Finally found the time to update. Too many things had happened this week and i really don't know where to start from.
A really bad incident happened and both my parents were called to meet form teacher, maths teacher and BB officer. My dad just came back on friday and was devastated i must say, to hear this news. He talked to me for an hour and made me guilty for whatever i've done and not done.
On saturday, i was excused from BB for awhile to meet up with them. I thought i would get scoldings, however none of them made any heart-piercing comments at all. Instead, more than advice, help was given to me on that day. It seriously made me realised how bad my life has got, in terms of focusing when necessary and planning my own time.
Many changes would soon be made, like moving the computer and tv out of my room, being supervised after school on weekdays, reporting my school work to my mum, meeting the form teacher every month with my parent, and trying to forget the pain of losing something i cherished.
I know you all would go like "huh?" upon reading this, but those whom i've told what had happened would have known more. Sorry.
