sigh.. today.. went sch00l hoping to see her de moment i step into class.. but i didn't.. den i just do my geography w/s and do some other stuff lorh.. den finalli around 7am+ den she come back into class with wee suan they all.. den when yenfung they all come, they asked me about the chinese project.. den i told them i didnt finish it.. yenfung immediately give me that disappointed look lorhs.. yesterday saw him when i was going home.. i told him if i cannot finish the project i would definitely argue with them today de.. and i did.. den i started "reminding" them that they didn't do anything for the project.. den they keep arguing say they got type a few words.. please larhs.. the whole project got so many things to do and they think that typing a few words means CONTRIBUTION?! i can never expect them to be so unreasonable larhs.. never mind about the project first.. i asked Kelvin if he could exchange seats with me for today.. he immediately looked at her and said NEVER larhs.. maybe ish becos of that reply he gave me that made me so irritated.. after seating so close to her yesterday that i realise Kelvin can look at her anytime he wants without her noticing.. damn it larhs.. den i became silent throughout the whole assembly.. den went for DnT.. i just did my own work and tried to get some sleep.. den finally end liao got science.. den i took this chance to sleep.. den when i woke up i realised that she and wee suan they all looking at me.. diao.. so paiseh larhs.. finalli science ended and we went down for PE.. this time i feel much better talking to Mr.Gan.. maybe its becos of the "peace treaty" bahs.. den told KaiLing about the project thingy.. den she tell me tell teacher they never do anything.. sigh.. wad should i do? if i tell teacher about it, in future they wont need me in their group liao.. den who do i group with?? people like ting yong arhs? sian.. den PE Mr.Gan let us play Volleyball.. den me and ting yong team larhs.. den play against Jason they all.. den we win loh.. after PE went to eat for the first time in this week.. but i realised i could not finish.. sigh.. den went back to class and play bottle cap soccer.. me, Kelvin and KaiJie one team.. Jason, Yenfung and Sherman one team.. den at first we losing de.. but den i started applying my defence skills i learn yesterday.. den finalli caught up in the score.. den went into Penalty Game.. at first keep having draws.. but finalli i blocked Sherman's last goal and Kelvin scored in.. den we won.. first time i felt soccer was that fun.. English teacher told us got a competition for Bloggers.. can submit our blog to her and the Library and English council would judge.. blahs.. den teacher mention blog that time everyone look at me.. den ting yong keep saying that my blog is dedicated to her de.. hmmm.. den Geography copy notes again lorhs.. den Chinese.. actualli want to move to wee suan seat de.. but if i go dere alone very weird.. and teacher might not agree on it.. den Kelvin and Yenfung keep playing a fool in class.. in de end Mdm.Xu not happie liao.. den actualli moved Kelvin to Wee Suan's seat! i damn angry larhs.. den Kelvin keep acting as if he don care.. but i bet he mus be damn happie larhs.. den go through chinese textbook.. den got de chinese project presentation.. den when its our turn, yenfung gave an excuse that we nv bring.. den i feel very pek chek liao.. immediately told teacher we haven do.. den Yenfung started blaming me again larhs.. den teacher say got deduction of marks.. den he still say " Aiya, Like i care?! " wad the fuck larhs.. why got such a person de? den i very angry lorhs.. went back to my seat and started writing about it in my "personal diary".. den i realised she kept looking at me.. actualli.. if i can.. i would want to show it to her.. but i noe i can't.. den ting yong.. is always so near to her.. always.. lesson ended liao.. i just took my bag and left for home.. den reach home liao saw my cousin and her bf.. den started talking to them lorh.. den dunn0 why.. fell asleep.. den wake up feel very nice.. maybe bec0s i haven had a good rest f0r very long time lia0.. den n0w haven even d0 h0mew0rk.. mus g0 d0 liao..
" if u haven't noticed, i feel realli trapped when i see another guy so close to u.. how i wish u would noe.. but u wont.. ever.. " MaRdiinz