very l0ng nv update le..
[ Monday 26/6/2006 ] had t0 wake up super earli t0day.. did n0t sleep well last nite, but was realli happie t0 be able t0 g0 t0 sch00l 0nce again.. de m0ment i went sch00l and went int0 de class, de first pers0n i t00k n0tice was her.. den i started rushing my w0rk again.. during assembly, asked by Zainab take class timetable.. den dunn0 why jiakai suddenly v0mit.. den bring him g0 t0ilet.. den after assembly, Kailing never take newspaper again.. den i g0tta g0 d0wn general 0ffice take -.- den came back t0 class 0nli t0 find the new teacher ferr ge0g.. den she immediately ask f0r de m0nit0r.. den ask me g0 d0wn take a new eraser ferr the whiteb0ard.. den i g0tta g0 all de way d0wn again to get it.. dia0s.. den c0me back up she ask my name.. blahs.. den after that during her less0n, everytime call my name just bec0s she 0nli knew mine~ den exercise.. see that jiakai and wee suan sit 0n de fl00r while we keep running.. den everytime run finish talk t0 her.. den art.. dunn0 wads wr0ng with that Ms Heng again.. yuxin sick want sit behind rest she keep asking her come infront.. den she demo her art skills.. den ask ppl g0 try 0ut.. she was asked t0 g0 up.. den when she was drying up de paintbrush, dunn0 why de tip came 0ff.. den she very paiseh.. den immediately t0ld teacher she g0nna pay her 0ne.. den every0ne keep saying she r0ugh.. den i said " it was the brush that is lousy la.. " den all say me again.. -.- den during lit, mr yoong let us watch charlie and choc factory again.. den cd free period.. den assembly.. see her crosstalk with wee suan on stage.. den they g0rt 3rd.. den g0 back class, she went t0 her table and nv talk le.. den i was like still playing s0ccer la.. den went 0ver t0 her.. scared she cry.. but she nv la.. den she went 0ff.. den wee suan say she was having a headache.. den i realised i can d0 n0thing ferr her.. just n0w i 0nli cared ab0ut yuxin when she was having headache, but nv n0tice she was having headache t00.. 0mg.. me.. den stayed back in sch00l with her.. den sent her h0me with haixin and kelvin -.- den went h0me ar0und 7pm lia0.. den did h0mew0rk..
[ Tuesday 27/6/2006 ] freaking angry.. dnt.. she did not go same group as me.. made me so sad.. den keep arguing with mr.wong during dnt class.. say i want go over.. den science lesson.. new teacher come in teach about reproduction -.- dia0 throughout whole lesson.. den pe.. take height and weight.. damn it lah.. i shorter than her 1cm.. den freaking kelvin actualli same height as me?! den i very unhappie la.. all keep saying i too short for her.. den take weight dat time, i 2nd lightest again.. den all say i lighter than her cannot carry her in future.. den i very bui song liao lor.. den go play ball game.. dat fucker ting yong.. say i'm short in front of the whole class.. den i realli cannot take it liao lor.. den i shout " shuddup la fucking asshole".. den that kaobei gan immediately ask me drop 10.. den i do 10 liao keep starring at him.. den wadeva everybody do i show him face.. don do.. den everybody playing that time.. he come say me la.. say dunno wad disappointed with me.. den i say its unfair.. ting yong started saying i'm short first la.. den i scold him back why he nv punish ting yong.. den he tell me some stupid reason.. " in a car accident, the car which bangs hardest purposely would get de fine.. " den i was like wad the fuck? although ting yong nv say vulgar, he insulted me la.. some more during my bad mood.. den of cos i scold back right? den he ask me whether i am angry with him.. den i shout yes! i am very angry.. den i say i refuse to participate in de activities.. den he ask me go sit one side and tink it over.. chee bye sia.. den finalli finish liao went back class.. den nv tok throughout.. den EL, GG, MT all these nv talk much.. den finally school end liao.. den we all stayed back to finish up english de compre and compo.. den she went home eat lunch.. messaged her.. promised to send her home.. den she came back to school do compo with us.. den that fucking ting yong keep disturbing her.. den i not happie him.. den soon after ws, sm and xl all come back from cca.. den all play play chat chat.. den finish liao she want go westmall buy something for her dad bdae.. den me, ting yong and haixin went with her.. den walked around with her.. den actualli want sponsor to buy de lor.. but nv bring enuf money.. fuck.. den want go home with her de.. but haixin.. decided to tag along and go with us.. den on de bus i nth to say to her.. cos i stink of sweat.. den sat elsewhere.. den send her home liao went home.. reach home 8pm le!! den rush homework..
