looking at the stars above. //

2008-06-05T20:19:00.003+08:00

guess i'm going to quit updating this blog. super inactive. plus it's my homepage! thus i decided to change the blogskin, so i won't be sick of using i.e.

many thanks to those who've tagged, appreciates (: i'll check the chatbox frequently though, but won't be blogging le.
i'm not going to put up any links too, so that anyone who comes to my blog can just cancel the window for good after that d:

good luck to everyone out there!

2008-04-16T17:55:00.003+08:00

oh my cow, it just so happens that when i check out my blog, i realised the last time i updated was march 16, and today is april 16! hence as promised, i shall update today (:

however, i have bad news. i don't really get to/choose not to use the computer so often these few weeks, because if i start using the computer i don't really know when i would stop, because i'm so tired with studying that i rather stare at the screen and blank out. hence, i won't be updating already, or maybe if i really feel like relieving stress i would do so.

although i don't blog, whenever i get to steal time from my sisters/cousins using the computer, i would just check my emails and friendster, so yeaps i'm not going to be outdated! (:

byes people, good luck to everyone! exams are near!
p.s : i'm fine people, don't worry, hope you people are too (:

2008-03-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

hooray to martin for not updating for a month ! ._.
i've still got work to do, plus school holiday ends today, so crap, couldn't really update much.
so, i'm here to wish peeps birthdays for the month of march ! (: sorry if i forgot to mention your birthday here ):

happy birthday to Shanice on 8th march 2008 (:
wish that you would remain motherly to all d;

happy birthday to Ahma on 14th march 2008!
love you so much ahma, though i know you won't read this, but i still love you! thanks so much for waking me up every morning, and taking care of everyone of us in the family!

happy birthday to Yuxin on 16th march 2008!
so good la, your birthday's on a sunday, can get to go anywhere (:

happy birthday to Shu Anne on 18th march 2008!
because your birthday is near, i would just like to take this opportunity to wish you happy birthday as well (: regards from Benedict d:

okays! back to schoolwork already ):

2008-02-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

currently using the free internet at changi airport now :D
there's still like an hour before boarding the plane, so we're like shopping around at the lobby area (:
i can't believe i decided not to bring my wallet, handphone & chargers~ the things here are duty free (though still expensive), and i have the itch to just buy anything d:

supposed to go school this morning, but i had a serious flu & cough, which lead to a mild asthma, so i didn't go ):
sad thing i don't get to see my classmates/schoolmates before flying off~ although i would be gone for like only 3 days, it feels weird going on a holiday during school term ._.
in any case, happy weekends everyone (:

gosh, the seats here are too comfortable, plus i'm not too used to standing and using the computer, so byes everyone :D

2008-02-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

just a quick post because i would be going to indonesia tomorrow, afraid i might not have time to update before leaving home ): the crappish thing is that the flight is at 2pm, so i have to rush home after school tomorrow & leave straight for the airport ._.

yeaps i would be going off to indonesia to visit my dad who's working there (:
my dad had to countdown for new year and spend 010108 alone, so this time we're going there to celebrate his birthday so that he won't feel lonely for another event again :D
my mum, 2 younger sisters & uncle would be going there too, so really look forward to having a great time during the 3days 2night stay.

would try to take some photos of the place there, and share with everyone if possible (:
oh ya, before i go sleep...

happy valentine's day to everyone :D
i spent valentine by having e maths & a maths remedial in the afternoon, and playing basketball with haixin & kelvin after buying a new bball in the night, cool :D plus plus plus, my uncle treat me to chicken chop at the coffee shop, and it's super nice!

my prayer for tonight - to pray that we would have a safe trip there, and that God would bring all of us back safely & healthy :D

2008-02-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

happy chinese new year to everyone (:

hope everyone had loads of fun receiving angbaos & eating loads of delicacies!

chinese new year was great for me :D

reunion dinner on new year's eve was really nice! had all my cousins at my house except sheryl's family, they went their ahma side for dinner ): the food was fantastic, maybe because everyone did the cooking and i enjoyed it (: and the next best thing is that everyone sat at the table for dinner, which seldom happens at home :D

初一
happy birthday to amelia (:
sorry bout not smsing you or wishing or anything on that day itself D:

woke up fresh and all excited to 拜年 (:

after bathing and eating ahma's very own 甜汤, my cousins came!
then everything was like so rush as ahma kept hurrying us not to be late for church
i couldn't put in my contact lens, so eunice sis & sheryl were like "pushing" the contact lens into my eyes already. after 10mins of eye battling i finally wore it ._.

however, throughout the entire mass, i couldn't help but feel irritated by the contact lens, so when i went to laogou's house, i quickly got it off and washed it. while i rest my right eye, i greeted everyone there looking weird, having one violet eye and one black eye =/
laogou is bedridden ): when i saw her i felt really heartached, last year when i saw her she could still walk, really hope she could regain the strength to walk again

then we went to ah-gu's house for lunch.

after taking some photos with eunice sis look at my violet eyes, i finally couldn't take the pain anymore, and took off my contact lens. after taking it out, i realised there's a tear in the middle of the lens, and i'm crappy sad. 20 bucks gone just like that ):
then after analysing the contact lens with my cousins, we concluded that it could have been torn when they tried to force it into my eyes =/
lunch was still great, had loads of fun in germaine's room, listening to eugene playing the guitar to entertain the kids, and germaine kept calling nicholas bro "korkor~", hahas.

all of us went seperate ways as my dad wanted to visit ah-zou d:
at ah-zou's house, gerald, sharmaine sis & sherie sis were there too (:

ah-zou's eyes had blood in it, and her face seemed bruised ): another heartbreaker for the day. we all asked her to see a doctor, but she just kept refusing, and can see her health's not that good this year. maybe it's common for someone who has lived on earth for 95 years, but i pray that her health would improve soon! soon after the adults got into their own conversation, we, out of boredom, we started talking about piercings d:

then from gore we moved to gross, and talked about the woman who vomitted and swallowed it all back ._.

at night, we went to 小姑 aunt lilian's house and had western dinner (:
the food was super duper nice, but i ate little. somehow i felt bloated ): but we got bored soon after, and started talking about why we never took photos every year and stuff. and so, we decided to take a photo together (:

gerald smiled super widely, i think he's pretty excited about this photo taking session d:

i was about to smile when whoever took the photo pressed the button already, oh well. that's for our 1st cousins get together photo (:

alright, the 4 of us started gobbling saltish raisins like nobody's business while watching good quality rat-ta-too-e ._. i don't know the spelling. but in any case, everyone left till the show ended. it was a pretty special occassion, my dad's side were all present for the first time (:

初二

our family hosted for everyone to come (:

well, i helped out quite a lot, my mum couldn't manage serving everyone, and i'm proud of myself for helping out! muahahaha~
had loads of fun, earned from 20cents till 2bucks or so from black jack d:

nicholas bro, eunice sis, sheryl, eugene & germaine were all around, so we got ourselves occupied by playing badminton and stuff, and taking loads of pictures! too bad it's all in sheryl's cam, so i don't have the pictures yet ):
in the end i didn't feel really well and slept till 10pm, when everyone had already gone home. then i realised i had fever, so i quickly ate dinner, pop 2 panadols and slept at 1am d:

初三

had simple lunch with my parents at home, then went to visit my ahma's godmother at sembawang. she's 100 years old this year! and the best thing is, she kept asking us to help ourselves to the snacks on the table, making me feel very touched, as she's already so old yet can still be such a nice host. oh ya, while we were there, she kept mumbling some words, and we couldn't understand it much as her voice was pretty much muffled, but after getting to know from her maid that she reads the bible everyday everytime, we realised she was actually saying the scriptures from the bible - touching!

after the visitation, my dad brought us all to japanese village, and we had sushi! (:
it was a simple high tea, but i had my fill :D
then at night went over to 姑姑 house, and there we saw ah-ba (:
she's 96 years old this year if i'm not wrong, so cool la!

we didn't stay long for the dinner, and left soon after.

went over to sheryl's house, and there i started watching 斗牛要不要
SUPER nice show! (:

i watched till 1am before deciding to go sleep (:

初四
happy birthday to my sister carine (:
8 years old already, time flies d:

went to aunty pengchu's chicken rice stall to meet up with my mum's ex-classmates.
their kids are all younger than me, surprisingly :D
the adults all got into their own conversations, while i happily ate all the remaining chicken meat.

then after eating lunch, my dad brought us to jurong point to open up a savings account for carine. spent quite some time there, having the financial consultant to tell us about the different accounts & opening the final one.
then my dad bought a mp3 for sales usage, adapter and stuff. for me, i went to music junction and got myself a "Seed of Chucky" vcd :D
it's m18, so i got my dad to pay. immediately after i got home, i started watching it, and i realised why people commented it's more of a comedy than violence, true indeed :D
went to church at 6pm and had dinner with uncle john & family at 9th street (:
the food took years to come & we almost starved d:
good thing the stares from my dad and uncle john worked, and they quickly served the food :D
it was pretty tasty, and to my surprise filling. phew~ i almost thought i had to come home to cook noodles.

now that i'm back home, i'm here blogging (:
hope everyone had a great time this weekend, good luck to school/work d:

2008-02-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

currently blogging with my new purple contact lens d:
had a very hard time trying to put it in just now, i just can't help but keep blinking everytime it gets near my eye ._.
though my vision is quite blur now, but would try to get used to it soon (:

have to do homework later, so better get off the computer now d:

2008-02-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

my dad came home from indonesia yesterday (:
after school yesterday, my family & sheryl's came to fetch me and we went teck whye to meet uncle greg for dinner, we have it everytime my dad comes back to singapore (:
after eating, we went over to uncle chew's optic, in the end got a super long queue ._.
when it was our turn, my dad got himself a pair of specs - wonder how he would look like in specs, plus he chose a super weird colour, bright brown! oh man. hahas.
then my sister got another pair of specs, she just couldn't understand how lucky it is not to wear specs, and kept insisting it looks nice ._.
sheryl got a pair of coloured contacts without degree to test out, and would be getting the actual one with degree on sunday. as for me, i changed specs again. mine went up to 600 degrees, and i was like super stunned? regret not taking care of my eye ):
then i got curious about how contact lens felt and how it would be like, thus i told my mum to buy me one too (: just for cny i guess. it's purple d:
after reaching home at around 10.30pm, started doing some work before continuing to polish my boots, till 12.30am if i'm not wrong =/

today was horrible~ i seemed as though i didn't have enough sleep, but i think i didn't, and kept dozing off during physics. in the end i just stood up and asked mr lim permission to stand up so that i won't feel sleepy d:
when ms lim just came in for maths, i was like jumping around so that i could at least concentrate for the test, in the end she looked at me as though i'm retard or something ._.
and maths test was horrible. thought i could do it, in the end i didn't have enough time to complete it all, guess i'm failing already ):
then came POA's amalgamation test, crappish ._. i only know the format, didn't know how to apply. another paper to fail already ):
good thing english was quite slack, and i managed to take a 10mins nap d:
then there was BB in the afternoon, and i am really tired and stuff. today we learned to do slow march (: it was quite hard to maintain balance, but trying!
ate 伊面 for dinner, and went for bubble tea session before going home (:

replying tags:
juliana: hahas, carpet bed would be the in thing soon d: and glad you're all better after ample rest (:
caleb: hahas, imagine having that at home d: the ice can't last, but it would be super cool, hahas!

perhaps the most amazing thing happened, because qiyan is now back in school (:
just in time for chinese new year, thank God!

2008-01-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

oh man, it's coming close to a week since i last updated d:
i changed blogskin! and a new url ! woohoo! xD
people, i've deleted several blogs i can't see or you might have changed url or something, inform me and i would update it (:
oh ya, relink me too - http://clouds-of-love.blogspot.com
the clouds above are like the love God has for us (:

happy belated to haixin on 25th january! d:

weekend was horrible, in a way that i went out most of the time that i neglected my homework!
in the end, i had to rush my homework on sunday night and still couldn't finish it. in the end i didn't get to school on monday ): effort wasted.

[ rewinding... ] but anyways during the weekend, had a fun time in BB on saturday (: it was mostly games for the entire parade, and the game got us all running like mad ( NCOs planned it d: )
then after parade, we bathed in school for the first time! didn't know school bathroom rocks that much, it has warm & powerful water! xD

then after parade was over, the usual 4 of us were running late due to our meeting that ended at 3pm, thus we took taxi there. oh man, waste transport fees again ):
youth was fun & exciting, sang a lot of songs that were familiar to me d: and, the main thing is i can really sense God's presence there. my feelings when i step into the worship hall and when i exit it was absolutely different; i poured out my troubles to God and for he loved us so, i felt all better knowing he's there for me, sharing my pain and sorrows.

after the sermon was over, we went to meet up with maxine and people at vivo. they wanted to celebrate with haixin his birthday, hahas. in the end we had long john silver for dinner. kelvin, benedict and i didn't really communicate much with the girls, instead we entertained ourselves watching small kids playing with water d:
after eating and stuff, it was near 9pm, and we decided to accompany the girls home. benedict sent hilary, haixin with diane, kelvin and i with maxine. we reached home around 12am, and i practically dozed off in minutes d:

[ fast forward... ] on tuesday, we got to meet our batch of sec 1 boys for the first time (:
not many of them, got like 12. but it was pretty impressive already, as many of the students went to join sports group. we introduced ourselves to them, got to know them better, and played some ice-breaker games. actually we were not supposed to have CCA on tuesday, and should start officially on friday & saturday, but we guessed it was a pretty good idea to warm them up for saturday first (:

then in the night, after fetching kelvin and haixin home, she said she had to grab some stuff from my aunt, thus we proceeded to sheryl's house. in the end, after lying down on the soft carpet, i decided not to leave the place anymore d: so i asked my mum whether i could stay for the night, and promised to do my homework. she doubted if i would do my homework and if i would wake up on time the next morning, but i managed to convince her (:
after bathing and eating dinner, i started doing my work (sheryl and her sister sleep already ._.), and i realised the environment was really nice and quiet, so much so i could fully concentrate on my work despite having my uncle smoking and watching HBO and other channels in the living room. i was surprised when i completed my work, apart from those i can't do d: , at around 11.30pm, and proceeded to sleeping peacefully on the nice, smooth carpet (:

next morning, after my cousin had left for school, i woke up and went home to bathe and stuff, then got ready for school (:
actually i had loads of intention to complete schoolwork peacefully in school, in the end everyone was having loads of fun decorating the classroom, and i couldn't do my work at all, thus suggesting to return home earlier. while eating at the coffee shop, ms lim and mr yoong walked past, and i told ms lim i couldn't finish her work, and she immediately knew i have loads of questions to ask (:
thus now, i have a lighter workload for tonight, meaning earlier sleep! hooray! (:

some stuff i want to pray/wish/hope for (:
- let's hope qiyan would recover real soon, chinese new year's coming!
- for this friday's e-maths test, may everyone score A1 grades for it (: me included! d:
- juliana says she's having headaches and giddiness, hope she would be fine asap (:
- caleb's braces/teeth had been irritating him these days, but let's just hope you can continue to eat 5 pizzas everyday! hahas
- haixin's 16 already! hope he can jio us to NC16 movies soon d:
- benedict's been quarreling with me over dumbass stuff these few days, but i know it's part of friendship, so let's just hope i doesn't happen often (:
- let's hope kelvin would be able to manage with the upcoming events in BB (: i would help!

there's still like dozens of things i want to pray/wish/hope for, but there's simply too many, for now, that's that (:

2008-01-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

i'm super happy today! (:
i've got an A2 for 'O' level chinese paper today!
it's super unexpected, because many teachers told me i don't have much chance to get even b3, but i did it! oh man.
and the best thing is, i get to stay in higher chinese class!
thank the Lord for helping me to get my first distinction! and also, kelvin got A2 too! perhaps that's the best thing that happened today!
in any case, congratulations to everyone who got their results today, and hope you all are just as happy as i am!

physical education today was fun! i sort of got over-high, and started jumping around d:
joan's group came up with a game that involved so much catching, that we all played like kids (:

maths for thought: i should put in more more more effort during maths lessons, because i really detest the feeling of not having a clue of what ms lim is talking about in class, and i shan't let the same thing happen just like the previous year! no way!

mdm tang came for history lesson today~ she cheated us to stay back for extra lessons yesterday, though it was beneficial, but oh man no free periods ):
then in class she was like telling us how well her previous batch of students did for history, and what her expectation for our class is, " i would be thankful if you all could get just an msg of 3 " ._.
4e2, let's just prove how wrong she is for underestimating us! Roar!

chinese lesson was really scary today, as mr mak was like talking about the results released at 2pm, and that really made all of us super anxious! mr mak said that our class was the lousiest compared to the other class. oh man. but he said it there was an unexpected change for students like me (: but we practically we didn't conduct any lesson as everyone was busy worrying d:

after having a light snack, we all went up to the hall to see witness our seniors' achievements (:
the moment came when they announced the top students of 2007. seeing how those who were called rejoice at that moment, it really influenced everyone to share their joy too. and the most fabulous thing is, the media came to our school! this year, our student from 5n of 07 got 1st in Singapore for 'O' levels normal acad, with 7 distinctions! it's like super cool and everyone was very happy for her (:

then after announcing the results and stuff, higher mother tongue students were asked to go to the library to receive our results. when the teacher was giving out the result slip, everyone was like super anxious and stuff, causing the library to be extremely noisy~ and when some of them received their results, you could really see tears in their eyes, and some even jumped in joy! (: seriously, i'm so proud of everyone who made it this far! jiayous everyone, more to come!

oh man, today is really so exciting, and can' believe we would be taking our 'O' levels this year, scary! and i still have work to do, so shan't be reading the book today, more to be continued tomorrow - perhaps d:

2008-01-23T21:33:00.001+08:00

yesterday i borrowed from sir samuel a book titled "It's Not about Me" by Max Lucado.
there are like 14 chapters of it, and i don't suppose i can read it every single moment, otherwise my homework would be neglected. thus, i decided to read a chapter each day (:
i read the first chapter today and i found a paragraph rather interesting, maybe i could just lift a few lines and share it with everyone.

The moon models our role.

What does the moon do? She generates no light. Apart from the sun, the moon is nothing more than a pitch-black, pockmarked rock. But properly positioned, the moon beams. Let her do what she was made to do, and a clod of dirt becomes a source of inspiration, yea, verily, romance. The moon reflects the greater light.

And she's happy to do so! You never hear the moon complaining. She makes no waves about making waves. Let the cow jump over her or astronauts step on her; she never objects. The moon is at peace in her place. And because she is, soft light touches a dark earth.

If i could change my perspective,
having lesser of "Here is what i want!" and more of "What do you suppose God wants?",
instead of thinking "It's mine; I'm going to enjoy it", be God-centered and think "It's God's; I have to respect it."
and see our suffering differently, "My pain proves God's absence" would be replaced with "My pain expands God's purpose.",
i think life would make sense - by accepting my place, just like how the moon did.
i know i can and i will.

went to school today feeling relatively tired, but got over it after chinese lesson. can't believe i would still feel tired despite sleeping at 11plus last night ._.
but in any case, mr mak talked about getting our 'O' level chinese results tomorrow again. i'm sure God has plans for me already, so i just have to be calm about it, and await tomorrow (:

during POA lesson today, mr ho walked into class, looking very angry. after scolding us and tearing dickson's assignment, which appears to be only his draft on foolscap, he stormed out of the classroom. then hosung and people went to get him back, then he came back and apologised for losing his temper at us. i'm seriously not used to him being serious, because he simply jokes and craps too much in class.

basically, these are the highlights of class today, lessons are normal for the other subjects (:
oh ya, history students were asked to stay back today for extra lesson as mdm tang might not be able to teach us tomorrow, and we stayed all the way till 5pm (actually it lasted only for an hour d:) but history lesson was fun as it was the first time she started laughing and joking with us so much, hahas.

tonight, my cousins came over to my house as it has really been a long time since we all gathered (: my uncle opened a bottle of bacardi & orangina and mixed it, and he gave me 2 cups of it. i didn't know i'm not a good drinker, and now my face is all red! oh man. and now, i'm all dizzy and sleepy. let's just hope i can have the energy to just finish homework, otherwise i would have to face plenty of consequences d:

hope qiyan would have a speedy recovery and join us soon! don't stay in hospital! (:
and ...
A1 chinese paper! wait for me tomorrow!

