver.. started t0king t0 me.. den de girls started t0king t0 me l0r.. l0ls.. den Jeremy dey all say wad g0rt al0rt 0f girls c0me t0 me? dia0s.. den yuxin still say her seni0r like me.. ??? l0ls.. den change teacher.. bec0me 0ne Ms.Ye0.. den while t0king.. "she" suddenly came t0 me.. ask me want t0 j0in her and wee suan dey all f0r zh0ng ji mi ma.. den i reject w0r.. but den wee suan dey all say is her dare and if d0n c0mplete will have penalty.. den i jus help her l0r.. den reluctantly went 0ver.. den wanted t0 sit elsewhere.. den wee suan say i mus sit beside "her".. den i d0n want.. den she say if i d0n m0ve "she" have t0 m0ve.. dia0s.. den i m0ve l0r.. den started playing de game.. but i nv turn 0ver t0 l00k at her at all.. i sh0uldn't la.. den play play finally science peri0d.. den Mr.Lee c0me in.. den he say.. Laugh all u can n0w.. c0s after u take back ur paper u w0nt be.. den i n0rt happie l0r.. den i say.. wa la0 eh.. sh0 sarcastic fer wad? idi0t.. den he nv hear.. but de rest all heard me la.. den give 0ut paper lia0.. i want t0 cry l0r.. i g0rt E8 la.. fuck it.. 44/100.. den "she" g0rt 76 sia.. highest in class.. but still n0rt happie.. wad can i say? den Jeremy t0ld her.. but she 0s0 n0 reacti0n.. sigh.. den al0rt pe0ple c0me c0ns0le me.. thanks al0rt pe0ple.. at least they did came t0 me.. better than her? den finish lia0 very sad la.. den english 0s0 n0 m00d.. den i decided t0 change lia0.. i mus sc0re well f0r de next semester.. this time.. i'm seri0us ab0ut it.. i w0uld quit my maple.. i w0uld st0p my c0mputer games.. i w0uld study hard.. den i t0ld Kailing ab0ut it.. den she 0s0 enc0urage me ab0ut it.. thanks Kailing.. den english peri0d 0ver.. bl00dy w0und pain again.. den use sc0tch tape.. den Kelvin.. sucker again la.. c0me disturb me.. keep kn0cking my head.. den i n0rt happie i kick him.. den he kick me back.. den started fighting him.. den l0usy idi0t.. u all say la? wh0 in fault? i nv d0 anithing t0 him he c0me make me first l0r.. dia0s.. den waited f0r awhile.. den went canteen eat.. den yenfung d0n have his h0ckey.. den he g0 wif us all de way t0 fajar.. g0 jeremy h0use dere play basketball.. den 0n de way i keep mem0rising pe0ple de handph0ne n0.. l0ls.. den j0ke al0ng de way.. finally reach lia0 den started playing.. Jeremy basketball damn hard la.. n0rt nice.. den s0me m0re the c0urt slippery.. den my w0und.. aiy0.. bad sia.. but still play.. den g0rt s0me pe0ple challenge us.. den we play wif dem.. me, haixin, wankei and jeremy 0ne team.. den kelvin and yenfung help de 0ther 2 adult players.. den i finalli 0n f0rm lia0.. den play quite 0k lah.. first match l0st.. dey quite tall l0r.. den wankei 0ff f0rm.. dia0s.. den sec0nd r0und.. alm0st w0n.. all bec0s g0rt 1 ball n0rt c0unted.. den l0se.. but 0ne 0f de better player say i t0p sc0rer f0r my team w0r.. i didnt realise la.. but dat's wad he said.. l0ls.. den the 0ther pe0ple left lia0.. den went back t0 play wif tingy0ng dey all.. den play play 5.30pm like dat went h0me l0r.. den j0ke 0n de way back wif tingy0ng.. haha.. den finalli reach h0me lia0.. my bel0ved c0usin finalli c0me my h0use lia0.. sh0 happie t0 see her ^^ but i was sh0 late la.. den she waited very l0ng lia0.. but still spent a great time with her.. den she g0 h0me lia0 n0w typing bl0g l0r.. den t0m0rr0w she agreed t0 bring me cut-hair.. yeah.. finalli cutting my l0ng hair.. dat stupid Mdm.Zainab w0nt have anithing t0 say lia0 bahs.. haha..
" Thanks al0rt Jeremy, Kailing, Serene, Andrew, J0an, Elean0r, Eunice Sis, and all th0se wh0 d0 care f0r me and tried t0 c0ns0le me when i was d0wn.. Thanks al0rt.. I w0uld d0 all my best f0r de next semester.. i realli w0uld.. i w0uld n0rt disapp0int u all lia0s.. sh0 my current target n0w ish..
- G00d Grades f0r de next semester
- D0 my best fer my h0use this c0ming h0use game
- Gr0w Tall
- Spend m0re time with my family
- Cherish th0se wh0m i care and th0se wh0 care ab0ut me
- D0n't disapp0int u pe0ple
- Quit my games and c0ncentrate
pe0ple.. i w0n't disapp0int u all.. realli.. " MaRdiinz