[ Wednesday 28/6/2006 ] went school got science lesson again.. keep reminding me of ting yong and his dirty jokes.. den 9.40am band left for syf practice.. den 11.10am like dat, she and jacqueline went for chinese dance.. den 1/4 of the class gone.. den gort all de boring lessons.. finalli lessons end liao den kicked soccer.. den kick kick kick.. keep tio hit in the toe.. in de end toe got swollen den toenail break.. damn it.. den smsed her.. told her if her dad nv fetch her home i stay in school accompany her.. den stayed in school till 6pm do homework.. den left with haixin they all.. all ps me go home.. den went home oso to change den go school again.. but when i was about to take the taxi, she called and told me her mum fetching her liao.. den keep telling me sorrie.. actualli i don mind lahs.. i jus want her to arrive safely at home nia.. den at nite do homework and called her.. den "tried" doing homework lahs..
[ Thursday 29/6/2006 ] went sch0ol kinda late today.. den go school dunno do wad just kept looking at her.. den cut nails =) den go assembly but no spot check! damn it.. den went to AVA for geography lessons.. den i sat near her =D but got ppl like yenfung and kelvin.. keep disturbing.. do things that make me and her paiseh.. den bloody ting yong threw a piece of paper on her?! fuck sia.. den exercise period.. don noe wads wrong with teacher.. told her got toenail crack and swollen.. bt don dare take off shoes.. den she ask me fiercely go one tree dere.. den make me so paiseh.. den go dere proof to her.. den she let me don run.. but instead i kept walking lor.. walk 1 more round more than those ppl running.. dia0s.. den CME went back t0 the AVA again.. den during the lesson keep exchanging looks with her.. erm.. dunno why la.. den recess makan liao went back class.. den see her sit dere do homework.. looking very sian.. become i oso no mood liao.. den maths i very sleepy.. shud be becos of the medicine that i ate this morning.. den reading.. i actualli want tell teacher nv bring.. but decided to be honest and show her i nv finish much.. nort like some people.. copy.. lie say nv bring.. blahs.. den during the lesson, teacher mentioned something about procrastinating.. den i decided to use it on myself.. dat i nv finish all my homework in de end stack up.. -.- den EL period, Ms Rina say the classroom very dirty.. den i went to borrow broomstick.. den in de end come back.. nobody want do the duty.. in de end everyone listen to lesson i clean up the classroom.. fuck sia.. treat me like servant like dat.. cant they just noe that being a monitor is a very tiring job? still want me to sweep the floor.. sickenings.. den science lesson listen to those things again.. den it ended.. den not soon after she left with wx and xl go lot1.. den i played soccer in class lor.. den play liao suddenly all go home.. den stayed on with ting yong and shimin in class.. talk about jokes.. den she tell me she and xl coming back.. den i quite happie la =X but when they come back den nv talk about anithing.. keep listening to ting yong's lame jokes.. pesky.. den finalli started playing soccer with ting yong.. den the 2 girls wanted to play.. den let them join oso.. den first is me and xl, ty and her.. den we win.. den me and her.. ting yong and xl.. we still won =X den that ting yong keep kicking my toe.. stupid idiot.. den when playing with her.. very paiseh.. scared hit her.. scared touch her.. scared alot of things la.. den mus shoot from far.. den finalli its me and ting yong.. den he keep kicking so roughly lor.. poor girls.. keep tio injury.. den i purposely drink water don block the bottle cap.. den they catch up alot of points =X den we still win la.. den finalli sat around play final number.. den play liao all went home.. den shimin and xueli went take mrt.. den dat ting yong.. decided to tag along with me and her send her home.. details cannot say.. den finalli reach home liao.. den something happie happen.. den do homework.. hahas..
" - You don have to say sorrie to me.. i jus want u to reach home safely.. - i hate to see you sad and lonely.. - care and concern.. - looked down by some idiotic people.. - isit a wrong decision to hab trust in my friends? - i've tried my best to stop bickering with her.. but i'm sorri that i actualli bickered with her right infront of u.. i'm sorrie.. - stupid people! stop bothering her la.. want bother bother me la! - working very hard for my studies.. - it's not my fault for being short and light right?! think i don want to grow ar?! - bloody bald.. keep giving me ur reasons!~ - why must he be so despicable when it comes to wooing her?! - STOP DISTURBING US! " MaRdiinz