2008-01-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back home, all tired and sleepy from the training haixin wanted us to go through.

school was normal today, i managed not to fall asleep during any lessons (:
it was a good thing i managed to sleep before 12 last night, hahas.

ms lim asked all of us to bring an orange and our childhood photo today for our CME lesson, and indeed it was worth bringing it! she wanted us to pick the best photo from our group and present it infront of the class. the funny part of this session was that we get to see some cute baby photos and how much some of us have changed. our dear CME rap zhanlun brought his x-rayed photo of himself when he was in his mum's womb, and we were all like laughing extremely hard, that super joker d:
in the end, we all voted for the best photo with our oranges, and the winner is raman! he won with the photo of himself when he was still a baby, and his hair was super retro! it was the alfredo hairstyle, wonder if i got it right, and we all laughed! in the end he got so many oranges he couldn't carry it home, so he redistributed it, hahas.
apart from the sharing session, ms lim showed us the movie of "Who moved my cheese?", and i supposed everyone loved it, judging from their still faces, and having all eyes on the screen during the show (:

alright, that was one thing that happened during lessons today. after school ended, the usual 4 of us went for our training, and we were all really tired after the entire training ): we ran about 4-4.8km, did 300 sit ups and 90 pushups ._. let's hope the 300 situps would result in something desirable d:

but anyways, it's tuesday! the week just started, and i'm trying very hard to be positive about it. because, the 'O' level results would be released on this thursday, 24th January! and all sec4s would have to sit in to see our seniors get their results. plus, the higher chinese students would be getting their chinese results on that day too! i'm one of them! really hope i would get A2 and above, otherwise i would have to say goodbye to higher chinese ):
in any case, all the best to all receipients! (:

2008-01-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

i have time to blog again (:
well, my cousins are currently at my house, and thus i conveniently excused myself from doing homework today, making me feel extremely guilty now ._.

oh ya, kelvin and haixin stayed over at my house last night, and we started polishing our boots from 11pm till 1.30am. it was really fun polishing, because they were like complaining to me that they are hungry, and it so happens that my mum left a box of bak kua at the table.
plus! their hands were super dirty, so i have to give them a piece of bak kua everytime since mine hand was clean.
in the end i set the rule that we could only eat 1 piece of bak kua every 5mins, and it turns out that we were counting down to eating it xD

the next morning my mum fetched us to school and we got ourselves ready for parade. reuben and benedict didn't come at first, but dict joined us at around 9am because he was not feeling well. as for reuben, i have no idea as to what happened to him.
my 2nd time being the COS, and there were so many boys who came late! i have to turn to fall in the boys several times, and eventually mr yoong could not tolerate it either, and implemented that boys who are late in future without valid reason would get demerit points (as CCA is also a part of school activity, and there's no reason why they could be punctual for school and not CCA).
after attendance and inspection of uniform, we had drill (: drill was fun, as we got pumped like crazy today, because our drill really wasn't there ._. but in any case, i hope boys who feel that they don't deserve it because they could do drill well would not think that way, as drill is really about teamwork, and not whether you could do it on your own, so one for all, all for one (:

then we had our warm up run around swiss and st anthony primary after drill, and many of our boys almost died after 2 rounds, and that really reminds me of the days when i was one of them! hahas. maybe i'm still one now q:
then i took the sec2s for physical training as benedict was not feeling well, and it was indeed slackish as compared to the sec3s & 4s training, and maybe that was the reason why kelvin and haixin came to me and started telling me how many sit up and push ups they did and compared with i've done =/
but! it was really fun doing physical training with the sec2s, it really was, so conclusion: just do what i like (:

after physical training, our sec3s planned a wet game for us, and we were asked to fill up water bombs to use as a form of scoring. the whole game goes like, we are splited up into our squads, and each squad is given a pail. the catch is that we have to score the water bombs into the pails, but under the protection of the squad members. i was about to go there excitedly when yaoxing came up to me and begged me to let him play, when he had forgotten to bring his shoes and was in half uniform. then i lend him my shoes and wore benedict's, since he was not playing. in the end jansen came up to me and said he wanted to play too, so i passed him benedict's shoes ._.
in the end me and benedict still played, with bare foots (:
the best thing that happened during the game was... kelvin made the first shot and it smacked benedict right in his head, and we almost rolled on the floor while laughing. hahas. but everyone got wet, and maybe that's the main purpose of the game instead!

then after we were dismissed, we went to have lunch and went home. on the bus, me, kelvin & haixin were like discussing whether we would be doing homework in the afternoon, in the end i'm too tired i just went home and sleep. something embarrassing happened when my sisters came into my room and saw me, but i shan't talk about it ._.
but anyways, after sleeping for 3hours or so i woke up and ate dinner, then slacked with my cousin by using the computer to find songs (:

and now, i can't sleep! ):

2008-01-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

A Gift Of Love
"Can I see my baby?" the happy new mother asked.

When the bundle was nestled in her arms and she moved the fold of cloth to look upon his tiny face, she gasped. The doctor turned quickly and looked out the tall hospital window. The baby had been born without ears.

Time proved that the baby's hearing was perfect. It was only his appearance that was marred. When he rushed home from school one day and flung himself into his mother's arms, she sighed, knowing that his life was to be a succession of heartbreaks.

He blurted out the tragedy. "A boy, a big boy ... called me a freak."

He grew up, handsome for his misfortune. A favourite with his fellow students, he might have been class president, but for that. He developed a gift, a talent for literature and music. "But you could mingle with other young people," his mother reproved him, but felt a kindness in her heart.

The boy's father had a session with the family physician. "Could nothing be done?"
"I believe I could graft on a pair of outer ears, if they could be procured," the doctor decided.
Whereupon the search began for a person who would make such a sacrifice for a young man. Two years went by.

"You are going to the hospital, Son. Mother and I have someone who will donate the ears you need. But it's a secret," said the father.

The operation was a brilliant success, and a new person emerged. His talents blossomed into genius, and school and college became a series of triumphs. Later he married and entered the diplomatic service. His parents were really happy to see him with all smiles again.

However, he was ever curious of the person who has generously donated his ears to him.
"But I must know!" He urged his father, "Who gave so much for me? I could never do enough for him."
"I do not believe you could," said the father, "but the agreement was that you are not to know ... or maybe not yet."

The years kept their profound secret, but the day did come ... one of the darkest days that a son must endure. That day, he stood with his father over his mother's casket.
Slowly, tenderly, the father stretched forth a hand and raised the thick, reddish-brown hair to reveal that the mother had no outer ears.

"Mother said she was glad she never let her hair be cut," he whispered gently, "and nobody ever thought Mother less beautiful, did they?"

Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance, but in the heart. Real treasure lies not in what that can be seen, but what that cannot be seen. Real love lies not in what is done and known, but in what that is done but not known.

i came upon this story on the net, and i thought i could just share it with everyone, though some of you might find stories like this familiar.
and this story is really touching, oh man.
my thoughts: just as appearance matters, the Lord too wants us to appreciate the inner beauty of others.
also, this story too tells us that kinship is really the most beautiful thing that could have been given to all of us, so cherish it (:

2008-01-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

oh man, it has been so many days since i last updated !

the Lord is very nice to me, giving me a pleasant week, as this week has been relatively fun as compared to the previous week (:
before i forget,

happy birthday to wanxin and diane on 17th january !

ohman, i don't know what to update ):

2008-01-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in
prayer.

1 Thess 5:16-18
Be joyful always; pray continually; give
thanks in all circumstances, for
this is God's will for you in Christ
Jesus.

2008-01-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

decided to update again, because i saw this quote from antonia's personal message on msn, and i think it's really nice (:

happy moments, Praise God
difficult moments, Seek God
quiet moments, Worship God
painful moments, Trust God
every moment, Thank God !

this would definitely be one thing i refer to everyday (:

2008-01-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

alright, tuition ended and now i have time to update (:

thanks all for the concern, i'm fine now (: feeling much better already, guess its always good to thrash things out when there are disputes.
and yesterday i had the most satisfied sleep of 9hours (: finally !~
then did some homework before preparing to meet kelvin & haixin at jurong point at 2pm. in the end i got stuck in the toilet again till 2.30pm d:
well at that time our disputes still not really thrashed out yet, so throughout the whole journey to pph on the bus was quiet, and we were like doing our own stuff - me playing psp, kelvin with his phone & haixin listening to his iPod.

well we arrived early, and we loitered around pph till benedict arrives. in the end when worship was about to start, benedict exclaimed that he lost his wallet. we went all the way out and searched the places he walked, only to find out his wallet is in his bag ._.

worship was really cool, and i poured out all my troubles to God, asking him to help me with the relationship with my peers, my stress from work overload & managing my emotions. and indeed God is awesome! my relationship was patched right after youth service was over (:
anyways cg time was really fun, as we all made ourselves comfortable, squeezing 10plus people in a small room, hahas. everyone in my team really knows how to break the cold atmosphere xD

the usual 4 of us took bus to seah imm, and i was super excited in eating the charkuayteow there again (:
but when we reach there, the queue was like extremely long, and thanks loads to benedict for buying the food for us, though i joined the queue with him after buying sugar cane drinks. and it just so happens that diane & maxine happens to be there too, so haixin asked them to join us.
well dinner was really fun, with the staring contest & haixin always trying to break the silence.
in the end we dragged till quite late before getting into a proper conversation. oh wells, we went to take mrt together, and when the 4 of us were suppose to alight, benedict suggested we should send the 2 girls home and we were rushed back into the train ._. and kelvin was left alone, hahas. but we waited for kelvin to join us again and we decided that me & benedict would send maxine home and haixin & kelvin would send diane home.

so we went our seperate ways, with the 3 of them alighting at dhoby ghaut, while we went to potong pasir. then when we on the bus to maxine's house, we realised how ulu the whole place is, and maxine was worried that there would be a rapist anywhere or something, hahas. but the road to maxine's house was really dark and eerie, and i wouldn't be surprised if it would be dangerous or scary to be walking the path on your own. anyways we practically accompanied maxine all the way to her doorstep, and it was so coincidental that her parents came home when we were there. her mum was really nice and polite, kept thanking us for sending her daughter home, and she even invited us to go in, but we sense trouble for maxine when maxine tried to interupt our conversation and she asked maxine to move away =/
well we left for home and met up with kelvin & haixin at jurong east at around 10.45pm. then went home and rest (:

woke up at 12pm and realised i was pangseh-ed by my mum and family, they gone church without waking me up (i think they did but i was still in deep sleep). then started using the com for awhile before starting maths homework again, with many slacking time in between. till now and the week's ending already, oh man ):

hope week 3 of school would be better!

2008-01-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

i'm really really tired, and i wonder how many times i've been saying this already.
on wednesday night, haixin and kelvin came over to my house to polish up for thursday's cca orientation, and we stayed up till 3.30am?! and after i had finished with mine, i fell asleep on the couch, and haixin woke me up telling me it's 5.30am already, then i was like wad ?! i felt as though i only slept for a minute.

thursday was really horrendous. i dozed off in most of the lessons, and my hand was like writing nonsense as i tried staying awake (but in fact i was sleeping in my mind already). i really can't concentrate at all.

during cca orientation, everything went well till it started pouring all of a sudden and we had to move every display into shelter, and the corridors were really packed when the sec 1s came to visit our booth. thank God our boys were able to adapt to the indoors quickly and promote BB just as well. after all the boys left for home, the NCOs stayed back to rehearse for our BB Day, and i was really nervous at the thought of having to go up on stage and read the BB message (i was chosen among benedict and myself). then i made use of the time when the other NCOs are practising to familiarise myself with the chim-mer words.

reached home around 8.30pm, and i dozed off (on the couch again!) immediately, without even bathing nor eating dinner. i told myself to wake up earlier to pin up my badges & try do some homework, yet in the end i woke up at 12.30am thinking it was 6am! and i was like super fretful at the thought of not having enough time to do what i wanted to do. good thing it was only 12.30am, so i managed to sleep again and was awoken once again by my thoughts, by then it was already 5am, so i started pinning up my new badges.

i got myself all ready by 6.15am, but there were some delays here and there, and my mum was like speeding when driving me to school (i didn't know she dares to drive at the speed of 140km/h, cool!) in order for me not to be late.
however, i still arrived slightly late, and quickly got on with the preparation and stuff. our company was ready by 7am, and we proceeded to the hall to fall in. my heart raced as we were told not to move anymore and the students were getting into the hall, and i could even hear kelvin telling me he was anxious, and i perfectly understood how he felt.

at around 7.20am, the school went into silence as the school bell rang, and kelvin began with the parade - getting everyone to stand at attention, the national anthem, school pledge and commanding the school to be at ease. then it was my turn! my leg wobbled for awhile upon being asked to start, and i quickly picked up the microphone. i cleared my throat and started reading the BB message. i was like telling myself most of the time "don't be monotonous, read with passion, careful of the difficult words, slow down, relax!" and good thing i managed to overcome words like unprecedented, resilience & tenacity (:
just when i was almost finishing my speech, a group of people started clapping ._. i was super dejected?! why must they do their usual stuff on me? ): i finished up with the last few words and stood straight once again. perhaps i really didn't do a good job after all.

i fell asleep during physics class again, and the words i scribbled was really illiterate!
then during maths class, ms lim reprimanded the class for not submitting our assignments, and i was singled out by her, and she said "you can do so much the past few days in preparation for today, and also if you could dedicate your time to BB, why can't you for my work?! i really don't understand. and if you could not manage your life, you jolly well don't deserve to wear that rank of yours!"

i was awakened by her words, literally awakened. throughout the rest of her lesson, i really reflected on my ownself, thinking hard why i couldn't do her work despite not even touching the computer. have i been allocating too much time to BB, to the extend of sacrificing schoolwork? or am i just using the recruitment i am assigned to take charge and the polishing of my uniform as an excuse to my incompetency?
throughout the rest of the day, i didn't sleep a wink in other lessons and i was practically stoning in thoughts (i really stoned & thought about things at the same time). school then ended at 12.40pm and we all went for lunch.

during the preparation for recruitment, i was doing up the booth with some other boys. in the end, erving started playing with the bow and arrows, and he was in the position to shoot already. however he dropped the arrows and went to pick them up. my slow reaction made my warning came late, telling him to stop playing. in the end he shouted back at me saying "i not playing right?! why must you shout at me?!" and he went off without even allowing me to say my piece. at that point of time, with so many other boys fooling around the booth, my blood really boiled. in the end erving went to complain to the cadets, and they came to me asking about what had just happened. i was really pissed off, and looking how satisfied erving looks after complaining about me really seemed like fuel had just been added to the fire in my heart.

i wanted to discipline erving at that point of time, as he had questioned my authority to discipline him, but i had to finish the arrangement at the same time. at that moment kelvin came and asked me about something, and i shouted at kelvin unknowingly, emphasising my instruction to ask the boys to fall in. i think the other NCOs & boys who came to me at that time were being shouted at as well at that point of time. i was really overwhelmed by anger. then throughout the whole recruitment i was really stressed up, thinking of the homework, the behaviour of the boys & the innocence i wanted from the erving case.

after the whole recruitment had already ended, i went back to the den and kelvin, with the other NCOs were like telling me how rude i was when i shouted at them, and was really too much in my attitude towards them. at that point of time i was extremely saddened, and i quietly started cleaning up the den.

i haven't got a chance to tell any of the NCOs these, but i really feel like crying for being blamed all at one shot today, and no one spared me with their words. it's like, everyone has their own mistakes, yet they had to take the opportunity from one incident to shoot me at one shot, and so many things had spoiled my mood. i really feel unappreciated, and i don't even know how i should handle my emotions right now. damn it.

just hope sleeping could shook it all off.

2008-01-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

i'm prepared to go school tomorrow to rush my homework, i just really really want to blog ):

had a really tiring weekend last week, and i couldn't accept the fact that time flies!
i took over as the COS (i don't know the full name of it, but it's just the i/c for the parade) and i was like really nervous as i haven't got a chance till saturday (:
hopefully i did okay, and the best thing is ...
i'm promoted to Staff Sergeant ! (:
only kelvin, benedict & I got promoted to staff. evers, how kar and eddile was promoted to sergeant, so happy for them.
after parade on saturday, we rushed home and made our way to PPH. i was late to meet up with kelvin & haixin, and we were running late already. then i payed $10 for the taxi fare to pph as a way of apology for being late (thank you mummy for the wonderful idea).
we made it in time for worship, and i must say that the presence of God was really awesome (:
after worship was over, i got twicked on my ear by jeanette when she came ._. then she was like pretending she didn't do it, as usual ._.
but anyways, youth service on saturday was really nice, and it was my first time at the youth service (:

i got my hair cut on sunday, and when the uncle saw me, he was like "first time you cut your hair in such a short period of time" oh well, thanks to mdm tang who is my humanities teacher, i have no choice but to keep my hair appropriate ._.

cadet benjamin kept blowing me, asking me when i could get the posters and banner done for recruitment, and i was like frustrated because i still have so many assignments at hand. then kelvin suggested coming to my house to complete it, in the end haixin concluded staying overnight at my house. i thought it was great, having help for the posters. at night we rushed the posters, and benedict dozed off like around 12am? then me, kelvin and haixin was left alone to the posters. haixin slept around 2.30am. i helped out kelvin before going to my maths till 3am when i couldn't take it anymore. kelvin slept around that time too.

then this morning, i was like super duper tired, waking up at 5.45am and i felt as though my body was tied to the mattress. only 2hrs 45mins of sleep! arghs! then benedict, haixin and kelvin took turns every 15mins after me to wake up ._. i wished i slept 30mins more.
then in class, i can clearly hear what ms lim is talking about, but i didn't realise i was half-asleep till ms lim called my name loudly ._.
but in any case, tuesday sucks terribly, i can't find another word to describe it, because i am super tired! let's just hope wednesday would be better, oh man.

CCA orientation and Boys' Brigade day is this week! *faints*

2008-01-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

i really don't have much time to blog, still have work to do.
today might be a good start of the year! (:
i can't believe i woke up on my own without my grandma having to shake me till i wake up, and i went to school around 5.30am on my own without my mum fetching me to school. i'm proud of myself, hahas.
upon reaching school, i was like so excited to see how my new classroom would be like, in the end i walked into class with aircon already on! i shan't tell you all who on it, in case some admin from school happen to passby my blog :P but it was really nice! other classrooms were so stuffy, hahass.
during assembly, as usual sec1s were greeted by the principal, blah & blah, and there was conduct check again ._. i got caught for hair when it's so short?! but i'm going to have it shorten anyways soon.
ms lim's our form teacher! i'm quite happy, at least it's not mr ho again, but well, it's the same to me (:
today was really fun, with the new seating arrangement, plannings for this year & many more, plus i'm voted to be vice-chairperson xD
but for the first day of school, i'm really happy (: but let's just hope my excitement can last for long =/

happy day1 everybody! (:

2007-12-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

martin's back to post (:

woke up at 10.30am abruptly today, and i feel extremely weird waking up like that!
a few days ago, yuxin asked whether i want to go watch a movie, and she wanted to pass joan present also, so i agreed.
sorry yuxin for being late, planned to meet you at 11.30am in the end reached only at 12pm.
and while waiting for joan to join us, we saw yenfung! darn he had grown super tall, or perhaps i didn't grow much ._.

after joan joined up with us, we went to buy tickets for "I Am Legend" and went macs while waiting for 3.10pm (it was only 2pm then).
at macs, yuxin suddenly dared me, and if i did it she won't call me shorty anymore. and i was like okays, wad isit?
"go to the counter, and ask if they sell fries that would make you grow taller! (: "
and i was like ._. but i was going to buy fries anyways, so i queued up.

Me: Hi, do you all sell fries that could make me grow taller?
Immediately the person started laughing la!
Cashier: Sorry we don't sell fries that can make you grow taller (still laughing)
Me: Oh, it's okay, then could you give me a large fries?
Cashier: Okay.
After bringing me the fries...
Cashier: Does fries really make you grow tall?
Me: I think so (:
then i went back to the table & the girls were like laughing already ._.
okays after eating we went to the movies, and i was like blurr because i don't know my way around in the cinema.

yuxin was like super funny in the cinemas lahs, and my shirt got crumpled in there ._.
i really have the urge to say the whole incident, but i shan't, otherwise yuxin would skin me alive!

okies, after the movie joan opened up her present from yuxin and the shirt is really super, cute! got a giraffe in the middle of the shirt, with words : i am joanie, right below it (:
we were like laughing over it la, really.
then i went off as i agreed to meet up with benedict and haixin for badminton at 5pm. in the end i was late and reached at 6pm. although i played for an hour, it was quite fun lahs, with all adults i don't know except for sir zhaosheng and sir kuanmeng ._.

sir zhaosheng fetched us home after the whole thing & i came home, slacking ._. and i watched Mr & Mrs Smith on tv over dinner. the show not really my type though. i almost fell asleep. good thing i went to bathe and here i am blogging (:

anyways, replies to tags

petrina: i didn't know you wear adikids also =P but i think your bro's chinese standard abit better than yours, because he doesn't study it and still knows some chinese characters! xD

diane: hahas, if you really try to eat congee with chopsticks sure very funny! and haixin is really nice lahs, he used the bear as our thanksgiving exchange gift ._. anyways you really look like winne, even the actions are similar!

amelia: hahas! at least there's something better (:

SK(RK): when did you get such a weird nick reuben? anyways i thought the food story happened only like yesterday? ._.

okies i'm super tired today also, gotta go!

