seri0usly.. thanks all f0r being sh0 c0ncerned ab0ut me.. feel sh0 t0uched.. ><
yesterday.. went sch00l already feel like dying lia0s.. i wasnt c0ncentrating at all.. i 0nli remember dat i keep g0ing t0 de t0ilet spit away de phlem.. den t0rtured myself all de way thr0ugh science enrichment.. den g0 h0me.. at nite c0ugh like sia0.. den asthma attack keep c0ming.. until my mum seri0usly wants t0 send me t0 h0spital.. i ask pe0ple f0r opini0ns but n0ne reply me.. finalli i c0nvinced my mum d0n f0rce me g0..
t0day m0rning w0ke up first thing was t0 use de nebeuliser.. den i feel damn w0bbly larhs.. den my mum say later bring me g0 see d0ct0r again.. den when i w0ke up, she ask me g0 h0spital 0r clinic.. den i say clinic.. den i tell her after see d0ct0r i want g0 sch00l.. sh0 can see her.. den went d0ct0r dere.. wait like sia0 like dat.. den finalli my turn.. sh0 many medicine -.- den my mum br0ught me g0 eat s0mething first.. den bring me g0 sch00l.. when i was ab0ut t0 reach de classr0om, de first pers0n i saw was her.. den she ask h0w c0me i still c0me sch00l.. den i say i 0kay le.. den de m0ment i enter de classr00m, j0an they all greeted me hi! den i als0 wave back t0 them.. den they all started sh0uting "her" name.. den i just went back t0 my seat.. den i heard " TingYong Say he like 'her' " .. den i l0ok at ty.. den he give me dat kind of guilty look.. den i tried t0 t0lerate it as much as p0ssible.. den he started playing with her and ws.. den yf keep shouting " see? see? ".. den pretend t0 d0 other stuff.. but deep d0wn.. im trying t0 endure everything.. den maths.. while d0ing the test.. my hand keep shivering.. i feel super tired.. den i very restless lia0s.. den my m00d started c0ming.. giving attitude t0 every pers0n, everything.. de rest 0f de less0ns.. same thing.. den keep g0ing t0ilet c0ugh.. c0s i d0n want any0ne t0 see i'm still feeling terrible.. especially her.. den finalli sch00l end.. i t0t she w0uld ask anithing.. but she still didnt.. and she went 0ff with the rest.. just like dat.. i'm super disapp0inted.. den guaily handed up my intr0 den g0 h0me.. den yipping 0s0 g0 h0me.. sh0 we g0 h0me t0gether.. den 0n de way al0t 0f ppl keep asking yipping.. -.- but i was like menti0ning ab0ut her t0 yipping the wh0le while.. sigh.. reached h0me earli.. ate medicine.. den started using c0m.. but feeling unc0mf0rtable lia0s.. till n0w.. i feel very breathless, but i had t0 tell s0meb0dy h0w i feel.. den i chat l0r.. den my grandma.. cant even understand.. well she w0nt.. keep sh0uting at me say i talking rubbish 0n de net when im sick already.. damn it lahs.. n0w.. i g2g.. arghs!
" Can u try to understand me more? i realli need ur understanding.. not live it alone.. " MaRdiinz