t0day g0 sch00l realli veri m00dy.. i dunn0 why.. just felt realli sian.. den YenFung ask me help him hand up f0rm, den i dunn0 why sc0ld him l0r.. den i went t0 sleep.. arghs.. den chinese wh0le 2 peri0ds very m00dy.. until music als0.. den music dat time i see her als0 quite moody.. den tried talking t0 her.. den all de girls behind keep l00king at us.. den g0 back class f0r english.. her turn t0 have speech.. actualli she t0ld Ms.Rina she was n0t ready, but Ms.Rina d0n care.. den when she went up t0 speak, she was very nerv0us.. in de end she didnt d0 well.. den when she went back t0 her seat, she cried.. den during recess, actualli wanted t0 g0 0ver and c0ns0le her de.. but instead, Kelvin went 0ver t0 her and passed her a letter.. after seeing Kelvin giving her a letter, i st00d back.. i felt realli useless larhs.. c0uld n0t even c0ns0le her when she's feeling sh0 sad.. den i 0s0 wr0te a letter t0 her.. den started talking t0 J0an ab0ut it.. den went f0r science.. den Maths.. o ya.. ge0g i onli g0t 18/30? den maths onli 16/30.. kns.. sh0 disapp0inted.. den Yenfung.. crap larhs.. ge0g dat time tell me, " wa Martin, n0t bad sia.. g0t win ppl.. " den maths paper he t0ld me, " Martin! n0w u n0t the l0west lia0.. hahas.. " den i was like.. please larhs.. i n0e i l0usy als0 d0n need like dat mahs.. den sch00l end lia0 went 0ut t0 k0pitiam makan.. den saw her and wee suan they all eating.. den we sat near them.. anyway eat lia0 went teck whye cut hair.. den waited f0r like 30mins den my turn.. i t0ld de uncle.. " Uncle, back cut ab0ve c0llar, sides sh0rter abit, and fringe cut abit.. " den he said he behind cut abit sl0pe.. den i n0 c0mments.. in de end after wearing my specs, i alm0st want t0 cry larhs! wad the.. 0n t0p cut until like n0 hair like dat, sides t0tally sl0pe, behind way ab0ve c0llar.. and fringe.. cut LEFT abit! WAD THE HELL!! den i was like alm0st g0ing t0 cry lia0 larhs.. den Haixin cut like nv cut much.. den went back t0 sch00l.. t0ld her n0t t0 c0me back classr00m, in de end she purp0sely came back see my hair! OMG~ den i sh0 paiseh larhs.. den she still want t0 take my f0t0 -.- den i d0n let her she say i n0t a guy~ i CAMERA SHY LEH! ~~ dia0 lia0s.. den she say my hair like K.K.T.. den finalli said it was nice.. but i like sh0 nan gu0 l0r.. in de end de way h0me i sh0 depressed.. den she purp0sely walk beside me like want cheer me up.. but i kinda like ign0red her? sians.. den went l0t 1 buy dividers den g0 h0me lia0s..
" I d0n realli care h0w 0thers l00k at me.. 0nli urs~ i n0e u didn't mean it.. " MaRdiinz