2007-12-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

okies i took super long to find the songs =P

last night slept at 2am! ):
in the end had to wake up at 7.30am because i would be joining haixin & benedict for breakfast at vivo with maxine, hilary & diane ._.
i was extremely tired! then somemore got stomacheache, "good" things always come in a pair i guess ._.

went off around 8.30am and meet the guys at JE before going vivocity together (:
after reaching there and paid our movie ticket fees, me & benedict had to be stuck in the toilet for _________ censorship in case anyone is reading my blog while eating xD then went back to the food court and ate breakfast with the girls. and the 3 of us shared congee with chopsticks, and benedict can't finish his food in the end. then diane & hilary conspired with us to trick maxine that we weren't going to the cinemas, and was just joining them for breakfast, and she believed! xD the best thing is, she saw us paying to yongquan, hahas.

then we went up to the cinemas at 10.30am, but the movie only starts at 11.20am. and maxine was like saying we were bruffers ._. i'm so sorry maxine, hahas. after collecting our tickets, we went walking around shops near the cinema. then we decided to go out and play around. and this is wad happen.

Martin VS Big Red Guy (benedict starts off the match)
and i won! ya right ._. the big red guy so big ~ and we continued playing with other characters xD but no photos taken (:
okies then we had enough fun and went back into the mall and walked around the stores again.
everyone was about to enter the cinema & when we finally decided to buy POPCORN! it comes with the offer of drinks, popcorn & a BEAR! oh my~ i wanted it, but we decided to split the cost in $6, $3 & $2. and the one who pays the most gets the bear, and i payed $2 (: so worth !
then we went in already, and we don't have seats for 3 in a row already ._. i wonder why lahs, but its suay. in the end i sat with haixin at a row below dict's and i had to hold the popcorn up high enough for dict to eat ._. plus! i had to climb back to the benedict's row to get the drinks since its with him, and apparently someone saw it and laughed at me. i heard it ):
but anyways! the show was extremely funny! and cute! and fantabulous! no words can describe how nice the chipmunks were in the movie~ ahhh!
okies, i'm mad over it (:
and i munched half of the popcorn while i'm enjoying the movie, so after the movie benedict was like complaining "i didn't get to eat much and drink much!" yeah the culprit was me i guess =P told you all $2 was worth it (:

then i contacted juliana because she say she would be joining us for lunch (:
in the end while i was trying to confirm the location of the eating place with her, we got lost from the rest! but it was also because we went to buy gifts for the thanksgiving at night. good thing we contacted diane and she gave us directions! thanks loads diane!
& juliana scolded me dumb because i dunno my way around dere ._. then i was like i don't belong to harbourfront/vivo ):

well, good thing we managed to find our way there, and joshua got the 3 of us seats and table (:
then i went to buy sugarcane drink for ourselves.
after i payed for the drinks, i was like trying to grab the 3 cups nicely, but i didn't realised one of the pph guys (i think his name was zhengyang or something, i dunno =X) was asking if i need help all along! and i noticed his voice only after i picked the 3 cups up and heard him saying "okays, guess you don't need it" and i was like so guilty! then i quickly apologised to him for dao-ing him. i'm really really sorry. not intentional. hope someone who knows you, sees this & tells you this (:

okies soon after a lady in pink came to sit at our table. yeah it was juliana! she came and started that's great-ing with us ._. soon she ordered a plate of chicken rice to eat after asking us a several times, and we had to watch her eat ._. then the atmosphere was cold, jokes were brainfreezing, and all 4 of us are corny ._. then the rest left and the 4 of us chatted all the way back to PPH (: fact: she's really funny, always laughing at us ._.

at PPH, we saw petrina and amelia, den we were like hyper friendly! they gave me, kelvin, haixin & benedict presents! and jessica came to us with tobelrone chocos too (:
soon after petrina asked me about the chinese compo i had typed for her, and i had to explain almost the entire thing ._. when we both gathered with haixin, benedict & amelia, we had a lesson on chinese (:
but this lesson is about comparing amelia and petrina's chinese standard (apparently amelia's better!), petrina's constant questioning of some chinese characters she can't read & the funny chinese direct translation by petrina.
raining cats and dogs in chinese is 下雨狗猫 ._. best.

then we left happily in sir kuangshan's car, towards swiss (:
after 20mins of travel, we arrived with few people dere. although consent form wrote 4pm, but 4pm was for the sec2s planning committee ._. in the end they didn't inform everyone, and the boys came at 4pm, with nothing to do. us included. benedict: oh it was sad~
then the programme started at 5.10pm with singspiration.
erms, there was no music, just plain singing, with 5 songs up the sec2 sleeves for us ._. it almost went cold, good thing we manage to salvage it with a happy song - 12 days of christmas, with most of us all laughing cos we sang super fast - phew!

then there were games! it was great, i took plenty of photos! hahas. but the boys enjoyed it alot, even the sec3s who were there liked it! good job sec2s (:
then we had food!
many of the boys' reaction towards it was - ewwww, the food no standard, the food is horrible, so disgusting!
the food was indeed horrendous, seriously.
but we all had no choice and just ate it.
suddenly, a caterer walked in with a whole bunch and food. and that's when things crop up.

to make my explaination clearer, i came up with the storyline (:
Story may not be entirely true, but roughly dere:

Once upon a time, Eddile, our sec3 only planner, had catered the food. And the food was planned to come in any minute this evening. Just then, a van with catered food drove into swiss at around 6pm. Eddile's eyes filled with hope of having good food. The driver came out of his van, looked at Eddile before Eddile opened his mouth, and a clear voice spoked.

Eddile: So you're the caterer from XXX restaurant correct?
Caterer: Yah, i'm the caterer.
Eddile: But how come your receipt put a brand instead one huh?
Caterer: Oh, this brand comes under the restaurant, we're affiliated, no worries la brother.
Caterer: And hor, you all make it so troublesome for me la, the address write wrong... ...
Eddile: where got? okay lahs, sorry boss, sorry la laoban...
the caterer continues with his nonsense and Eddile finally paid him $220 before he left.

When food almost finished, a man with plenty of food walked in and approached Eddile...
2nd caterer: yoyo, i brought your food here.
Eddile: I thought you all sent the food over here already?
2nd caterer: when did we send it here?! it's all here boss!

yeah that's about it.
and after much checking, we realised we didn't order food from the 1st caterer at all! and the most amazing thing is, both caterers send the same food here! same price! then we realised we were scammed by the first caterer. and we had to pay for both since the 2nd caterer insisted he wouldn't bring it back. oh man.
in the end sir samuel bought the food over and brought the second batch of food to dunno where =/
well, a lesson learnt over this is worth it, i guess ._.

the programme went on with sir kuangshan's speech, a nice BB video, gift exchange and mr yoong's speech, and vuala~ it ended (:
well, i almost didn't get a present, in the end i got a packet of duel monsters cards which cost $4.50 and has a $10 worth of foil card inside ._. wonder which sec1 so nice xD
after the patrolling of the school area in the dark & short debrief for the sec2s, we went home (:
i'm still in my smart casual =P

i'm extremely tired! nites all! (:

2007-12-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

alright i'm going to double post today (:
this post is about the movie i watched today!
ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS! oh man this movie rocks to the core! ahhhh!

okays, the madness aside, i've decided to put up a playlist of a few songs that chipmunks sang in the movie (:

enjoy people xD

2007-12-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

i managed to find a blogskin that i like last night! i'm fantabulously happy (:
anyways sheryl, too much rocher is bad for your braces xD

went to school this morning for recruitment meeting with cadet benjamin. then the boys were suppose to collect consent forms for tomorrow's thanksgiving celebration. many didn't came ): and should anyone want to comment about this, don't.

anyways, after the planning was over, howkar and eddile went to buy chicken rice for me, dict and haixin. then we watched [ I AM LEGEND ] & finish our chicken rice at the same time. man that show's nice! but not worth watching in the cinemas.

then i went home because eunice jie said she wanted to go kbox, in the end it was cancelled ._. i'm so sad. always can't go out together. while i was on my way home, i saw 2 small boys sitting on a big cardboard saying " Fei Ji Yao Fei Le! " while their grandma was collecting other paper cardboards. at that point of time i was like super guilty. i am able to enjoy everything they couldn't yet i am still not satisfied with life. i'm sure many of you out there are too dissatisfied with life. however, seeing that sight i can't help but feel guilty. really.

but of course i smiled at the two boys, hopefully they didn't think i was gay, and i walked on home. reached home and on the computer, and my itchy hands went into maple. but it made the right thing. i logged into my cass character and started spending on scrolls and bombing all my equips! hooray to martin's hands! now i hate maple for resulting that on my equips ._.

okays, enough on computer, i watched channel 8 and realised from the cooking show that dong cong cao cost a bomb! a small bundle cost 50bucks. and it's not grass! ._.
after watching tv i went on to do a chinese composition, and i realised i like doing compo on the computer than handwriting it. hope it won't affect me by next year ._.
plus plus, i realised i couldn't talk for long on the phone without going to the toilet at least once (:

okays, the night is still bright. & i'm sleepy (: sayonara all!

2007-12-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

seriously, i was really emo yesterday night due to some unforseen circumstances ._.
but people do read my blog xD
thanks loads people (:
you all brighten my day!

i had a wonderful sleep this morning, for dunno what reason, and i slept for 12hours straight xD
then had to do some BB stuff in the afternoon, then played computer for the rest of the day!
and now, somehow i had gained 2 more homework that had to be submitted by this saturday, let's hope i finish theirs and also mine... otherwise i would have to face the "monsters" in school ):

off to do homework ! ~

2007-12-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

perhaps no one reads blogs ._.

2007-12-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

merry xmas to all again (:
the night is still young, hahas.

last night had a fun time opening presents!~ yeaps yeaps, and i took photo of it this morning!

from the top
ferrero rocher from aunty karen
ferrero rocher from gu-ma
designer glasses from gu-gu
creative kit, inclusive of many pilot products from aunt cecelia
unique collection, inclusive of many pilot pens from san-yi
tian liang abalone box, with a Polo shirt inside ._. from my dearest mum
lastly a magic kit, full of magic equipments from aunt lucy (:

yeah christmas rocks! thanks to all my aunts and mum for the presents xD
okay that's all for the presents part.

woke up extremely tired this morning as i slept at 4am! ._.
had to go to church with my family & sheryl's family, so done things ASAP.
attended mass for an hour at st.francis - i never realised how cold the aircon is at the church ._. maybe because it's christmas, so they turned down the temp to make it feel like its snowing.

my dad suddenly had the craving for soup, so we went to the soup restaurant at jurong point ! (:
it's my first time there, so i was like shocked upon seeing the menu - set meal for 6 that costs $88++, which includes their specialty chicken, my dad's favourite soup, salad prawns, dang-gui vege, chilli tofu & yangchow fried rice. i regretted not bringing my phone to take pictures! otherwise you all could understand how nice it really is (:

then we went to shop around for some after christmas presents. i bought a rack to file worksheets, hooray to neatness in my room! then we went gekpoh for my sisters wants to cut hair, and i had to sit there to read laofuzi ._. but who cares, they bought donuts for me (:

went back home to rest for awhile before my parents went out again, leaving me at home, so i slept for a few hours (i'm tired) and woke up around 7pm to eat dinner, leftover food still taste so nice from yesterday's banquet xD

around 9pm, my dad decided to bring us out to see lightings at Mt Faber, yeah so random. but the lighting was really nice, and there were loads of people!

the car was moving, so the picture ain't really clear.
but i managed to take a picture of the tallest christmas tree lighting there is this year (:

yeah! it is this tall .__.
i wanted to take a nicer view of it, but the trees up at Mt Faber were blocking it, so i took this photo at the highway.
then my dad toured to the Raffles place to see more lightings (since Orchard Rd was closed ._.)
and that's their nice christmas tree (:

okays, i love christmas, and my dad's going back to jakarta tomorrow ):
anyways, good night everyone and merry xmas !

2007-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !~

i'm back from Desaru and in time to wish everyone a
MERRY MERRY MERRY XMAS ! (:
may all your wishes come true today, someday, everyday! wooohoo!
take care everyone !

2007-12-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

martin only has a minute to post, as i got loads of stuff to pack for tomorrow's trip to desaru!

just want to bid all farewell (:

byes!

2007-12-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

martin is on his way to recovery!

although i'm still coughing and not constantly eating my medicine, but i'm sure i would recover soon (:
sheryl told me that i am always blogging about yesterdays, which i realised was quite true. but this time, i'm blogging on today ! hooray!

by the way, i have bad news to those of PPHBC youth ministry, i won't be able to make it for the service and celebration this saturday ): i would be going overseas instead. it was quite a tough decision to make actually, because my heart really wants to go for the service! but my dad seldom comes back for oversea trips with us, thus i think i made the choice of going DESARU (is it spelled like that?)

woke up kind of late today, and was rushed by my mum to go out for breakfast. my hair was still dripping wet when i was on the car, but who cares. finally after a very very very long time, my family (though without my brother) get to go out and eat together as a family (: then on the car we were like arguing where to eat breakfast cum lunch, and my dad won! (he had the steers in his hands)

we went tung lok restaurant to have dim sum (:
at first their service was quite fast, serving us with the preserved egg porridge. but somehow our order slip from the porridge onwards flew somewhere and they didn't prepare our food for 20mins before the manager came and told us they misplaced it, best ~

but for the 20mins wait, they served the rest of the food to us exceptionally fast, and that's great because i love all of it (:
total bill was $50++ for a family of 3 adults and 2 kids ._.

then we somehow fetched sheryl to her friend's house and got sherrie with us. then we went Bukit Panjang Plaza. my mum bought quite alot of stuff, but the main thing is ... ... i got myself a new stereo system for my PC! (: it was after much testings of several stereo sets before i lay my hands on this current one.

yeaps its the one with the blue lights, hahas~ and and and, i managed to rearrange my whole computer set last night *satisfied*
and tonight, we had chilli crab for dinner!

before i end off my post, happy hari raya haji to all (:

2007-12-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

martin is back with more to update (:

woke up abruptly yesterday morning as i couldn't breathe properly, and i realised it was only 6.30am. i was really tired, so i quickly took a puff of my inhaler and went to bed. then i woke up at 9.30am and decided to go see doctor. i almost ran out of breathe by the time i reach the clinic. then the sight of so many people almost killed me ._. when it was my turn, i went in and told doctor about my condition. he merely took my temperature and hear my heartbeats. then i couldn't get a chance to tell him what medicine i need or what my temperature was when he told me i could go. i was only in there for 2mins. although there are loads of patients waiting, but the doctor shouldn't be so rush. in the end i spend an hour there just to wait for the medicine. i guess it's never nice to see a doctor.

when i reach home, haixin and kelvin were already awake. then we played computer for quite somewhile while kelvin was folding paper flowers. good thing my fever subsided a bit, and my grandma allowed me to go deliver present with kelvin and haixin (:

at around 5.30pm, we went to look for birthday girl weesuan at JE library and passed her kelvin's present and my birthday card. then we went back to JEC to look for haixin and ate dinner at the kopitiam. then i was like thinking of some jokes to entertain them, hahas. should you want to know can ask me next time (:

then we went to see the skaters in action before leaving for home. i reached home and dozed off after eating my medicine.

then today woke up coughing like mad ._. but at least there ain't fever already. thank God.
spent some time on the com and stuff, till now.

i've updated some Hillsong songs (:
so anyone who likes them could listen to it anytime at my blog.
my dad would be coming back today, and that's great (just hope there won't be any scoldings from him this time)

anyways, does anyone feel that my fonts are too small? because i went to my cousin's house and realised the fonts look small on a monitor that is smaller than mine ._.

2007-12-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

martin is back to update again (:
replying tags

amelia : huh huh? i don't get it sorry!
petrina : i have a stomach that digests food either really fast or really slow ._. that's why a lot of times always not full. and there is a service and party this saturday 22nd dec (:

weekends was really bad, either i spend most of my time on the computer or i was being nagged by my mum to do homework. but at least i am starting to do my work le! and i would try complete it as soon as possible (:
AND i got to eat fish and chips + chilli crab at my cousin's house on saturday night ! maybe that's also the reason why i got sore throat, flu, cough & fever now, because i didn't drink enough water after eating all those nice food ._.

and since i'm posting on tuesday morning already, i might as well take this opportunity to wish WeeSuan Happy 15th Birthday ! 1 year OLDER already (:

was supposed to have tuition yesterday, but benedict asked us to go to school to help him out with some stuff for next year, so tuition was postponed. went to school early in the morning and was feeling utterly unwell ! and i unconsciously asked kelvin's mum to help me buy a packet of cai tao kuey white white put chilli, when i'm not supposed to ! in the end it irritated my throat quite a lot, and i finished my entire bottle of water in less than half an hour. (i always take about a whole day to finish a bottle)

we finished everything about 1pm and slacked for awhile before i suggested we go play bowling, since we all enjoyed it the last time we went!
so we went there and started playing bowling, and it was really really fun ! thank God for holding my illnesses back so that i can enjoy the game! in my first game, i got 97, then second was 104, and last was 120 ! i was like so happy? it's the highest score i had ever got in my 3rd time of bowling! i know the score is super low & noobish, but to me it's like very good le (:
and kelvin improved as well ! he had broken his old scores that is below 50 to his current record of 88 ! hahas, that's great ! (better say this in case they say i unfair - benedict and haixin did well too !)
then we played till around 3.30pm before we go eat LUNCH ! and the noodle store not open! then i have nothing to eat except chicken wing rice from the western food store, and the food is oily & crispy ): oh ya, we redeemed benedict's ez-link card when he went toilet at CDANS, and we tricked him that we didn't claim it back, and benedict really thought of going back immediately. then i purposely eat slowly and he felt very irritated, sorry :P

it was pouring heavily, and the kuku 4 braved through the rain and arrived at the mrt safely ! just then, i suggested to go watch Alvin and the chipmunks! then they were like arguing with me about not enough funds and stuff. just then, we saw Alvin ! not the chipmunk, but someone wearing a shirt with the name Alvin on it, and we were like laughing over it, and thats when i took this chance to convince them to westmall ! then at the cinemas, we were not sure whether to watch Golden Compass or Alvin & the chipmunks. as they seem uninterested about seeing some cute comedy show, we decided to watch Golden Compass in the end.
that show was okay, just that it ended abruptly, suggesting that the part II of the movie would be out ._.

then we went to popular in search of kelvin's folding papers, but to no avail. but we hanged around popular for quite long, admiring all the expensive diaries and stuff. then we finally decided to leave westmall after viewing a few other shops. then me, kelvin and haixin went to jurong point, with kelvin not giving up on buying the papers. and God bless, we found it at the newly opened Popular in Jurong Point ! kelvin and haixin bought quite alot of those papers, but i shan't expose what they need it for, if you really, desperately want to know ask them yourself (:

by this time, my fever has affected me to the extend i am talking nonsense already. good thing my mum came to fetch us back home. then i quickly eat panadol and other medicines. then kelvin and haixin came over to my house to sleep overnight, and they are currently folding the papers ! (: the worst thing now is, i have tissues stuffed in my nose, making me look extremely retard ! argh! and i better get some sleep in case my fever worsen any further. God i pray to you, stop the runner from winning the olympics in my nose! thank you Lord! (:

2007-12-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

WOOTS ! finally i'm back from youth camp :)

Monday 10th Dec

kelvin's mum fetched me, haixin, benedict, kelvin & his bro to PPHBC to gather with the rest of the church youths (:
after arriving at the church, we were asked to get into our groups. when me and dict went to meet up with our team 8, we were like sian diaos~ because our group is extremely, super quiet ! then benedict kept telling me he should not have changed group to be in the same group as me = our group members consist of Juliana (Team Leader), Peter (Assistant Team Leader), Samantha, Jonathan, Aretha, ShuAnne, Estella, Caleb, Reuben, Benedict Lim, Kit Mun, Benedict Seow and ME ! xD just when the atmosphere almost got colder, Juliana came back from her duty at the reception and joined us.
then we had team time, where she told us we had to perform a skit about a transformation of a character in the bible. then she was like asking for suggestions, but we all remained silent. then benedict keep typing in his fone that he wanted to whack me for being in this team~ but because we started telling juliana to let reuben ( who was late ) be the main lead, we got some laughters in our group, and that's great (:
our team was asked to do duty for lunch, so we had to help the caterer to bring the food to the canteen. then actually the caterer's son wanted to take the curry on his own, but the caterer insisted it was too heavy and requested for me & dict to carry it. then we carried it, but benedict refused to go down the stairs first. so i the shorter one went down the stairs first, but benedict forgot that he was too tall, and in the end the curry poured out and spilled on my pants. i thought it was nothing, but in the end we moved another step down & the curry spilled again, this time at my legs. then upon reaching the canteen, someone else took the curry from us and we went to the toilet to clean up. my shoe was a goner, all covered in curry. yeah, we washed up and stuff, i am real suay. after we changed then we go eat lunch, then i was like super sad with my shoes cos I JUST BOUGHT IT :(
then we travelled to CDANS adventure centre and "checked-in", and proceed on to the games they had planned. the first game goes like this - 2 teams would challenge each other, and they would send a representative up, both facing each other. then the game i/c would name a category eg. cars and both players would have to take turns to name different brands of cars. whoever repeats or fails to answer would have to get splashed with water. that game was fun, looking at people get splashed, even i myself got wet too, cos i challenged clara, who was definitely better in shopping cos our topic was shopping centres. ~ then the second game was dog & bone + tic tac toe. 8 of us were numbered and the game i/c would call out a number. the person called would have to come up and choose a box. then they can move around so dat when the next 2 players come up, they could form a line easily without being blocked out by the other team. we THRASHED our opponent, total ownage :)
then after the games, me & benedict requested to go home and grab a fresh new pair of shoes since it is needed for the next 2 days. then juliana allowed us to go back. then we went dict's house first, den i tried washing my shoes but no use. then went home disappointed & bathe oso. then haixin smsed me and say no food le, so we ate at my hse before taking taxi back to CDANS. and after arriving i realised i forgot to take the umbrella i had borrowed to go back home.
by the time we went back the worship had already ended and the was message by pastor daniel. then after the message was suppose to be supper, but it was cancelled as the message took over the time of it. then we went to sleep in our bunks, where everyone had to sleep in their sleeping bags on solid wooden floor. then just nice haixin they all chose a "under the aircon" spot. then everywhere was filled up lahs. so at night they complained it was HOT, so we turned down the aircon to 17 degress celcius. in the end in the middle of the night, me, kelvin, benedict and haixin was shivering like mad, cos the aircon was blowing directly at us. yeah, we had a good night sleep :(

