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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Memories.
9:59 PM

Today i slept at 3am and woke up at 8am. I was at my aunt's house last night and was using her laptop throughout. Around 2am i stopped my games and went down to support my mother in her mahjong. She was in quite a luck, but seems to me that my aunt sitting beside her was in better luck than her. 3am was "lights out", i then slept on the cold floor. While i slept there, i was reminded of the times when i was at the P5 South View Camp, when everything was so fun. It was the first time when i took the initiative to care for her.
However, all that had happened happened. I could not make it happen again. Or could I?
Sometimes, thinking about things that is impossible is really painful. If like what some people say, nothing is impossible because the word itself says I M POSSIBLE, I do hope that the happy times I had with her would be possible once more.
She wrote in her blog that she was not touched when she read my blog. I did not even expect her to read it in the first place, how could I even want her to be touched by what I've typed?
Forget about that. After i reached home, started using computer for awhile beforing meeting Xueli at Jurong Regional Library. We tried to ask her, but she was busy doing her own work. Actually, i was kind of disappointed. But come to think of it, i should not be that selfish to have her come down to the library just because i want to go there.
At the library, for 0130hrs, i was like there half studying half talking to xueli about how i feel. Sorry about that xueli, for listening to my craps. During lunchtime, she went off and i went IMM all by myself. On the way there, everything seems so lonely. The journey seemed super long for me. The journey there was so quiet. Not even a single soul walked past me. They were all behind me. Yarhs. So i reached IMM, and was walking around looking for the most suitable present for my cousin. I found a few, but i could not make up my mind. So i called my cousin and asked her to come down to IMM too. During the wait, i went Long John Silver to have my lunch. Still, it was so boring. Sitting at a four seated table makes me feel even more like crying when i see that everyone has someone to accompany them. While i was still eating, many people walked in and out of Long John's. Some of them stared at me because i was taking up the seat all by myself. But do they know that isn't anymore seats around? I didn't say they could not share tables with me. In the end, a family of 3 stood beside my table and stared at me for quite some time. In the end i had to rush my food and go off. I still had to wait for 20 more mins before my cousin arrive. I tried looking at those little kids riding those fake animals. They were that innocent. I really missed the times when i was with my cousins, and we were all having that much fun. Looking at those children makes me think about too many things. So i went over to sit on the benches outside Mini Toons. Then i waited, and waited, and waited. Finally my cousin was here. We decided on a VoodooDoll for my cousin.

Then my cousin and I saw Chipmunk! So we decided to buy it. Actually i wanted Chip, but she wanted it too, so i had no choice but to take Dale. But then she decided to let me have chip first. I wonder why. Well, here it is.

Someone asked me before. Does cute-ness belong to only girls? I don't even know how to reply.

Went back home after paying, and started looking for pictures of butterflies for Art examinations. I find this picture really nice. Maybe i would try using this picture for my colour schemes.

Then i took a nap after revising some bits of literature. Woke up and it's already 9pm!! So i quickly had my dinner and watched [ Top on Forbidden City ].. blehs.

" Nothing bad would happen to you, because when it does, i would be there right beside you. " MaRdiinz



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