Tuesday 11th Dec

we woke up at around 6pm by the other guys who were jumping all around, making dozens of noise. we had quiet time first, where we read a few verses of the bible and talked about it in small groups of 2-3 people. then we had breakfast. it was BEEHOON ! nice man :)
then we went for worship. i was feeling okay during worship, but once it came to message, my drowsy medicine affected me so much i dozed off a few times during the message. then i noticed many other youths fell asleep too. i felt very bad about it and told myself never to sleep again during worship or message. ohya, i forgot to mention that our worship was held at the Auditorium at CDANS 3rd storey, and it was cool :)
then during worship, my uncle john brought the umbrella i left at home to me, thanks loads uncle :)
then we all took our set of clothings and then travelled to vivo city for lunch ! on the way there we prayed to God for good weather, and that it won't be raining when our activities were going on. then we had lunch at the food court, where each of us is given $4 to eat. then while we were eating reuben keep talking and doing funny stuff, then i keep laughing. then juliana wanted to laugh oso! hahas, it was even funnier when she tried not to laugh as compared to reuben's "jokes". then i noticed estella didn't even finish half of her noodles. best ._. then we went to Sentosa by the monorail ! i was like so excited cos i have never taken it before since it opened ( i went to Sentosa by car almost everytime ) then Benedict Lim super cold lahs, saying that the door would open at the maintainence stop ._. then after arriving at Sentosa, we were given our clues and we started our Amazing Race. our first stop was at Delifrance, near the Underwater World. our task was to record a total of 600~650kg worth of weights from the tourists there. the angmohs are really nice, they didn't reject our offer and were oso very friendly towards us, and that's cool :) a family even gave us 3 used tickets for the Luge for our side quest. hahas. lucky us. then second task was at the beach, where we had to use only our clothes to collect water from the sea into a bottle of water. Jonathan kindly took out his shirt and sacrificed it for us to use, and so did the rest of us, going into the sea to get wet :) then our next task was finding our own team cards amongst the sand ._. then reuben (finally) helped out by digging the sand vigorously and all the sand landed on caleb. poor him. then reuben stopped and said his nails/fingers were bleeding becos of it ._. then we rushed for our next task, which was cheryl's station. then we were asked to learn the dance they had choreographed for us. it was nice and funny :) hahas. then we were like saying kelvin would definitely like this station alot and would stay here the longest :P we wanted to go on for more, but due to time constraints, we had to go back to beach station to gather. then we had to change into our new set of clothes, but the toilet was full. so me, kelvin and benedict went to change in the baby's changing room. hahas. it was big ! then we changed and went back to vivo for our dinner :) we went to burger king, and the girls forgot to bring their student pass ._. then they tried to use some excuses so that they can see ours. hahas. then at the counter, we all ordered for student meal, but the person serving didn't believe the girls were students, so we had to flash our cards to them instead. then we bought our food and sat down together. then reuben, as usual, continued his story to those sitting near him. then i moved my chair slightly backwards so that i can look at him, as though i am watching a television show. hahas. then the girls didn't finish their mountain of fries ._. then they started playing with it, forming some weird shapes and imitating people, asking them to guess who they are imitating with the fries, where they are actually imitating with their own actions. our very best benedict can't get it till we had left the place. then they all left with the mountain of fries still there. then i decided to take it away. hahas. while waiting for the bus to arrive, i asked the girls not to waste it and at least eat a few of it. then they refused. so i challenged shu anne to a game of scissors paper stone. if i lose i eat 3, she lose she eat 1. in the end i ate alot more than her. yeah~ ._. then we went back to the campsite, happy and satisfied with the activity today. then we were supposed to shower, but the queue to bathe was super duper long, then the usual 4 of us decided not to bathe. so we just went for worship straight away. after worship was over, we all sat down and listened to the message. in the end me and dict smelt something fishy and smelly. then we thought it came from our feet. so we went to the toilet and wash our feets at the basin. i was like thinking, should anyone come in and saw us it wud be super paiseh. and just nice after i told dict about it, someone came in ._. then the second time i decided not to say again, then dict say should pastor come in we sure laugh. then just nice.... someone came in, but not pastor. hahas. phew, but i was shock. then after we were done with our feets, we went on with slippers. and just nice pastor walked into the toilet. hahas, heng wor. after the message was over, we were supposed to have supper, but as usual was cancelled. then we all went back to our bunks, all smelling of dict's DOVE deodorant. then we were about to sleep when benjamin brought in oreo cookies for us. God bless :) i was starving. hahas. then haixin, dict and kelvin started learning how to fold paper flowers from jingmin~ then very quickly i fell asleep le. in the night, it is still as cold ! this time was worst, i covered my whole body, including my head, with the sleeping bag already. cold night ._.

Wednesday 12th

we woke up at 6am again, and didn't get to bathe again. then we had quiet time and learned another verse. then we went for worship and message. while we were there, caleb asked benedict wad RK stands for as we always call reuben by that. and when dict told him dat RK stands for reuben kam, he repeated come come come, then just nice reuben came and sat behind us, so i thought it was so coincidental, so i laughed, and just nice reuben heard dict's and explaination + my laughter = thinking we were laughing at him again. then he started scolding us. then kelvin came and sat behind dict, then reuben scolded him as well. then reuben started saying like we are supposed to apologise to him within an hour. then we were like "not the same thing again" then we ignored him. then after the worship and message, we went back for discussion time.
however, reuben had some problem with us again and this time, before lunch, he went to complain about us and stuff to Juliana. then we saw how serious juliana was with reuben, and actually we wanted to go apologise to reuben so that he could stop his entire nonsense, but juliana stopped us and asked us away. then we ate lunch and reuben continued pestering juliana with his complains. people tried going there to serve them food, they turned it down. joshua tried to stop their conversation, but somehow it didn't work. i felt very guilty because it was our own problem and yet juliana had to be involved, then her eyes were teary lorhs. then lunch was over and we went to CDANS to wait for the bus. i almost went emo lor with all the stuff that happened. good thing i apologised to juliana and she said she was alright. phew!
den we went to drop our stuff at PPHBC and went off to Kent Ridge Park ! woohoo~ BB memories flood me the moment i reach there :)
our first game was 1-legged catching. lols, it had rained heavily so the floor was wet. but we still played. the game goes like - the opponent team would start off somewhere away from the 2 representatives sent by the other team. then the 2 catchers have to catch as many ppl as possible, but only can catch them in the same running direction. we had a draw with team 4. hahas.
then we went for our next game, which was looking for things in a pail - a mixture of things like curry powder, water, sweet drinks, newspaper and many more. GROSS! but we just carried on playing and our game was a tie again !
our third game was passing messages with water in our mouth ! it was funny seeing my teamates trying to speak with their mouth full of water. hahas. at first i tried speaking with loads of water in my mouth, but i sounded like a goldfish ! den juliana taught us to have lesser water in our mouth and it was much easier. but in the end both teams have the messages wrong!
then our last game was leading a blindfolded person to take stuff on the ground. we almost won ~ yah almost. hahas, but good job to all in my team :) team 8 rocks !
then we went back and didn't have time to shower again ! then we took this time to write encouragement cards :) then we had dinner ! dinner was really nice, too bad benedict don't like western food, so i took his share ! muahahaha~ then juliana was like going around taking photos of us unknowingly ._. but it was fun as we started using all the common phrases we used these few days. for mine was like that's great/cool, then benedict was best, then shu anne's was you very funny leh & juliana's imitation of evers' oOoO okay! hahas, funny people ~ then after dinner we went to the worship hall for Performance, followed by worshipping and message. this time it was really really nice worshipping to the Lord as we worshipped for 4 hours and we didn't even feel tired! HOORAY & PRAISE THE LORD ! then we went back to our bunks after it was over as there was OTOT! then i quickly go bathe. then it was extremely cold ! i was like shivering when i was bathing. hahas, but it was super refreshing ! then i watched Transformers for awhile and i actually fell asleep. then the usual 4 of us and amelia went to the playground and chat for awhile, before bringing monopoly set to the kindergarten room. then i was so tired, i fell asleep just sleeping on the table. in the end haixin they all brought sleeping bags down and we all sleep :)

Thursday 13th Dec

we woke up around 9am and packed our stuff. then we went to gather for breakfast, and it was still nice :)
we didn't have quiet time, and went straight for thanksgiving, where there was worship for awhile, then people would come up to give thanks and then back to worship again. it was really cool, as in having worship and giving thanks together. and the whole camp ended nicely after we packed our stuff and we took photos together :) team 8 really really rocks !
then we went to eat lunch at the restaurant nearby, and i ate horfun + big gulp (available at 7-11, not the restaurant) before waiting for the bus. then benedict left for home in 188 while we took bus 30. then we went jurong point and i bought a new wallet ! :) so happy cos i finally got my spoiled wallet replaced. yeah~
then went home and started using com. i was tired lorhs, but dunno why don't feel sleepy. then dragged till 12.30am then sleep :)

I LOVE YOUTH CAMP ~ really really the best camp i've gone so far :) so far becos i would be going for the youth camp next year if possible XD
before i end off, i want to thank God for making everything possible in this camp, the committee involved in this camp, those who had wrote nice things for me and also team8 for bringing so much joy to me for the 4days 3nights. THANKS ALL ! :)

petrina, i update on the camp le :)

2007-12-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

7th December

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN SHERYL :)

hope you had a wonderful and meaningful day!

today is also the day we have a farewell party for Ms Tay, our dearest principal who would be leaving swiss this year.. me, kelvin and haixin went to school earlier so that we could do up our special gift for her..

in the end our gift was like a book - an extremely big book, with photos of BB with her and some nice stuff the boys had written for her.. then hanyang asked me, kelvin & benedict with his skit, and we were rehearsing it for only an hour..

at 7pm, Ms Tay arrived at the AVA room and our captain gave a speech to her.. then it came dinner! it was nice, but spoiled by the rush to finish our food so dat we had some more time for rehearsal.. after dinner, we performed.. good thing it was nice :)

then we took turns to go up and praise our principal and then the whole thing ended nicely..

Best Wishes to Ms Tay our principal ! :)

then around 10pm my mum came to fetch me to meet up with my family, sheryl's family and my uncle greg they all.. then ate nice barbequed food at farmart and chit chat till late night.. then went home tired, but satisfied ! hahas..

saw this on the net, and thought it was cute, maybe would share it with you all :)

tigger can do handstand too =]

2007-12-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for Sharity Gift Box to help out at the warehouse at BB HQ, in the end all the sec3s & sec2s went out to the booths and do delivery, leaving only me at the warehouse.

TIO PANGSEH like siao!

sighs, in the end took charge of the remaining sec1s and helped out lorhs. although it was extremely boring and tiring, but at the thought of those needy people who would be benefiting from this, i would some how have motivation to carry on as well as motivate others to work harder.

the whole thing started at 9am and ended at 9pm. as the lunch (vegeterian noodles) and dinner (plain rice with vege and fish) was "fantastic", i got to share kelvin's share of cha kuey tiao when they came back at night. then me, benedict, evers and kelvin went to meet haixin at tiong bahru and ate MOS burger. it was super duper nice and i enjoyed that meal. then went home after dat, tired but smiling :)

there was supposed to be SGB again today but due to some unforseen illnesses that arrived fresh this morning i didn't make it there. however, after waking up around 12.30pm, kelvin called and told me the thing only lasted for an hour. then stayed at home and zuo bo.. and tonight my closer relatives would be coming to eat at my hse as my dad came home from indonesia just last night :) great !

2007-12-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

Decided to upload the lyrics of 18 爱不爱 since i like it super duper much. Hope you all like it too :)

18 爱不爱 - 翼勢力 & 企鵝

翼：第18根蜡烛吹熄以后
确定对你说
爱上你微笑等着我
企：你是心中的第三个愿望
不能说
期待明天变成亲密朋友
翼：关于爱的种种
企：才不怕
翼：害怕弄巧成拙
企：hello
不要想太多
当时机成熟
合：光明正大手牵手
合：爱不爱都想要和你
天天搅和
企：拍大头贴逛渔人码头
翼：荷尔蒙
合：哈~~~蠢蠢欲动
爱不爱心思特别多
毫不保留
企：写满了爱的部落格
翼：18岁
企：最适合
合：恋爱

2007-12-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back !
it's been quite awhile since i last updated, i lost my motivation ( or perhaps there was a new distraction ) to blog. well, everytime *almost i see sherylmei she would tell me to update, so here i am, with a changed blogskin and updated post.
i have no idea why i chose Deathnote's background, but i just feel that the picture was nice so i used it.

many many many things happened between this period of time, and i really can't post it all out.
oh ya, my mum bought PSP for me, and she confiscated it back for some reason, and i miss it :(
anyways, some events/notices for myself and perhaps some of you out there :

Upcoming Events

5th December - Sharity Gift Box Part I
6th December - Sharity Gift Box Part II
7th December - Sheryl Mei's Birthday, Ms Tay's Farewell Dinner & Dad's Return
10th December - PPHBC Youth Camp Day I
11th December - PPHBC Youth Camp Day II
12th December - PPHBC Youth Camp Day III
13th December - PPHBC Youth Camp Day IV

as for the rest i would have to recall for awhile before updating it, sorries.
okays, dat's all for today folks!

2007-10-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

finally came back from my SFA Confirmation Camp 07.. it was really really nice man that camp, no regrets xD
at first i went there, feeling extremely bored and wasn't the least excited about the camp. den after arriving there and putting down our baggages, we went to the session room, and we were welcomed by the service team, facilitators and worship team very warmly! i must say that that had changed my mood =]
during this camp, i made loads of new friends, couldn't sleep in peace for 2 nights, sang songs and worshiped God, confessed to the priest, eat great food, and last of all, i experienced Jesus.. AND THE WHOLE CAMP WAS FUN FUN FUN!! XD maybe when i have more time (because it's already coming 12am now and i have to go sleep) i would update more and what happened there! ^^

then today, went to play badminton with benedict, haixin and kelvin.. in the end we didn't really play much because.. BENEDICT'S FONE WAS STOLEN! we left our belongings carelessly at the bench unattended, and we played badminton guilibly, not knowing that we were being preyed on.. while we were playing, i saw an indian guy sitting suspiciously around our belongings, but i dunno what he was up to, but i just had the feeling something was not right, so i went to put my fone in my bag and continued playing.. in the end i forgot about dict's and jiang's stuff.. den during our game, i saw him move an extra bench away, so i thought he was a cleaner and we payed no attention to him.. in the end when the game ended, we went back and dict realised his fone was stolen! we called his fone but it was switched off.. den we knew it was stolen.. so we went around looking for the indian guy, but to no avail.. benedict decided to go seek help from the police, thus we went to make a police report.. spent an hour there making statements.. in the end we left the place helplessly.. and i'm really guilty for not putting his fone in my bag!

AND THAT MADE ME FEEL SUPER GUILTY! STUPID INDIAN GUY! GOT HANDS & LEGS WHY DON'T GO AND WORK! GO STEAL FOR WAD! STUPID !! benedict, if you were to see this, i just hope you would forgive me, sorry loads..

2007-10-10T23:19:00.001+08:00

finally! end of year exams is officially over, apart from oral on friday, but i'm just so glad exam it's over!~
actually wanted to spend a meaningful day today in celebration of END of end of year exams, but it was spoiled as we waited jiakai to pump his basketball for 1hr! *faint* in the end it rained and we didn't get to play basketball all the same.

bad things aside, after seeing how cool and hearing how fascinating NintendoDS and PSP works today, i'm so enticed to save up and own one of them~ but it's bloody expensive.. but i'm really satisfied now, because.. my dream came true in owning a iPod Nano! omg~

my dad came back on monday, and at that time i was still playing audition, so i just went out to the living room and addressed him.. then i sat back at the computer and thought, "since my dad is back, i think i shouldn't play le, just to appease him at least," so i put the computer at standby and went to watch tv at my dad's room. just then he came in with something in his hand and asked me, "martin you know what is this thing anot arh?" then i was like thinking must be something old or useless.. in the end i looked at it and my eyes glimmered and i almost felt like jumping! he held the iPod in his hand and passed it to me.. den i was like "dad bought iPod for me?!" so i quickly asked where he got it and he told me his client gave it to him but he had no idea wad a iPod was, so he asked me to open it and show him de contents.. i was like so happy he is giving me a iPod xD afterall, it's one of the items in my wishlist, so i took everything out and examined every single mechanism there was in the box.. but in the end, my conscience knocked me out from my wonderland and i realised, i don't deserve it (my results sucked), and so i packed it back and handed it back to him.. then he looked at me and told me to go charge it.. I AM ONE HAPPY PERSON, AGAIN!

and today, i rejected my mum's offer to send me to school (as usual) and woke up at 5am to go to school on my own.. because... i wanted to listen to the iPod while coming to school! wahaha~ this motivation really works..

now i present to you all... a picture of my iPod (:
it's really cool. although its super common having one, but i just think its cool. no kidding.

therefore i would like to thank my dad for presenting to me this wonderful gift when he came back from overseas, despite my lousy results. thanks dad (:

2007-10-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin (:
although i'm not a really pink person, but since the picture has pink mixed with black then guess i have to suit with it, so don't ask me why my blog so pinkish. i came to realise the contrast is quite nice actually, but i just like de picture on the left ( the black boy ) <<<< xD
recently, i've been really addicted to audition, i just love it too much =X
so if anyone playing also remember to tell me your ign!
my dad just came back from Indonesia today, so we're going to eat sushi for dinner, yeah man!
exams almost ending le, hope everyone has been doing well so far, jiayous! 2 more papers to go.
would update my latest story after exams, so stay tuned (:

2007-09-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Last year i randomly wrote a story, in the end when Mrs.V gave us an assignment to do, i realised i could use the concept.. so edited the story once again here and there, touched up de details and presented it to her.. i realised listening to nice music and reading the story at the same time certainly has some effect, hahas. aniwaes, here's de story, hope you all like it =]

The characters in the story are NOT based on real characters. Should there be any resemblance it is purely coincidental.

A gift which holds a special meaning to me

I was doing my homework diligently, with earphones filling my ears with soothing music from my favourite music station. After the end of Beethoven’s Symphony, the DJ received a call from a listener and they started talking about their family life. My concentration towards the Math question was diverged towards their conversation when the listener mentioned about her grandparent. I took out a photo from my drawer and my mind was filled with memories of my grandmother. The conversation made me thought of the incident that happened just a month ago...

“You unrepentant child! Should you step out of this house, you shall never enter again!” I dashed out of the house, with my dad’s raging voice sounding behind me. I made a quick peep and saw tears running down my mum’s cheeks. Soon, the house that I once called home could no longer be seen as I ran into the quiet neighbourhood. My stamina weakened and my panting was the only sound that could be heard in the tranquil park. I knew I was beyond control and both my parents had already lost faith in me. With the heavy bags I had taken with me, I went over to Kelvin’s house and stayed over. However after a few days, conscience struck me as I felt guilty putting up at my friend’s house for free and left silently during one of the nights. Once again, I was all alone in the same park. Also with the money constraints, I had to lie down on the cold, hard bench and starve myself.

With my eyelids almost covering my vision, I felt a light pat on my shoulder and immediately sat to attention. Without even gaining full consciousness, I heard a familiar voice saying, “Why are you sleeping here little boy? Why didn’t you go home?”
I looked at the old pair of flowered shoes. “I don’t wish to go home,” I said, almost too ashamed to even look at the person who was speaking to me. Her English was almost full of grammar mistakes, but I managed to understand that she had asked me whether I would like to stay up at her place for the time being. With the conditions I was in, I had nothing to lose, and hence nodded my head without evening thinking whether she had any ulterior motive or intentions.

The drastic conditions of the house made me felt uncomfortable at the thought of staying in it. However, the warming hospitality from the old lady made me felt at home. During this period of time, I had informed my mum about the old lady who had kindly took me in and that I would return home once my dad had cool down. I managed to find a part time job at a fast food restaurant and bought back nice food for the old lady everyday. The more I communicated with her, I felt as though she was someone I knew but did not really doubt her identity. A week had passed unknowingly, staying in this worn but warm house. One day, upon returning home after two days of continuous work, I was stumped, being unable to find the old lady inside the house. Plus, the neat and clean house I had stayed in for the past one week had suddenly turned into a dusty and eerie house. I accidentally knocked against the small table and found a photograph of the old lady with a little kid. Feeling unsafe about the whole scenario, I took my belongings and ran home.
I picked up courage and knocked on the door. My mum opened the door and tears started flowing again, just like the time I left home. She gave me a big hug, telling me never to leave home again. At the corner of my eye, I saw my dad looking sternly at me. “Dad, I’m back.” My voice shivered as I worry he would give me a dressing down. However, the stern look turned calm and into a smile. Immediately, I knew what he meant.

I sat down with my mum and started telling her about the old lady whom I had stayed with, the hospitality she had given me and how grateful I am to her. However, when I discussed the mysterious change in the house, we were both puzzled. Just then, I remembered about the photo and showed it to my mum. Her face instantly turned almost pale.

“The old lady in the photograph is your late grandmother, and the small boy beside her is you!” I felt frightened at the thought that the person who had been taking care of me for the past one week was my late grandmother. There was an absolute silence in the room…

I have gone back to school and started catching up with schoolwork. There was never a time when I quarreled with my parents. We spent more time together as a family and life was really peaceful. Although till now, none of us could accept the fact that my grandma came back to aid me, yet whenever I look at the photo my grandma had left me, I could not help but feel touched by her.

2007-09-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

I have 6 chinese compositions to complete! I really can't make it, guess i have to give it up le.. anyways, decided to dig up this song lyrics again as I'm still very touched by it whenever i listen to it, so hope everyone likes it too =]

没有你 - 罗志祥

我把回忆关进房间
眼前不断浮现
有你陪我所有画面
朋友说我变的沉默
变的有些难过
邻居都听见了寂寞
也许时间给的太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到
我不该把手放掉

没有了你没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己

没有了你没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味
请给我互相拥抱的机会

你离开后我才明了
幸福已经溜掉
你也许都不会知道
也许时间给的太少
没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到
我不该把手放掉

没有了你没有爱情
什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子
没有了自己
没有了你没有力气
孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味
请给我互相拥抱的机会

爱情如果都是微笑
那多美好
天亮的太早
在偷一秒
想你的笑
想听你吵
才发现思念发酵耶~

2007-09-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

I've decided to write a story once more, maybe to make myself as well as those who reads my story to realise the importance of your loved ones. Wrote it casually, so don't blame me for my spelling errors, grammar mistakes or the content. Thank you =]

An unforgettable incident + cherishing my loved ones

The last bell rang, announcing that lessons were officially over. I grabbed my bag and walked home briskly, enjoying the mild breeze from the beautiful afternoon. I was about to press the button to activate the lift when a man rushed out from the door that opened. Despite moving a step sideward, his broad shoulders still came clashing with mine and I was immediately knocked down on the floor.

“Hey, can’t you watch where you are going?” the well-built guy merely ignored my words and continue running further away from me. I gave chase and grabbed on to his ragged coat. He shook loose of my arms and threw me on the floor once more. He picked up speed and was no longer in sight as soon as I regained stability. Helpless, I decided to go home. Upon reaching for my bag, a piece of glimmering jewellery captured my attention and I picked it up, hoping it would be worth a fortune. However, after careful examination, I realized it was similar to the one my mum wore for banquets and wedding dinners. Feeling something was not right, I immediately rushed for the lift.

My anxiety became fear as I stepped out of the lift and realized my house door was wide open. I dashed in and found my mum lying on the floor near the carpet.

“Mum! Are you alright? Mum, speak to me, mum!” I shook the person dearest to me vigorously, hoping she would show some kind of understanding to what I had said. Wasting not a single second, I called for the ambulance and waited impatiently for the medics to arrive. Shivering at the thought of losing my mum, I could not help but recall the mean stuff I had said to my mum as she reprimanded me for my wrongdoings. My mum had been the only breadwinner of this family as my dad had passed away when I was young. My only companions these years were cousins that visited us occasionally and the technology my mum tried her best to provide. The only kin I had was now lying right in front of me, with bruises and traces of blood that surrounded her face.

Time seemed to pass slowly as though wanting me to repent on whatever I had said to my mum. All these years, I had never said a single word of appreciation to my dearest mum, and even threw tantrums at her. There were several nights I had unknowingly seen my mum looking at my dad’s photo, crying painstakingly as she tried to minimize her wails to the lowest. I felt miserable, but could never take up courage to apologise to her.

“Son, would you be home for lunch today?” she managed to catch my attention before I stepped out of house and I nodded my head. My heartached even more as I noticed on the table were my favourite food.

The medics came and immediately brought my mum to the hospital. I cried even harder as the medics mentioned her heartbeat was weakening in the ambulance. Upon arriving at the hospital, I was stopped by several nurses as they wheeled my mum into the operation theatre. I waited helplessly as they operated her.

Several hours passed and there were still no signs of the doctors coming out from the theatre. Finally, the door was pushed open and the doctor came to me. With my eyes totally swollen and the sadness so overwhelming, my worries came out from my mouth, muffled and blurred.

“Your mum is alright, she was punched violently on her face several times, but we had sew up her wounds and would be awake in a couple of hours.” It was the first time I felt words that assuring. Nurses wheeled out my mum and I took hold of her hand, unwillingly to let go of my mum for another second while calling out to my mum.

“Mum! Turn on your TV!” I rushed my mum to switch on the TV as I ran into the ward with the fruits washed.

“The police had tracked down the man who broke into a household and violently attacked the woman in the house. He had took a total of 2k worth jewelleries and fled off. We caution all Singaporeans to be wary of burglars and be on your guard against these thefts.” The news report continued and I switched it off. I gave my mum and hug and apologized to her for all the mistakes I had done. I realized how hard it was to put aside one’s pride and admit one’s mistake. It was important that i cherish the ones i love and protect them.

The characters in the story are NOT based on real characters. Should there be any resemblance it is purely coincidental.

2007-09-10T20:58:00.001+08:00

Searched on YouTube for 楊丞琳 new song, 任意門.
The MV is absolutely cute and i liked the part where she went through a door and started doing hiphop dance (that's what i think it is), real nice!

meanwhile, as i scratch my brain for more updates, everyone could enjoy the MV first then. =]

2007-09-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

after an hour of searching, looking, appreciating and listening, i finally replaced the previous blogskin to this new and dark looking one =] PLUS i've added more songs to my playlist for more music entertainment.

however, the sad thing is that the 1 week holiday is ending in about an hour's time and school reopens tomorrow! only 3 more weeks to exams and it's time to start full revision schedule. together with sir samuel, i've drawn up my timetable. not only i must train myself to stick to it, i must cut down on computer usage. i've been using the computer quite frequently ever since i got the authority of it from my mum =]

my anxiety level has almost risen to full bar - the exams nearing, no more games for relaxation, tight study schedule, and my dad is coming back soon! drats. if the balloons i have on my blogskin could be used for me to write my frustrations on it and send it off to a faraway place, i think a thousand of it won't even be sufficient.

anyways people, won't be going online so frequently, but would only as and when to listen music. ohya, good luck to those people taking their exams soon too ! =] tata!

2007-09-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

Finally found time! To scan my drawing into the com and post it ! xD

my first ever drawing of my favourite character - YuGiOh! xD

i wanted to submit it to the xing qi 5 zhou bao, but don have time to do it. aniwaes, i would kindly appreciate if u all would to tell me whether it would be a wise decision to submit it and earn me like 20bucks to 50bucks ! =]

2007-08-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

didn't go school today, had a serious headache.
ate panadol and the pain subsided after some time.
came online tuh ask around for homework, then decided to change blogskin, and tada!
my new blogskin with more new songs! (:

many many things happened, heard, saw, whatever it is, i think i should concentrate on other things le bah.
temporary devasted in relationships.

2007-08-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

All my cousins came tuh my house today! (:
A really really happie day today, and Woody introduced this song tuh me.
罗志祥 - 必殺技 Bet On It

2007-08-22T19:11:00.001+08:00

was listening to 今天你要嫁给我 with my cousins, thus decided to post this lyrics (:
aniwaes, thanks to those who asked me to jiayous, appreciated it alot alot. So...
enjoy the songs i've put up on my playlist (:

春暖的花开带走冬天的干山
微风吹来兰漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然冲满了意义
我就在这刻忽然见到你

春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你

听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗

jolin in the house
dt(david tao) in the house
our love in the house

夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你

听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我

听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我

听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她尊重她安慰她保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!

听我说手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
今天你要嫁给我
今天你要嫁给我
今天你要嫁给我

2007-08-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

My dad just called back from Indonesia. The moment i picked up the phone, he blasted his voice, asking me whether i've improved or not. I said i'm already trying, and he replied that i had better, as though telling me that i'm not. Then he started repeating himself, saying i had better put in more effort and stop giving my mum problems, otherwise i would be the first person among all my cousins and family to get retained. "You better study harder i tell you, otherwise if you get retained don't come blame us (mum and dad) for not reminding you, you heard me?!" Seriously, just by saying this, it has really demoralised me by many many times! Is he trying to tell me that they don't have confidence in me, and that my studies suck like shit that i can't even get promoted?! Indeed i've been obssessed with computer games, refusing to do homework and not paying attention in class, but i'm really trying to change myself! But it seems like nobody have faith in me.. I then digressed from the topic and told him my sister was having fever and he immediately told me to call my grandma to the phone.

Seriously, what can i still do? I've already lost a person i used to confide in, and now i'm losing the faith my parents once had in me? What more would i lose?! i really feel stuck! God help me ):

2007-08-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

光良 - 握你的手

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得也该让你远离

握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔是停止(再)挽留

握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手

this song is actually considered quite old le, but i really like it alot (: hope you all like it as well. not feeling very well today, so won't stay long. tata!

it's really hurtful when you didn't give me a reply..

2007-08-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

POSTING AGAIN! (:

Watched this on youTube and decided to share this with everyone, WHATEVER~

Baby Ally saying whatever (:

2007-08-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

Was listening to SHE's 说你爱我, so here's the lyrics (:

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

2007-08-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

And finally, i found time to update. Oh ya,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (: MAY SINGAPORE WISH THAT EVERYONE WOULD LIVE HEALTHY AND HAPPILY EVER AFTER !

I'm sorry for not being able to update that often, mum's had my internet password changed. As and when i have to borrow my cousin's internet user, which is totally dumb. But, no choice! Tough life i guess.

Have been really stressed up this few weeks, loads of tests and homework. Thanks to those who tried comforting me when i was vexed with some stuff. Thanks loads people, you all are the best (:

May my dream come true and i hope it would! (:

2007-07-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

Finally found the time to update. Too many things had happened this week and i really don't know where to start from.

A really bad incident happened and both my parents were called to meet form teacher, maths teacher and BB officer. My dad just came back on friday and was devastated i must say, to hear this news. He talked to me for an hour and made me guilty for whatever i've done and not done.

On saturday, i was excused from BB for awhile to meet up with them. I thought i would get scoldings, however none of them made any heart-piercing comments at all. Instead, more than advice, help was given to me on that day. It seriously made me realised how bad my life has got, in terms of focusing when necessary and planning my own time.

Many changes would soon be made, like moving the computer and tv out of my room, being supervised after school on weekdays, reporting my school work to my mum, meeting the form teacher every month with my parent, and trying to forget the pain of losing something i cherished.

I know you all would go like "huh?" upon reading this, but those whom i've told what had happened would have known more. Sorry.

2007-07-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally back home.. Today have GCE 'O' Level Higher Mother Tongue oral~ hais.. i think i screwed up.. I went in and asked the examiner, "Could you give me 3secs to take deep breaths? kinda tensed.." lols.. den now everyone talking about it.. so paiseh larhs..

Oh ya, yesterday i completed my english storyboard, so i emailed it to Mrs.V at around night time.. den this morning i woke up quickly go check for replies.. den i saw the one with Mrs.V's reply.. it says "Are you kidding? Automatically 0,man." den i was like wad the?! why sia?! no explaination or anything lehs.. i shock like wad larhs.. den i suddenly have a great fear that all my hard work has gone into the drain.. so i quickly went to school and look for Mrs.V . She came out from the staff room, smiling at me and asked "Yes Martin?" then i asked her why she gave me 0 for my english assignment.. then she replied "Martin! It was meant to be a joke! Can't you see it from the tone i wrote in? Hahas.." At that moment i like stun lor.. it was a joke?! and i got so tensed about it? Man.. today IS a joke..

today went home.. den sleep for quite some while.. den my cousins all came.. den we had loads of fun talking and eating larhs.. and sorry sheryl mei, i wasted ur 25m in maple =X i would pay u back de.. den after like 10pm plus accompanied my mum fetch cousins home.. den now at home, thinking whether to pia homework tonight anot.. sighs..

AND I'M GLAD THAT MY BLOG IS MADE EASIER TO READ NOW! xD

2007-07-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

Changed blogskin again ! =] Some people mentioned that they couldn't read my blog (eg. petrina, now then can read my blog. hahas.)

Actually i chose this blogskin because i think the clock is quite cool, and also quite useful. lols. Don't really have the time to update so often, but would reply tags! So tag before leaving! =]

2007-06-27T23:57:00.001+08:00

i finally finished my work and came online to slack for awhile. couldn't really use the computer that often le, really have to work super hard for this semester.

yesterday i spent my night thinking about what i had done in the previous semester, so i concluded a few stuff :
1. I didn't really concentrate and listen to the lectures the teachers had been giving.
2. I had spent too much of my time waiting for sms replies and stuff.
3. If i were to do sports and games in the afternoon, i would not have the energy to sustain the night for homework.
4. If i were to come home everyday just thinking of playing computer, i might as well hug it and sleep with me.
5. Maplestory is essential to pass time on weekends only.
6. I didn't know what were my piorities last time.
7. I must change. for the better.

okay that's all for the thinking part, hahas. kinda dumb but just thoughts.
for no apparent reason, i suddenly feel tired always taking initiatives. i'm seriously tired of it. yeaps it's down right for guys to always take initiative but i'm tired. i rather let everything remain it's present status than to do anything about it. irresponsible i know, but let me step up slowly please, trying to get studies done before anything else is tough for me.

anyways jeanette, i lost diane's blog again. hahas. got more updates of EWS? hahas.

2007-06-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

Woots! time to update! yesterday nigel and haixin came over to my house and stayed overnight so couldn't update yesterday =X

last morning woke up super early! 6.45am =X half of singapore awake liaos. hahas. den my mum fetch me to nigel's house, den we went school to get consent forms for kelvin benedict they all.. then saw Wee suan? she going for sec 2 camp. and ho sung also. yeaps. thanks ho sung for helping me call for sir samuel.

then me and nigel went to eat breakfast, went back to his house, see him played maple for awhile den went look for benedict at bukit batok mrt, den we went Jurong Point meet up with kelvin and haixin for movie. they were late! wad de! then we went to eat while waiting for the next show.

then we went in and watched "FANTASTIC 4- RETURN OF THE SILVER SURFER" man it was nice. strongly recommend to all who haven't watch it. yeaps. then we went to eat again after the movie. man i was full but kelvin wanted to eat.

then we went to play arcade for quite some time, haixin sponsored us! haha. then kelvin went no life-ing and complained he wanted to do homework. then he went off. then we play for awhile then benedict, nigel & haixin came my house.

then benedict hungry, so we ate dinner. then he went home. then we played com till like 11pm my mum bought back horfun and fujian mee. craps. i ate 6 meals in a day! but i was like hungry all the while =X kkies den we played auditionSEA till morning 3am? actually i slept by 1am, nigel 2am and haixin 3am.

this morning, i woke up and haixin told me i replied him "On Magic Guard" when he called for me to wake up =X hahas. then we played till 6pm then they went home. then my family and relatives all went Pasir Panjang there eat barbeque food. damn nice =] den now update blog, later going cousin house do homework liaos.

2007-06-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

finally found the time to update! actually i had plenty of time today but just didn't want to update till now =X

today was the start of MapleSEA's 2x exp time slots! in the past, i would have just throw back everything, sit infront of the monitor and start chionging.. but the suay thing perhaps is i've quitted, and i had tuition in the afternoon.. but i motivated sheryl mei to play! hahas..

tuition rocks.. because my teacher would go like "come let's solve this question now", den we would compete see who do faster and correctly.. haha.. tuition's fun, she really helped me clarify some of the things i could not ask Ms.Lim without feeling embarassed and don't feel that i'm wasting our time..

after tuition, because sheryl mei had to do some of her work, so i took over her.. in the end i kept playing till 11pm?! then my mum pulled me with her to drive nicholas bro home.. in the end still have motion sickness..

now trying to settle my consciousness before going to eat something again! =] tata for now!

2007-06-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

Woots! another day gone just like that..
seriously, the holiday passes really quickly?

and today physics teacher called me up and said my physics file was wonderful.. "wonderfully" not completed.. then he ask me to give him an explaination?? then i told him i wanted to meet his deadline so didnt really bother doing the undone questions in those worksheets.. then he told me since i knew he would definitely throw it back at me then why still like that? then i seriously don't know what to answer lah.. den he asked what am i going to do about it? den i said i would take it from him and hand it back to him by this week.. I FEEL DUMB MAN! this week is considered the busiest week and i still agreed to his conditions. man, i feel dumb.

i told many many people i would quit maple for goodness sake, but seriously, addiction is tough to quit. want me to quit and stop immediately, i might be able to stop physically but mentally i would still be thinking bout it. so i suggest to myself i would stop slowly. bit by bit.
i made 10 rules for myself to abide to, for don't know what reasons larh.. i wont put all down, in case people criticise me again.. hahas..

1.Take my asthma medicine regularly, day and night
2.Save at least $1 each day
3.Off the computer by 10pm everyday
4.Take less than 1 litre of cold drinks everyday
5.Sleep by 12am daily, other than weekends
all these would take effect once school reopens.. hahas..

damn i have tuition tomorrow and the teacher wants me to complete my school holiday assignment.. till now i still hate physics because got mr.lim.. first is maths, then physics.. damn..

2007-06-17T15:13:00.000+08:00

TADA!
Finally my new blogskin!!

actually didn't really know what to update lah, but since i have the time, here it is! i would try to update as much as i can, whenever i can. Tata for now =]

2007-06-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

omg!!ur blog is worse than mine. at least i did update some stuff that happened recently.hmm.. guess what i am doing now. haha.. i'm bored and crazy i guess.. cant sleep now!!~~~ argh.. sth's wrong with ur blogger.. but i dunno wat.. cant even choose the font and colour i want.. lol.. forget it.. ok.. i guess i really have nth to do le.. try to update ya!bb!

2007-04-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

d0rts. exams are so damn near larhs. and ii don have the feeling tuh study.. I HATE EXAMS!

2007-04-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

UPDATED! Maybe not de posting larhs, but i changed blogsong! hahas.

my feelings and love for you are like a stream of tears - never ending. [MaRdiinz]

2007-03-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg!!
this blog is rotting!!!
anyone pls help to make this blog!!
make this a lively place!!
anyone see this must tag okok!!

SMILE PPL!! =D

april's fool <3

ur bdae is cuming!! =))

hope u wont be angry seeing me help u post =P

2007-02-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAY TUH ALL ^^

MaRdiinz - chinese new year coming soon! =)

2007-01-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

don't have de mood tuh update much. seldom have de chance tuh even use computer liaos. too much homework. =.=

at least ii updated my wishlist and blogsong.

=) happiness is in de air

2007-01-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

maybe ii post about today bahs.

today suppose tuh go school on my own de. but ii bathe liaos suddenly went back tuh sleep. den my ahma woke me up and ii realised ii late liaos. sho my mum say she wud fetch me. den ii sleep for 30mins more. =) around 6.30am den left home for school.
reach dat time saw benedict, sho we went in together. wasn't late =D lols. den we fall in larhs. den tio alot of pumpings. cos today is DISCIPLINING day = den quite alot of people do more than 90 pumpings bahs. ii did 100+ cos ii got once de shirt came out, den ii tio 10 more =.=
den we had drill lorhs. damn tiring. den ii got gastric some more. den cadet minghui lend me money go drink hot milo. den ii still scalded my tongue. craps. den still have first aid 2 test. den ii quickly finish den sleep. lols. ii seriously fell asleep cos ii was so tired. den time passed just like dat and we end de parade.
den me, tingyong, benedict, kelvin and haixin went out tuh eat lorhs. den tingyong wanted tuh go another side de coffee shop eat. den benedict wanted tuh eat at de nearer coffee shop cos he nid tuh go back school at 1. den me, kelvin and haixin don noe help who. lols. den ii told them eat quickly at another side de coffee shop, den shun bian buy bubble tea. den benedict agreed. den we went tuh eat lorhs. den eat liaos drink bubble tea. den talk awhile. den around 1.30pm like dat went back tuh school and change back into school uniform. den changing that time tingyong keep singing titanic song -.- den went for parent meeting thing lorhs. waited for my mum so long?! den ii angry larhs. den ii don care her went up first. den sat near the fan with tingyong. den the fan kept blowing at us directly. cold! den kept taking sweets from zhanlun they all and eat lorhs. after 1 hour finally ended. den met up with my mum. den go meet teachers lorhs. den met mr.yoong first. den asked about my BB. blahs. okay larhs. heng nothing bad. den maths. ms susan lim praise me lehs =) lols. say ii hand up my homework =) she still got say ii am not verii good larhs, but ii am hardworking =X lols. its good comments larhs. den while waiting for mr.ho, overheard some bad comments from other ppl parents tuh him about their son. lols. den our turn liaos =X den talk talk talk. den Mr.Ho say got quite a few teachers look at me think ii quite stressed. LOL. how they noe =X ii quite stressed man. sighs. den finish liaos go off lorhs. den at home use com listen songs =)
seriously, i'm stressed ii think =

ii hope ii could always be dere with euu.

2007-01-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

one post before ii go bahs.

HAPPIE BDAE VIVIAN =)

24th wud always be de days ii remember =X

noitalosi

2007-01-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

1 week since ii updated. ii don think ii plan tuh update le unless gort anithing interesting bahs. at least ii changed blog song =X counted update bahs.

ii noe the feeling of isolation.

2007-01-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. just came tuh blogger. but ii now no time tuh update! cos ii haven finish doing homework. wad de hell. ii think ii tml den update bahs =D

13/1/07 would be de start of everything.

laugh -.-

2007-01-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 5am. my mum going taiwan for business trip today. den my dad came back on saturday also. sho he send me tuh school den my mum tuh de airport. in de end ii arrived at 6.10am. craps. so earlii.
den ii went school and started reading up on social studies lor. den wee suan came. den tingyong. den wee suan started telling us her script for her speech. den she wanted tuh have some interaction with audience but we told her if nobody response she sure verii paiseh de.
den went for assembly. den ms tay gave a super long speech, longer than 8 announcements. dia0s. den we went back tuh class for chinese lor. me and tingyong finally started writing our compo. hehe. den we completed sia. miracle.
den during maths lesson susan ask us tuh move tuh our new seating arrangement. crap lor. ii sit near a corner of de class and near a door. den iim surrounded by band people. no interaction man. sians. den ii can like slack in class and teachers wont notice me. den maths ii quite concentrated.. but susan dragged our recess. -.-
den after recess was chemistry. we took super long tuh go to de lab. in de end we all went dere 10mins late. den ii damn sian with my seating arrangement at de lab oso lor. den ii slept during de lesson. super restless. in de end suay suay sally called me tuh answer her question when ii just nice nv listen. shit. den paiseh larhs. stupid question.
den after it was english. den constance wong asked those people doing travel to go up tuh present. den raman did quite well. 8/10 wor. den joan nv come. wanxin faired it and wee suan flunked it. she laughed for 2mins when she was suppose tuh present. diaos.
den it was SS. mr seng came in and wanted tuh make some jokes but was apparently not successful. den ii didnt listen tuh his lesson as he wasnt teaching. den ii stared at the scenery outside de window for quite long. den mr seng oso don noe. lols.
den it was CME. den we went com lab for student profiling. alot of people don noe their pws. den after completing de survey, me, tingyong, shimin and liqi found a spider on our tables. den tingyong guai lan larhs, go take the spider's web and started playing with the spider like a yoyo. den the spider kinda smart, keep spinning web so dat it drops on de floor safely. den it crawled tuh zhanlun's dick - by tingyong. den we went back class. at 1.10pm those that have duty for CCA orientation run liaos, including me. den saw jiakai at de canteen. ii saw susan lim looking at his uniform, den ii quickly hint him tuck in but he cant understand. den he suay suay tio say lor.
den CCA orientation damn sian. ii and yu feng take 1e2. den we bring them around library and AVA2 + basketball court all these. den at de library 2 dicks made use of the swopping of classes tuh escape. darn them. den de rest quite okay larhs. got chance tuh blow aircon all these. den went tuh visit BB oso. den something happen between reuben and tingyong. -.- they tio scolded by mr.yoong. den at 5pm whole thing end liaos.
den ii wanted tuh go find BB people. den ii reach CCA block people there say BB people took bags and leave liaos. den ii was like wad de?! den ii go my class take my uniform stuff. den tried calling all de boys but no response. den ii don noe why gan chiong liaos. den weihui they all tried helping me larhs. den good thing ii saw don noe who along hall isle den he told me BB in hall. den ii chiong dere. phew. den they having rehearsal for BB day. wah lao ehs. kaiyao, hanyang and weixian went dere without telling me where tuh go. -.- den go dere awhile den whole thing end lor.
den went back classroom 2e5 gang dicks changed back into school u. den tingyong said something about someone, den nigel go kajiao by spitting saliva on dat person's chair. tingyong went like OMG. lols. den nigel still use his shoe go wipe off his saliva. suay lor dat person. den table oso tio. eeeks. den soon we left. saw ronald kaiyao they all.
den went coffee shop makan with them. left onli me, nigel, haixin, tingyong, ronald and kaiyao. den we eat and chat at de same time. we all smuggled drinks from outside tuh de coffee shop. den the aunty keep kaobei us call us don drink here, or her boss come out do don noe wad. den we still keep buying and drink secretly! lols. den eat finish liaos, there was this wasp dat flew onto de table. den tingyong tried smudging it with chilli sauce, but failed. den haixin super lame, went tuh blow dat bug onto my shoe bag. den ii shooed it off. but no use. den ronald go use his hand take and put into an empty can. but it kept crawling out. den ronald tried putting it back again. in de end the wasp sting ronald. den ronald shout. lols. den kaiyao use the can put de wasp back onto it and threw it away. den ronald keep screaming in pain. LOL. kidding. but he was in pain. den we continued chatting with him in pain. den around 8.30pm like dat we left lor.
den went MRT my dad came tuh fetch me. den came home bathe all these den do homework. den my mum asked me tuh come online tuh let me sisters chat with her. den ii shun bian use blog lor. tomorrow sucks. cos nid tuh bring alot of books.

LOL

2007-01-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

LOL. ii wanted tuh laugh the moment ii see some people starting tuh make useless comments in other people's blog again. they proved tuh me that they have nothing better tuh do oso. hahas. but ii thought people like them from "smarter" classes shud be spending their time with books covering their faces at all time?? realli make me laugh.

my RANDOM comments.

life.

2007-01-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

ii realised dat some people really damn useless can? iin school act until so innocent. so quiet. in de end go around people's blog and scold people. and perhaps euu didnt noe, many celebrities used de f word in their songs. euu not happie go sue them larhs. if euu unhappie with me come kb me in school larhs, don be so lame and hide behind ur computer, scolding people behind their backs. perhaps by then we would have more things tuh say.

what's de matter with those people? nothing better tuh do isit? go around trying tuh stir up de matter again. if euu have too much time tuh spend go find methods tuh sue celebrities using vulgarities in their songs larhs. and why ii argue back with euu all? becos ii have too much time tuh spend. ii shall emphasise again. not happie with me come find me larhs. don be a wimp. not happie with my blog den don read.

-.-

2006-12-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

Decided tuh post now. since ii feeling kinda bored.

Alot of things happen larhs. noe de true personality of certain people. Aniwaes, for people who wants tuh scold me or other people on their blogs, go away larhs. If euu don like it don see larhs! Make extra comments. Blog is for bloggers to write about what they want tuh say. if euu got a blog urself and people keep scolding euu everytime anoymously, euu happie arhs.

I suddenly wrote dat becos a stupid matter was brought up by someone again while chatting. CRAP. aniwaes, ii did planning for next year liaos. next year, ii would spend 4 hours studying and doing homework everyday. ii would sleep by 10pm. so de remaining time after 4 hours of studying ii would do wadeva ii want. ii wont want tuh stay in class and do useless stuff anymore. and for people who wants/likes tuh spread rumours and distort facts, ii hope euu read this. Say wad euu want, so wad? ii wont put it into my life so dat ii would be wasting time getting mad over it.

tuh 6-6 people who stayed over for de class chalet de other time. sorrie wor. euu all still owe me money. lols. nicholas pay me liaos. angeline still owe me $15. jiayu $20. jungui and serene pay liaos, if ii not wrong. yeaps. sorrie arhs. mum pressing me for money.

recently have tuh keep going for BB meeting. sighs. kinda boring lor. always meeting. but bo bian. got busy schedule once school reopens. also meaning ii must hand up my homework, stop my addiction for games andd wadsoeva. lols.

before ii end my post for today. thanks nigel tingyong kelvin and many more people. just thank them lor. =D rock on people. Boy's Brigade 39th foreva.

It's Raining

2006-12-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

here tuh update again. Since its de 21st liaos.. HAPPIE BDAE DAWN! XD

[ Monday 18th December 2006 ]

HAPPIE BDAE WEE SUAN! grow up girl.

hmmm.. don't quite remember wad ii did in de afternoon. but ii only noe at night went tuh eat at yew tee dere. den it started raining damn heavily and continuously lor. crappies. den went yew tee dere makan with my uncle they all. damn nice man. fish head wok. den eat warm stuff in cold weather. perfect lor. den after dinner my uncle still buy rambutan. den started eating lots of it. so niice can. LOL. den eat liaos went tuh far east plaza fetch my cuzzie sheryl. she took over eunice jie at mango lingo for 3 days while eunice jie is in genting. yeah so we went over dere tuh fetch her. den now mango lingo got new product called gelato. it's ice cream, but no/low fat no/low sugar. den made entirely out of fresh fruits and chocolates all these. yeaps. den went dere try out larhs. den after she packed up den left for home liaos. den reach home take care of my sis. she having fever. den i throughout the night help her change the cloth on her head. den went vcd oso. slept at around 4am lor. den it was raining throughout de night -.-

[ Tuesday 19th December 2006 ]

woke up not feeling verii well. but got BB meeting at 9am. barnicles. den my mum fetch me tuh nigel house in de morning. den went dere and started playing maple lor. it continued raining as time passes. den when me and nigel wanted tuh leave house, the rain got heavier lor. walaus. den we have tuh wait quite long. den finally rushed our way out dere and met up with tingyong and benedict at westmall. at first we reach dere, then they ask us tuh wait for kelvin tuh arrive. den we waited for 30mins or so lor. den they told us they at macdonald. den we were like so fcuked up larhs. they wait inside at mac den we outside near de rain. den nigel & me attitude them at first larhs. but after dat okay liao lor. and damn euu kelvin, drank so much of my green tea. den we left for everst house. den we missed one stop. crappies. den we walk out in de rain with umbrella. den nigel see never bring, in de end have to share with him, den by de time ii reach dere wet liaos lor. den went walking around everst house. den go dere play billard/pool. lols everst and nigel pro lor. den me and tingyong followed by kelvin and benedict. LOL. den played ferr 2 hours den discussed about more stuff. den went walking around in drizzling rain. den tingyong, kelvin & everst suddenly ran off. den me, benedict and nigel started playing with the lift. in de end the security guard scold us. den we bluff tingyong and kelvin we walk out of de condominium liaos. in de end we at the staircase dere. LOL. den we decided to catch up with them at de market. in de end we 3 share 2 umbrellas. wad de hell lor. we totally wet larhs. got alot of puddles. den we bo bian have to step inside. den my whole feet wet. diaos. den nigel keep shouting becos he tio rain. LOL. den we coming tuh one shelter dat time, nigel suddenly hyper. den he ran off into de shelter. den the floor verii slippery, in de end he slipped, fell and bumped on his butt for 2 times!! LOL. me and benedict laugh until stomachache. lols. den we continued on lor. den tingyong told us they at Shell, so we braved through de rain and crossed tuh de other side of the road. in de end he called again and said sorrie, he at ESSO. tmd, we 3 keep cursing him lor. den we cross de road again and met up at ESSO dere. den we went Bukit Timah market makan. wah, ii starting tuh flu again. den buay tahan. den at first they say want go Beauty World play LAN, den all was like -.- den me, tingyong & nigel took bus tuh nigel house while benedict went tuh get photos from kaiyao. on de bus ii like dying liaos lor. got fever all these. but they say they want go arcade later den ask me don pangseh. den ii was like wanting tuh bathe lor. in de end ii went nigel house bathe while tingyong play maple. lols. den dat dick kelvin pangseh benedict. den we 3 have tuh go yew tee find benedict. den we braved through the rain and stretches of road before reaching the same coffee shop ii went yesterday to makan. lols. dere we met up kaiyao and got his photos. den got one small kid kept looking at wad we doing. den kaiyao go liaos. den we order food. den the small kid almost want to sniff at our food. den his mum came and pull him away. LOL. damn cute lor. den we makan liaos went jurong point. at first want go dere de LAN shop. bloody benedict say no people one. in de end we go dere fully occupied. good lor benedict -.- den we went arcade tuh play instead. den nv play, onlii see people play. LOL. den nigel got play a few times initial D den nv play liaos. den we went comics connection dat time saw some dancing christmas trees downstairs. den tingyong kept laughing at them. LOL. den we decided tuh go macs and eat ice cream. tingyong had his usual chocolate sundae, benedict strawberri, me & nigel cone. den we all eat liaos. den tingyong threw our wrappers into his cup. den nigel started spitting saliva and phlegm into de cup. den it was like damn disgusting larhs!!! wa lao ehs. he even mixed it and scoop up for us tuh see. wa, so here's something. for those who don't eat sundae, don't. for those who eat sundae, think twice. LOL. from tingy0ng. den took photos. den chat lor. den went back home. went home started using com. till 1am. den eat medicine. den de rain haven stop. wa diaos. den sleep lor.

[ Wednesday 20th December 2006 ]

Today weesuan and dawn celebrate their bdae together. den ii actually wanted tuh wake up earli de. in de end de fever haven subside. den ii cant wake up. in de end drag till 11am like dat den arrange with tingyong and nigel go makan lunch and meet up with de rest. den we going CDANS dat time all go off liaos. den wee suan they all suddenly want go play playground while kailing dey all want go VIVO. tmd. den nigel was like swearing at weesuan they all. den xueli they all started crapping. fcuk sia. den met up with tingyong at Jurong East MRT. den we waited him for like 20mins lor. den we went dere lor. vivo. ii first time go sia. LOL. den went dere liaos walk around. den suddenly saw BB people! LOL. today is Sharity Gift Box closing ceremony. and guess wad. Swiss winds performing for them~ LOL! BB win liaos. den we stayed around lor. den saw alot of swiss people. all come support band. diaos can. den one BB guy. knn. fall in keep moving. den we complain tuh sir edwin and kept laughing. den we left de place. walked around de mall. have lunch all these. den went tuh take mrt tuh dhoby gauht. den went PCBunk and see see lor. audition got quite pro people larhs. den saw oOMorinGANOo sia. maple aquila 172 priest. den he fight lady boss. so long. lols. den saw jiakang oso. he was dere. den we looked around for quite long den went arcade. saw a dancing pro. damn pro. damn damn pro. cannot tahan. don believe ask tingyong. den we went tuh orchard lor. nigel went home. den tingyong went with me tuh far east. ii met up with eunice jie and sheryl mei. den he went home from dere. den ii helped out and eat at Mango Lingo lor. den kailing, dawn and june oso come visit and bought smoothies. lols. den ii damn not feeling well larhs. but verii bo bian. struggled de night. den learnt how tuh help out oso. next time eunice jie want me go dere help serve gelato. cos de ice cream verii hard to scoop. need strength. den ii go at times can help out at cashier. LOL. damn nice. den do till night lor. around 10.30pm den leave. den now come home must do BB proposal. den since use com liaos den type bloggie. now feeling verii unwell. must quickly go lie down and rest liaos.

flued.

2006-12-17T15:34:00.000+08:00

starting to blog again. so happie dat i'm lvl 14 auditionist liaos =))

[ Friday 15th December 2006 ]

today woke up kinda earli.. prepare my stuff liao den aunt karen fetch me to bukit gombak mrt. den ii was dere earli for meeting by 30mins. so went up tuh nigel hse first. den 11am go meet de rest at MRT station. den haixin showed us a message from petrina dat says something like she like nigel at first sight! LOLS. okay den from dere we went macdonalds. ate some stuff den had our meeting. talked about wad we need to do for now. den play a fool. den meeting ended in like 40mins time? lols. den de rest went off.

den me, nigel, tingyong, haixin and hubert went tuh de cc and play bball. den we walked all de way to fudin hse -.- at wanqing house dere lor. so damn sickening. walk from bukit gombak mrt to dere den walk back to cc again. den play lor. weather damn hot. but just play larhs. den played with other 3 people also. wa den de weather getting damn hot lor. den went tuh rest under de shade. almost getting heat stroke man. den tingyong gave me his speech on wong qinhai again. den he going for training. blahs. den went back play awhile. den go nigel house rest. den chit chat. den go eat at coffee shop. eat liaos nigel keep nagging say want go my house use com. -.-

den he and haixin came my house overnight. den at night, they both kept talking on de phone with amelia and petrina. diaos. den i was like ~~ den some more they chat on de fone and on msn. den i cant use de com. win liao lor? den ii started packing room since my mum coming home tomorrow. in de end kanna serious flu. damn serious lor. den the room was like so dusty. den i just mop de floor all these larhs. den they still chatting with petrina on msn. -.- den i slacking on de bed. den decided to get something to eat. den went tuh cook cup noodles for them oso. den eat liaos went tuh sleep lor. finally at around 2am they off com and sleep.

[ Saturday 16th December 2006 ]

keep waking up in de middle of de night to use tissue. in de end got a whole mountain of tissues beside the tissue box. lols. den around 6am like dat got hear sounds coming from outside. should be my mum come back le. but ii too sleepy. den went back tuh sleep. woke up by my sis at around 11am. de rest oso just nice wake up. washed up den eat breaklunch. lols. den started using computer again lor. den nigel train his maple. den after dat play audition awhile. den ate early dinner around 5pm. den they went home liaos. den at night went tuh rest/sleep. in de end wake up got headache. den watch tv awhile. den at night ate panadol for my flu den sleep lor.

[ Sunday 17th December 2006 ]

woke up at around 6am. woots. my nicholas kor call me ask me about handphone thingy. dey going genting today. so good wor. den after he hang up i go back sleep lor. till around 11am wake up watch kids central~ den eat lunch. den use com. till now. benedict called me ask me for BB photos. den reminded me to do proposal. den now have to do lor. flu still not getting better. wad de.

dream.

2006-12-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

decided to blog since ii have de time now.

this morning while i was sleeping, i dreamt of ju-on lor. ii don noe why larhs. de dream was dat class 2e5 went out on a walk larhs. den suddenly came into a haunted house like dat de. den looks like zhen1 zi3 house. but we just entered it. den it was like 30+ people in one house larhs. so verii crampy. so i went upstairs. den i was verii tired. den i just slept at the bed available dere. den all of a sudden i heard noises larhs. den i wake up and looked at the TV. wad de hell. got something black black pop out lor. den i tio shocked. in de end another few came out. total of 5!!! wa i immediately moved back lor. in de end it was just my cousins making fun of me. don ask me why my cousins pop out. i oso don noe. in de end onli got 4 cousins -.- den ii told them got 1 extra. den we all damn shocked and chased everyone out of the house. den it started raining and realli bo bian must go back in. in de end zhen1 zi3 and ju-on came out at the same time! den they crawled over and want attack us lor. good thing my maid woke me up. 12pm liaos. phew? den i woke up got headache. must be de dream. den quickly bathe liao come out eat breakfast. den play com.. now going to go eat lunch le. some more now raining heavily.. arghs?

god bless all.

missed.

2006-12-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

updating again. really bored at home. have almost nothing to do except for using the computer. yeaps. den i would start auditioning again. i train my cousin account until level 9 le she still don want to play. hais. okay let me recall..

[ Monday 11th December 2006 ]

if i'm not wrong, i should be at home the whole day. yeah! that's wad i did. actually planned to wake up early to see my mum off de. but i couldn't wake up. drats. den now she go for her 1 week business trip liaos. woke up at 1.30pm. den had breaklunch. den started packing my room. wa seh. damn lot larhs. i cleared away 3 bags full of worksheets and papers lor. from primary school de all the way to secondary de. yeaps. den cleared till quite late. den decided to play Audition for "awhile".. in de end still play till late.. lols.

[ Tuesday 12th December 2006 ]

today suppose to go for sec 2 meeting. den not feeling well. got 2 missed calls from tingyong and kelvin. den replied kelvin and told him some of my suggestions. den the whole day rest at home lor. didnt even touch the computer for goodness sake. den ahma nagged me to pack but too tired liaos. den decided to go online for awhile. den go off le. den in de midnight all of a sudden verii hungry. den i went to eat noodles. den my ahma suddenly wake up and ask wad i doing. scare me. lols. den listened to 93.3fm awhile. jiahui de programme very good =) den went tuh sleep at around 2am.

[ Wednesday 13th December 2006 ]

woke up earlier today. den watched tv. den go online and play audition. den some ****ing dick came and say i pon meeting. den say everybody complaining and making a fuss just becos i didnt go. gave me a lot of crap and say i didn't do anything. fine. like arguing could make any difference. it's like i'm known for having MCs larhs. den dat ****ing dick wants me to show everyone an MC to prove that i'm sick. seriously, other than him and those who needs to do admin stuff, i don't see the others doing anything at home. okay. don say all. just take nigel see for example. dick say he stressed.. but i saw him playing maple when i went online at night? den just because he don't believe i sick den he comes around and blame me. **** larhs. den benedict called me. so i asked him whether the others got like dat anot. den he say no. den it's like wad de ****?? who should i believe? a dick who told me he has no trust in me or a friend dat is truthful. damn idiotic larhs. den tried to gather up some BB photos for de thanksgiving presentation. den me and benedict discussing where can find all the photos. had to contact lots of people. den also say wad to do lor. den went tuh sheryl mei's house. den eat yu2 pian4 mi2 fen3.. super nice. uncle cook de. den watch SCV.. de shows quite nice. too bad cannot sign up =/ den watch liaos come home lor. tonight must sleep early.. ah ma nagging again.

sorrie for all de vulgar used. i was damn angry.

verrii long never try update photos le. yuxin!! still remember this bahs? you draw de! lols. aniwaes i changed blogskin. this template abit weird. so must edit quite alot. aniwaes, today swiss band went for band tour. wish them luck =)

updated.

2006-12-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

here to update again.

[ Thursday 7th December 2006 ]

Happie Birthdae Sheryl Mei!! =)
yeaps. today her birthdae. den i spent the whole day at home playiing till she came over to my house. den all my cousins also came over at night. den see nicholas kor play audition. den chat and eat lor. too bad eunice jie can't come. she gotta work. sighs. but today quite happie ^^ cos can see cousins again bahs..

Audition is fun.

[ Friday 8th December 2006 ]

Today woke up earli. went tuh my mum's office to work again. work till around 12pm like dat den went tuh school buy school books. den saw de band people. quite alot of them bahs. saw kailing, jeremy, peilin, madeline. yeaps. saw them. den after that gort 2 books no stock. good thing onli 2. den all de school uniform no size. -.- den after dat went orchard. went dere to have my fone fixed at de nokia centre. den have to leave it dere for 1 day. darn. den went tuh far east plaza see eunice jie work. den sheryl mei went dere to learn, cos she gonna work dere too. den we waited for eunice jie till around 9.30pm plus den went home. oh yarhs, i bought a jacket =) not adidas de. but billabong de. equalli nice ^^ actualli i wanted to buy white de, but de salesperson said would be dirty, so i bought black. in de end sheryl mei bought white. diaos. den my mum say we can exchange at times. good idea wor.

I love my jacket alot X)

[ Saturday 9th December 2006 ]

woke up at around 5am. prepare liaos den went tuh school. today got BB. last parade. den we went tuh changi village and met up with the church people. dey having chalet. den they invited us over to play for 1 day. den we were all split up into groups lor. den me and nigel go into group 4. den we all introduce ourselves lor. in a few minutes we all familiar with each other liaos. lols. oh ya, haixin and tingyong go into group 5. de moment they go there one girl called cheryl immediately go shake hands with them. lols. they sure feel very welcomed lor. den gradually group 4 & 5 de people all noe each other. fun. den we realised dat cheryl is our senior de ex-girlfriend! lols. den we started making fun of her. but she oso agreed with us lor~ diaos. hahas. den we went tuh pulau ubin.

our first activity was all de high element stuff. omg man. all de things so damn high larhs. its even higher than secondary 2 camp de lor. see liaos oso abit scared. but all those who went up for rock climbing made it tuh de top. lols. den me and nigel didnt go up de rock climbing. den we see other people do abseiling and leap of faith. den i decided (forced) tuh try out leap of faith. den i have tuh go up a super tall pole.. den reach de top liaos must try to jump and catch a bar like dat. den at first i go up, de rope, pole and helmet keep locking each other. den i stuck lor. den i told de instructor below. den she say a girl can go up why cant i. den i buay tahan den go slowly untie den go up. den i jump and reached it. den come down lor. den we all see people do de flying fox. wa lao ehs. damn high lor. realli scary. so for those high elements, i did 1 out of 4, haixin 2 out of 4, tingyong 2 out of 4 & nigel.. 0~~ he did none. say his hand pain. lols. den afternoon we went tuh some restaurant like dat de place eat lunch. got no aircon larhs. den we all seat down and makan. after de first 2 dishes came out, everybody was like rushing deir food. den one guy eat finish liaos den went off. in de end got 4 more dishes came out. LOL. den alot of people also eat liaos go. in de end left de 5 bb boiis eating. hahas. den i ate 5 bowls of rice, 0ne senior ate 5 oso & nigel 6!! lols. we all damn hungry lor. some more got alot of food left so didnt want to waste it.

den after dat we went tuh choose our bikes, den went cycling. my group got 1 girl who cannot cycle and 1 guy who dunno how to cycle, dats why my group was like kinda slow. but its not a competition wad. so de first stop we brought the girl dere to sit with another game marshal. den leave her dere lor. den saw another girl from group 5. she oso cannot cycle. but she was learning larhs. den we kept giving her encouragement. oh yarhs, den learnt that her name was petrina. nice spelling. den we went off. tuh de 2nd stop. den the guy who cant cycle was pushing de bike all de way. lols. den finalli we dropped him off at de rock climbing place, den we continued. along de stops got quite a few games larhs, quite fun. lols. den 2nd last stop, dere was a downhill larhs. den realli verii fun, so i speed up tuh try chase up nigel. in de end i overtook him. den continued going down. all of a sudden, one guy from my group brake. den another girl behind him crashed into him. den i was like OMG~ den i tried to brake. but no use lor. cos too fast le. den i see my left side got metal pieces all over de floor. den i was thinking whether i shud crash into them or the metal. den bo bian i try squeeze in between but no use. den my wheels crashed into them oso. den i flew out of de bike lor. almost landed on my body larhs. but i stretched out my hand so onli hand kanna. den leg stucked in between de bikes. den nigel came down tuh help larhs. den de girl got scrapped on her knee. me and de other guy onli minor. den nigel on de way keep laughing, say i speed. diaos. but i oso think quite fun. hahas. den we went back lor. de girl went tuh put plaster, den we met up with the rest and went back to de jetty.

den nigel they all started making fun of petrina, saying she's p4. den i think she oso quite p4 looking. den she started saying "aiya, don bully me larhs! i sec1 okay?!" den i was like so shocked and we all started laughing. hahas. den went back singapore. den went for BBQ. quite fun larhs. got alot of food. at first it started raining, so we went up tuh de guys rooms. wa lao ehs, their room like hotel room larhs. so freaking good. not like BB de. sucky. den we went down. nigel and tingyong started arguing about meeting time and place all these. i oso don noe who tuh help but stop dem from arguing lor. den went tuh eat liaos. eat and eat. den started having talks again. den got thanksgiving larhs. den the church youths thank us, den we thank them. lols. den they gave us each a photo frame with our photos taken in it. so nice. den kaiyao one damn funny, he was scratching his **** in de photo. lols. den some girls gave us their numbers, den haixin gave them his name cards, den we say goodbyes den went home. den while leaving dat time me and nigel kept singing kiss goodbye~ lols! den boarded de bus, den nigel keep wanting petrina number. hmmm. den on de bus de NCOs tio scolded by officer for some misunderstandings, den me and tingyong had a long conversation with reuben. den reach liaos went home lor. reach home around 11pm. den bathe liaos went tuh sleep.

I didn't regret going for this gathering. It was really fun. Made plenty of friends =)

[ Sunday 10th December 2006 ]

woke up at 9am by my mum. went tuh orchard with her to get my fone. den can use liaos. den went tuh fetch my cousins and went tuh eat chicken rice at my mum's colleagues store. still as nice. ^^ den went tuh shop around and den come home lor. sads. nothing to do today. oh yarhs, to sumone who is always dat bo liao, going around scolding people, euu are lame urself bahs. wadeva euu say, like i would want to care. at least want to imitate 2 person at least be smarter mahs, have de same IP address~ -.-

To sumone : Be smarter next time kies? LOL!

=) smiles.

2006-12-06T16:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. finalli came tuh update. LOL.

[ Sunday 3rd December 2006 ]

woots. today woke up kinda late. den went tuh meet up with Kailing at JE mrt. den went library. met up with wanqing and xueli. den started doing homework. weee. i finished maths dere. den xueli kept saying she hungry. so we went tuh eat at coffee shop. den go walk around arcade. blahs. oh yar. i realised de cinema downstairs taken away liaos. i noe i slow. cos i seldom go dere. den moved upstairs. but kinda creepy lehs. dey knock all de way into the inner side of de building. wad if inside.. kkies. next time den go dere watch movie. den wanqing went tuh meet up with her bro. den me, kailing and xueli went see people iceskate. some jokers keep scrapping the ice larhs. knn. i curse that one day they walk into uneven path and fall down. stupid jokers. den xueli oso go liaos. den me and kailing went back tuh library and do homework. woots. i finished english comprehension! muahahas. den she accompany me go popular buy pen. stupid pens. all gone at home. den after dat went home lor. at night went over to sheryl mei's house. den my uncle they all celebrated her bdae in advance ( cos her other cousins are there ). den got shark fin soup! wah seh. good lor. some more is my uncle cook de. damn nice. den play com awhile. den went home. reach home started playing com. till late. den nigel reminded me tml must wear full uniform. some more must reach by 7am. knn.. my mum cant fetch me lor. den i went tuh polish till late. den go sleep.

Lesson Learnt : Do not try to be a joker or someone might just curse you without you knowing it.

[ Monday 4th December 2006 ]

woke up at 5am. but i can't wake up. in de end dragged till 8am den wake up. -.- rest of the storie shall not be told due to some reasons in case my parents start reading my blog? LOL. den at night went tuh IMM. my mum suddenly turned good and asked me to work for her 1 week (no regrets, terms and conditions applied) in exchange for a fone! woots. den i signed up a new plan. M1 de plan is so much better than singtel student plan larhs. knn. somemore same price but so much better. den i bought Nokia 6288 white color de. =) my aunt oso bought de same fone for my cousin as her birthday present. wa seh. damn good larhs. den went home and started exploring with it. den my mum say cannot bring tuh school tml. sigh~

Lesson Learnt : Always sleep early and wake up on time.

[ Tuesday 5th December 2006 ]

today have to gather in school by 8am. i was earli! lols. actualli yesterday was de onli time i was late larhs. den we gather liaos went St. Luke Hospital. den we entertain the old folks dere larhs. sing song play mahjong. actually wanted to play mahjong but we are walking around de wards so didnt. hmmm. den very tiriing lor. singing to them all for 2 hrs + continuously. very fun larhs. den the whole thing ended around 12.30pm. den we all went home. den went nigel house get his basketball. den we started playing at de CC dere, near Bukit Gombak MRT de. yeaps. den play till quite late. 4.45pm like dat. den bernardine (junior) frens come. den got one guy, damn daring. went tuh drink pepsi and eat mentos at de same time. den he started vomitting. ewww. disgusting. but cool wor. den play liaos went home. started eating. cos damn hungry. den use com. den send messages saying i changed my fone number. people, please take note dat my current number now is 92284530 =) den while typing message, i realised my * key is spoiled. knn. nokia give me a spoiled fone. den my mum tell me tml use warranty to fix it. den i damn not happie larhs. den started piaing audition. till late. de new mode in dere quite fun. oh ya, while playing, my sister wanted to get a plate to eat her jelly. in de end she dragged the whole row of plates down alot of plates smashed into pieces. i was like still playing audition den tio shocked. den quickly go see. my mum started scolding my sis. yeaps. my sis cry. good thing she never tio hurt. cant imagine if all de plates smashed on her head. den i reminded her tuh ask someone taller to help her in future. den went back to play audition. den play till 2am. den ahgong suddenly come out and started shouting at me. shitty larhs. den i bo bian stopped playing. den go room. started playing with de fone. at de advice of wenjing~ i put tokyo drift as my alarm. he say sure wake up. LOL. shall see about dat. den i started pressing my * key. keep pressing and pressing. press damn hard. press press press until...... got * come out!! hahas. i suddenly shouted yes. but my mum and ahma nv wake up. lols. den i went tuh sleep with a smile. cos no nid fix!

Lesson Learnt : Never put the formula [ Coke + Mentos ] into your stomach. It will gush out. Also, never give up even if you fail. Keep trying and you would succeed.

[ Wednesday 6th December 2006 ]

woke up suddenly. den i heard Tokyo Drift playing. LOL. de alarm. den i went to off it. i realised i was already de 3rd time de alarm rang cos its 9.20am le. i set it as 9am. hmmm.. cant imagine i go school everyday 20mins later. den watch de SEA games. wa seh. de badminton char bor won lor. she won de chinese taiwan~ lols. actualli 1st game she won fair larhs. she lost second round. but 3rd round de taiwan girl keep shooting out or hit net. den she tyco win. hmm, but still she won. den got swimming oso. wa sia. singapore got 7th out of the 8 teams lor. dammit larhs. den China girls got gold medal. den for de guys one, singapore not inside. den Japan broke de Asia Record. pro sia. den swimming finish liaos is Beach Volleyball. 2v2. Japan vs some country. den i nv watch finish come use com! lols. den started playing AuditionSEA with serene. den play play play, bathe, makan. den play again. and... i am Lvl 13 Auditionist =) weee. finalli. so long nv play. hahas. and my skills got improve. serene de also ^^ den now heart blood come noisy (translate chinese), so type bloggy.

Lesson Learnt : I AM LEVEL 13 AUDITIONIST! WAHAHA.

Back from Chalet.

2006-12-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

Replies to Tagboard

To Joanie : LOL joan. 2nd XD aniwaes, i won't larhs =))

To Dawniied : walau. you relink other ppl never complain. euu relink me nia complain mafan =/

To Sheryls : Thanks sheryl =D

To Xueli : you all spoil my fone den i have to buy back the same model? wad kind of reasoning is dat. you all pay me back de price of the fone can liao wad. euu ask de others larhs. i see no reason why i should buy back de same fone just becos euu all said so. can't i use the money euu all pay me and earn more money myself to buy a better fone??

To Andrew : Thanks ferr ur "win-win" situation. kinda suck. =X i would definitely be more careful next time when i go into the sea with friends~

sudden thought of blogging.

2006-11-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly thought of blogging. i don noe why. perhaps its because i feeling damn depressed bahs.

Handphone

first of all, its because of the handphone matter. different people have been telling me different stuff. for guys, they would tell me "aiya, ask them pay up larhs.. they spoil your phone, so they should pay right?" kkies. i accepted this reason.
then just now, i talked to my grandma. she told me "marting arhs. you ask your friends to pay for your fone, although they say they are willing to pay for it larhs, but deep down they sure hate you for making them depart with their money de. would you rather keep their friendship or want your fone?"

den got people ask me when don just go and fix the old fone? i noe fixing the fone would be so much cheaper. but, after fixing, the fone would not work as properly as it is before right? plus, from kelvin's experience, not only would it lag, i would spoil even more easily in future. if dat's the case, isnt it more expensive to fix the fone, looking at it long termed? if you were in my shoes, would you rather have the opportunity to have a new fone or use back the fone that could be faulty?

this few days, i have been going for alot of BB activities. seriously, its very packed and all my working plans have to be cancelled. but the good news is, BB is ending soon for this year. so i was thinking.. instead of depending on my friends to pay for my fone, maybe i should just concentrate on working more so dat i could pay for the fone.

2 points to this working it all by myself thingy. good and bad. good is dat i wont make my friends for being upset over the whole incident. but the bad is dat i have to endure all these working hardship. sighs.

Room

i turned around and looked at my room. wad de. its damn messy larhs. i was thinking, its time i packed it up so dat i could start my painting as soon as possible. but that would take alot of effort and time. so, maybe during one of the weekends, i would have to stop my auditioning and clean up my room.

AuditionSEA

talking about audition, this game really rocks from head to toe. maybe because i like music too much dat i would engross myself in it and enjoy training my fingers to type as fast as possible. yeah, people would think dat it is a boring game or something. but perhaps they started saying it because they realised the game is quite tough to play at first, so they quit. but should they have continued playing, they could have realised the fun part of the game. kelvin told me his little brother was lvl 12 de other time. i was damn shocked. so i keep chionging till my current lvl 12 now. den i realised wad he told me was a freaking lie. his house com would lag de moment u nudge him in msn, so how could his bro possibly play audition. lols. but well, at least i'm top for auditionSEA in class 2e5 again. but i have to yin2 shui3 si1 yuan2.. thanks to nigel see shifu~ i am wad i am in audition today. lols.

Lvl 13 Freedom here i come~

guessed i have blogged enuf for today. going for work tomorrow. yarhs. to earn my fone. lols.

thinking.

2006-11-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i lost my passion to write any more stories or even blog le. maybe it's time i close down my blog?

considering..

LDC 2

2006-11-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

weeee. just came back from my BB Leadership Developement Course II.. it was a really interesting camp. learnt alot during this 3 days 2 nights. but i'm realli tired now. perhaps i would update some other day.

can't believe i'm the fool again..

no stories yet.

2006-11-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm. very long never update le. actualli was thinking of updating onli when i have stories to write, but this few days realli got no inspiration. sighs. so decided not to write stories first lor.

[ Friday 17th November 2006 ]

today didn't go out. had to take care of my brother. he just came back from his leg operation. den becos of his slow developement, he couldn't express how he thinks to us. den when we can't understand wad he wants, he would cry. whenever i see him like dat, i feel realli bad. cos i couldn't do a single thing for him. den today stayed at home and entertained him by playing my mum's laptop at the living room. but apparently it was damn useless cos he kept crying? den my dad and mum have to think of alot of ways to entertain him cos he cant move and was lying down on de sofa in de living room. den he oso kept wanting my grandparents to accompany him. yes. everyone was tired. realli tired. even at midnight he would suddenly cry becos his wound hurts. den at night my cousins came to visit my brother. den he was quite excited to see them. den we all took turns to play solitaire using my mum laptop to entertain him. hahas. den chat with my cousins till night. den chat on msn. den slept at around 12am =)) earli sia. hahas.

[ Saturday 18th November 2006 ]

woots. first time i woke up by myself. without my grandma waking me up. wahahas. great achievement. prepare okay liaos den went for BB. den go BB, was damn shocked larhs. cos alot of people never come. don noe where they all flew to. den today's programme till damn late. den during the hours, we designed banners, sang songs, played soccer, had meetings. yeaps. alot of things. in de end band members and co members left earlier than us?! hahas. and YES! i got my badges again =)) and the best thing is my NCO star ^^ hahas. next year my whole lot of sec 2s going to be NCO of the company liaos. weees!

den after dat went to kind of celebrate? hahas. but celebrated at the kopitiam by eating duck rice. nice one sia. den we 6 people (me, tingyong, nigel see, haixin, kelvin and hubert) share one super large big gulp! hahas. saved alot of money sia. den went tuh drink bubble tea. wa lao ehs. my coupon expire liaos. i got 8 stamps already lor. sigh. wasted. cant get my free drink. den we bought our drinks and started talking about our exercise challenger. and tingyong + nigel kept complaining about some people in de company~ aiyos. lols.

den finish liao went off. me, haixin and kelvin decided to go play Bball. sho went haixin dere and play. on de way home we talked about kelvin's new phone. i miss my phone! den kelvin help me checked which are the girls who "contributed" in pushing me into the sea with my handphone. den we estimated if i buy a phone dat is $300 (cos no plan no contract le), each person must pay $50, including me. sigh, wonder when i could buy my new phone.

den reach haixin house liao took de basketball. den me and kelvin saw the neighbours dog. den started chatting with the neighbour ( not the dog ). den she said it was 70 years old!! omg. no wonder look so big and old. nice one sia. den we went down to play bball lor. weee. i won haixin+kelvin lor. wahahas. den play liaos around 5.40pm went home. cos today is my ahgong 81st bdae. and i got him nothing =(( cos my mum onli told me today. damn it. den went home wished him happie bdae.

den all my cousins come!! wee. had a realli fun day today. den some more alot of nice food! wahahas. damn nice larhs. den started using com to chat. until now lor. hahas.
now the adults still playing mahjong lor. hahas. don noe wad time i will sleep. den my dad tomorrow going back vietnam liaos. hais. one less person to take care of my brother, meaning one more job for me. =((

[ Sunday 19th November 2006 ]

Sunday liaos! hahas. =X

" God, i pray that my brother would get well soon. " MaRdiinz

Importance of Surviving

2006-11-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

In life, it's not neccessary to know everything that boosts your knowledge. Instead, learning how to survive is a must. Only by surviving could you then lead others and teach them the importance of learning to survive.

The Importance of Surviving

Jim is a young boy who lives in a poor village in Vietnam. He has lost his parents since young and lives with his grandmother. Jim's grandma is a person of great knowledge and teaches him of important skills. At 8, Jim decided to work as a boatman and row the tourists to the destination they want. After an incident that happened, he finally realised the importance of knowing surviving skills.

One day, an old english man came aboard the boat and told Jim the location. As Jim rowed on, the english man pointed at a passing deer and asked the boy if he knew anything about biology. " No, i don't sorry," the boy replied. The english man then said "Son, you have missed out 25% of your life."

Soon after, the english man pointed towards the sky and asked Jim if he knew anything about horoscope. Jim sheepishly replied, "No i don't, sir." The english man then said "Son, you have missed out 50% of your life."

Jim felt very disappointed with himself. His face became sulled. The english man noticed it and asked if he knew anything about psychology. Jim, head facing down, embarassedly admitted, "No, i don't sir." The english man then scolded, "Boy! You have missed out 75% of your life!"

Just then, Jim noticed the waterfall upfront and immediately asked "Sir, do you know how to swim?!" The english man replied "No," to which Jim shouted back, "You just lost your life."

Author - MaRdiinz

ATTENTION 6-6 PUPILS!

2006-11-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION ALL PPS 6-6 04 STUDENTS!

Pioneer Primary School Class 6-6 04' Chalet

Location : Costa Sands Resort ( Pasir Ris )
Date : 30th November to 2nd December 2006
No. of 6-6ians going - Still unconfirmed, but most probably 20+
Special Guests - Ms Tan, Wenjing ( Our 6-6 official Senior Ambessedor )

The chalet is not the 2 storey type, but the 1 storey one. So you all don't have to worry that it will be very stuffy in the hall because now the aircon could "blow" to the hall too.

There will be BBQ on the first night. We would most probably be ordering food from the wholesale centre.

The total cost for the chalet is $234, for 3D2N. The BBQ food is estimated to be around $120 or so. If there is around 25 students going, each person would pay roughly around $14.10.

* Please inform Kaijun, Jiayu, Serene, JunGui, YanLing or me whether you are going as soon as possible. Thank you.

MaRdiinz~

Chance

2006-11-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

before i start my story.. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY XUELI!! 14 YEARS OLD LIAOS =)
okay here goes..

Everyone should be given a chance to do something they want. When somebody does something wrong, they should be given a second chance. For the person you really love, when they commit the same mistake twice, if it was accidental, they should be given a third chance. Also, sometimes special things do happen.

Chance
"If you step out of this house, you shall never come back in!"
Mike immediately packed his belongings and ran out of the house in a rush.

Mike is a 15 year old teen. When he was young, he used to be really really nice. He scored good results, was filial to his parents and was very friendly. However, ever since he mixed with the wrong company in secondary school, he changed. Changed into a guy who refuses to do his homework, loiter around the neighbourhood and disobeys his parents' commands. He also changed into a guy who is obsessed with his computer games and talks on the phone for long hours without considering the expensive phone bills. Mike's parents had been very patient with his attiude. They had a positive thinking that it was teenage period, so they tend to be slightly rebellious. But after quite sometime, they realised that Mike is getting really out of hand and reprimands him.

It was till this day when Mike's father was so flared up that he chased Mike out of the house.
"You unrepentant child, I have no son like you! Get out and never come back!"
Mike took his belongings and went out of the house. He was not at all sad. Instead, he felt as though he was freed from his cage. He went over to his friend's house and stayed overnight. But after a few days, each of his friends were tired of him staying over at their houses, and chased him away as well. Mike was homeless. Not only did he miss school during this period, he almost finished the money he had on him. One night while Mike was sleeping on a bench in a park, a stranger walked towards him and patted him lightly on his shoulder. He looked at the familiar face stunningly. "What are you doing here little boy? Don't just sleep here, come follow me." An old lady very nicely urged Mike to the place she was staying. The old lady looked alot like Mike's grandmother, but was unsure. However, feeling that it was alright to follow her, Mike went with the old lady.

The old lady took Mike home and gave him a proper bed to sleep on. The house looked almost as though it was going to tear apart. However, Mike was already thankful to the old lady. During the weeks, the old lady treated Mike like her own grandson. Mike was really touched by what she did. Perhaps it was this chance that the old lady decided to give Mike, he decided to over a new leaf. Mike studied real hard in school and worked part time while studying. He earned quite some money and repayed the old lady. Mike's attitude towards the things he do changed. He became more dilligent and more thoughtful towards others. During this period, Mike's parents quietly looked at how Mike is doing in school and at work.

One year has passed. Mike received his end of year results and ran back to show the old lady his results. However, the old lady was not around. He ran around in search of her but to no avail. He gave up finding and decided to go home. At the doorsteps of his house, he took up his courage and knocked on the door. "Son! Finally you are back!!" Mike's mum hugged him. His dad had also forgiven him.

Mike told his parents about the place he stayed, the things he done, what he had reflected upon and the old lady who took care of him. When he took out the photo he took with the old lady and showed it to his parents, they were shocked and horrified. Mike found it weird and asked why their reaction. "The old lady who took care of you is your grandma. I could recognise the birthmark on her neck! But how could that be possible?! She passed away 2 years ago.."
The End.

Author : MaRdiinz

The characters in the story are NOT based on real characters. Should there be any resemblance it is purely coincidental.

Love is 2 sided..

2006-11-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

I've seen countless people who can change their love partners like their everyday clothings. Some even treat their girl/boyfriends like toys, which is definitely not correct. However, nobody can do anything about it. However, there are still people who are very faithful and devoted to the person they love. Yet, always know the 2 sides of the story..

A story of a young man..

Ray is a guy of only 13, now 14. Young, yet matured. However, ever since he entered secondary school, he changed.

Ray used to be a guy who cares alot for his friends, his studies and his family. The first day he stepped into the secondary school, he was totally amazed and swore to enjoy his secondary life. He quickly made lots of friends in his class and plenty of girls adored him. But his life changes ever since he saw Jane. Ray was attracted to her almost immediately ever since he noticed her in class. Yet, Jane is a girl who prefers other types of guys than Ray. Ray was disappointed after he told Jane that he adored her and she rejected him. He asked Jane why she didn't like him. She said "I hate your hair, the way you speak, even the way you walk! Go off!"

after hearing this, Ray decided to have an extreme makeover. He cut his hair till its only a centimetre short and act like a practical joker. Everyone was amazed and stunned at his change. After looking at Ray, Jane laughed. Ray thought he had done it and continued to be the way he is. However, he was wrong. Yes, although Ray had made all his classmates laugh at his jokes, but Jane never did.

Throughout the whole 2 years, Jane ignored Ray of all his actions, all his calls and messages. Ray was utterly sad, but there was nothing he could do. He was afraid of another rejection and never took the initiative. He tried talking to Jane, but she made the whole situation worst by flirting with other guys instead. Ray then furiously attacked those innocent guys whom Jane talked to.

Finally it was the end of the 2nd year. Everyone in class went into the course they had chosen. Perhaps it was fate, Ray and Jane got into the same class, and Jane finally notices the good points of Ray and make friends with him. Ray felt as though he was in heaven. It was the best thing that had ever happened to him. And from then on, they both could be considered the best friends that history has ever had.

A story of a young woman..

Jane is a girl of 13, now 14. Young, yet very pretty. Her life was almost peaceful. However, ever since she entered secondary school, her life changed.

Jane made plenty of friends after the first month of school. She was quite popular in the class. Just then, a guy named Ray suddenly came up to her and say that he likes her. Jane was stunned. She didn't know how to react. Ray was not exactly the type she liked, so she said "I prefer the hair like FeiLunHai members, the way Jack Neo can joke and the way cool guys walk! Hey that guy there go away!" Ray then looked sad and went off. The next day, Ray came back with a armarni hairstyle and acted like some practical joker. Jane was shocked. But after looking at his weird hairstyle, she laughed. However, Jane always thought that Jack Neo's jokes are far more funnier than Ray's, so she never laughed.

Ray began doing weird actions, sending prank messages and calls. Jane was afraid and decided never to reply him. Whenever Ray came up to her, he always tries to get very close to her. Very afraid, she quickly go over to other guys and pretends talking to them.

After the end of 2 years, everyone went into their desired class. Jane got into hers, but she realised Ray had followed after her choice and they both went into the same class. She was really nervous and quickly appealed out of the class. However, perhaps it was luck, her appeal failed and they both got into the same class. Jane managed to make no friends as everyone dodged at the sight of Ray following behind her. So she had no choice but to make friends with Ray and studied together. From then on, Jane's luck was very low and there was nothing she could do to change history.

Author - MaRdiinz

The characters in the story are NOT based on real characters. Should there be any resemblance it is purely coincidental.

BB exercise challenger 2006

sigh. the challenger suppose to end today, but i came back early yesterday. it was raining heavily yesterday. den i was walking on de road. den suddenly i didn't notice the bump on de road and i sprained my ankle. it was damn pain. den kaiyao quickly called sir jeffery to send me home. after i reach home, i quickly put the bandage. sigh. i was still quite energetic actually. my stamina has improved by alot alot from last year till now. i could still remember last year, i needed plenty of help from my seniors, but this year, i'm walking even faster than them. lols. and we made it! BB 39th coy walked from Bukit Gombak all the way to Changi Village, by foot! yeah! *claps*

Tags.

2006-11-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

Replying tags

Kaijun - Never mind larhs. there is still plenty of chances to play badminton in future =)

Rene - Yeaps! Same song. hahas. cos its really nice. so i decided to put it too =X

Ling - Yarhs. lols. i wanted to say i won't but i did. -.-

Yuxin - Lols. yuxin. don't worry about meeting up. ur class is just right beside mine =) and if there is another 2e5 gathering we would definitely not miss you out de ^^ anyways my stories are just like that bahs. nothing inside one. lols. and i would grow taller de!!

Rene- - Serene i lost your blog add =X the link i have is old de?

My little story..

2006-11-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

At times, through little incidents that happen, people do actually realise that help is given whenever needed. And also through this, happiness could be discovered as the days proceed.

Leaving it to Fate.
"Sandy!! Please don't leave us! Candice and I need you! "
The terrible memory of Tom's wife kept flashing through his mind. It has been 2 years since his wife passed away. All that was left was his dearly daughter Candice, who is only 5 years old. Everyday, Tom had to go through days of living without a companion, a companion who is concerned about him, takes care of his needs and the family, and go through the rest of their lives together. Candice was put at the child care centre whenever Tom goes to work. At the child care centre, everyone looked at Candice with tinted glasses, just because she doesn't have a mother. It was torturing for her, but she never told her dad.
Perhaps it was fate, at this very day, Tom and Candice met with the nicest thing they could never expect.
Tom and candice was on their way home on the bus. However, the passengers boarding the bus increased as the journey continues. candice had no choice but to stand further and further away from her dad. Tom ensured that candice was at the other end of the bus at all times. Finally they reached their destination. Candice alighted. However, Tom was anxiously trying to squeeze his way through the crowd but nobody gave him the chance to pass through. In the end, the bus just left the stop. Tom had to look at candice helplessly as the bus moves. Just then, somebody continuously pressed the bell and shouted at the bus driver to stop the bus. A young lady calmly asked the bus driver to stop the bus so that Tom could alight. " Could everyone please make way for this gentleman to alight the bus? ". Tom alighted the bus and quickly met up with candice. He was really grateful to the lady and bowed at her as the bus leaves.
The next day at work, Tom's boss gathered all the workers. " Could everyone please put our hands together to welcome our new staff, Sara." Tom was shocked. The lady who helped him last night is actually his new colleague. After work, Tom invited Sara for dinner and thanked her for what happened last night.
And true indeed, after 1 year of close relationship, Sara finally agreed to be Tom's wife. Tom, Sara and candice lived happily after. The End.

Everyone would thinking, come on! It's just another lame story! I could even predict what happens! But do continue reading..

The story before Tom meets Sara..
"Could you just shut up when i'm talking on the phone?! Stop asking me!" candice was reprimanded by her mum, Sandy, when she asks her about her homework. Sandy was a total bitch who doesn't know how to appreciate her family. She had never really taken good care of candice since she was a baby. If not for Tom, candice would have never grew up in any better environment. However, Tom is a very devoted guy who loves Sandy with all his heart. One day, Tom found out that Sandy was on constant contact with a guy named Terry. So he decided to follow after Sandy. In the end he found out that Sandy was having an affair with Terry. But, after thinking about candice, he decided to keep mum and kept the family together. Tom is really a nice guy, too bad Sandy doesn't appreciates his love. Perhaps for her grave mistake, Sandy was down with AIDS and till the day she died, Tom was still deeply in love with her.

Sara's past.
Before Sara met Tom, Sara had a really nice boyfriend named Terry. However, he was tired of Sara and soon hooked onto another girl. Sara was really upset. However, she decided to devote her time into work and soon climbed her way to the post next to Tom's.

Author - MaRdiinz

What i have to say..
Yeap. Both Sara and Tom had their own stories to tell. They had met with difficult times, handling their disappointing relationships. But i always believe that, "the more birds you release, the more luck!".. hahas. I mean, you reap what you sow. for being kind, you are blessed. for being evil, you are cursed. So, sometimes, good things do happen.

The characters in the story is not based on real characters. Should there be any resemblance in the story its purely coincidental.

Today..
Today was really fun. Went to dawn's house. Played quite alot of games there. Then everyone was almost turning dawn's house upside down. sorrie wor dawn! lols. let me recall. oh yar, there is dawn, wee suan, joan, xueli, kailing, haixin, me, kelvin, tingyong and nigel see at dawniied house. lols. den we went downstairs to play bball, roller blading and at the fitness corner. yeap. at least one day of fun before going for BB de exercise challenger?

Blames.

2006-11-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Thinking about somethings.

sometimes. people do things that they regret. but after they decided to change, it's already too late. when that happens, they try to blame the person or things that changed. but has anybody really thought about it, who was the one who started doing the wrong things first? it is oneself. when would anybody start realising that fact? in de end the person or thing was made to be guilty and blamed by everyone? its unfair.

take example.
One day, max was about to leave home without bringing his umbrella, thinking it would not rain. just then, his mum told him its better to bring an umbrella. but he rejected her "offer" and walked out of the house. he was going on for an important party and could not afford to dirty his suit. but out of the blue, it started raining. he was totally drenched. after he reached the location of the party, his friend asked "hey!! how come you are wet? didnt you bring an umbrella?". max knew he was wrong. he regretted not listening to his mum's advice. but he replied his friend, "blame it on the weather!".

another example.
lina and scot liked each other very much. everyone in school noes about their relationship. however, scot is a guy who doesnt noe how to appreciate what lina does for him. he goes around flirting with other girls. during this time, lina tried her best to please scot, but to no avail. although scot does cares about lina at times, but his attitude towards lina was often like the change of weather. just then, a guy named mark came to lina and told her he had some feelings for her. at first lina was shocked and avoided him. however, they soon became good friends. rumours spreaded to scot's ears. scot regretted. he was afraid that lina would soon have a change of heart and like mark instead. he regretted. he then wanted to treat lina better. but the relationship between lina and mark got better, and scot gave up on lina. lina wanted to explain to scot about it but she doesnt noe wad to say. the misunderstanding was too deep. but did scot not think about what he had did to lina that hurt her? indeed it was too late. but he blamed that lina was the one who had a change of heart.

the stories above are not based on real characters. should there be any resemblance it is purely coincidental.
think about it.

aniwaes, finally i'm level 10 in auditionSEA ^^

Alphabetical You.

2006-11-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. saw this from xueli de blog. so decided to try it out oso.

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

so. mine would be..

M- Success comes easily to you. ( i ain't doing very well. )
A-Damn good kisser. ( Lol?! )
R- Sexy ( Does sexy work on guys also? )
T- You're loyal to those you love. ( True. lols. )
I- You get hyper easily. ( Yeah!! )
N- You are absolutely beautiful. ( diaos -.- )

N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do. ( Of course! )

H- You have a very good personality and looks. ( o.O )
O- You're an awesome person. ( thanks. )
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.

J- Everyone loves you. ( HAHA! )
U- You really like to chill. ( yeah. shhh. )
N- You are absolutely beautiful.

actualli no need to do whole name. just first name would do. but since it's for fun why not try doing the whole name? hahas. at least more alphabets explored ^^

Thoughts

2006-11-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

weeee. last night reach Singapore le. actualli reach at 8pm. but dere is no parking slot for de plane. so de plane hover in de sky till 8.30pm. lols?
den reach liaos went to collect bags all these. den met up with my family and relatives. den we went tuh eat sushi. hahas. den i ate quite alot. although i already ate dinner on the plane.
den reach home started using com. sigh.

I thought..

could you trust everyone? of course you can't. can you believe in conman? you can't.
then could you believe in everyone? is believe = trust? i thought about this. because believe is definitely different from trust. what if you have 2 friends whom you trust? who would you believe in if they talked about the same thing but of different storys? what if the 2 were to be in a complicated relationship? would you step in and make things difficult for them to settle it among themselves because you have the trust in one of them more than the other?

i don't know how to put it. but.. i tried to.

if everything could go according to nature...

Home is the best~

2006-11-05T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. today going back singapore liaos. lols.

[ 4th November 2006 - Saturday ]

hmmmm. today went shopping at alot of places. yeaps. alot. den everyone was like busy shoppinging. den my stomach dunno why. suddenly cannot eat 2 servings for meals liaos. dunno considered good or bad. oh yahs. i bought a new adidas track pants!! lols. now short of the jacket nia. anybody want to buy for me =X kidding. den my sister bought 1 dumb butterfly. i was thinking, maybe after i go back to singapore, i can start doing handicrafts.. good idea ya? lols. den she started playing with the butterfly on a stick until the butterfly came off. den she ask me help me put back for her. den i put le. wad de. de stick poke through the butterfly body into my finger. arghs. suay thing. den at night we went to eat at some famous restaurant. seafood!! wah damn nice lor. especially de lobster sashimi =P make me drool again. this is the first dinner we had at 7.30pm. earliest. lols. we even eat dinner at 10pm in de previous days lor. hahas. den eat liao went tuh de market. 3 days ago i wanted to buy one nice nice de jacket de. but my mum say next time den buy. in de end i come back gone liao. 1 and onli. so disappointed. sighs. went back tuh de apartment den use msn. chat with those people online. not all lahs. =X den my dad and cousin gotta use. den i have to wait for my turn. den while waiting watch movie. lols. damn funny lor those shows. den i realised the number of dvds my father have in his apartment... enuf to open dvd shop!! lols. alot man. some more must not forget the few he brought back during his trips. den i watch finish shows liaos den went to sleep le. decided not to wait anymore.

[ Sunday 5th November 2006 ]

weeee. todae i last one to wake up (as usual).. den realised everyone except for my cousin and my sister at home. so i quickly woke up and went online. check mails. go friendster. blahs! nothing to do lor. den the females in de house went for pedicure manicure. den my dad and uncle watching ESPN~ BORING LARHS! hais. later going off to airport in around 2hrs time. den would reach singapore around 8pm++ bahs. Singapore, here i come!!

"I miss you. all. hahas." MaRdiinz

Misfortunes

2006-11-04T03:00:00.000+08:00

A Series of Unfortunate Events

1. During class chalet, i wanted to change my pants in a room. den i asked dawn to help me lock the door when she goes out. she went out and double checked de lock. its okay. so i went to get my pants and wanted to change. just then, kailing walked into the room. i was so damn stunned. how can she walk in just like dat? i mean, the door is locked. hmmmm. magic hands.

2. After changing my pants, i realised that i forgot to bring my underpants. shit. the most unfortunate thing.

3. During class chalet, while sleeping, a mosquitoe secretly slipped into my blanket. thanks to the coldness of the aircon, i covered up more. and the hungry mosquitoe sucked up my 0 blood typed blood. 6 bites. hmmm.

4. At the sea, while swimming, i accidently kicked a huge rock. damn big and sharp. in the end i got a big cut on my foot. pain. sighs.

5. At the sea, when the girls dragged me down, i forgot to take my handphone out. in de end the whole phone went sot. beyond repair. suay.

6. At my dad's apartment, due to greediness, i quickly opened a can of crackers. in de end de sharp metal edge cut my finger. nice one. deep cut. and kept bleeding. all the plasters were useless.

7. While walking down the steps at a bookstore, i didn't notice a small step. in de end i almost fell. i hope i did. cos i kinda bend my knee.

8. After eating my lotteria, my leg damn numb. in de end i walked like a lame person.

9. Tried out the Dvds dat i bought de past few days. shit. one of the dvd spoiled.

To be continued?

Journey at Vietnam ( Part I )

2006-11-04T01:59:00.000+08:00

okay. decided to type. today den start typing. sigh. forget alot of things liao. shitty. since like dat i just type on my vietnam journey can liaos. anithing about the class chalet de just refer to http://www.lingsworld-myworld.blogspot.com.. hahas.

[ Tuesday 31st October 2006 ]

yeah. today is de day i go vietnam. at home, woke up at 11am. lols. considered late bahs. den prepare le set off to the airport. reach airport liao met up with my aunt, uncle and cousin. den check in. awhile later, i saw xueli, dawn, zhanlun and sherman. weeee.. den suddenly the rest of the "gang" came. lols. very touched yarhs? everyone came to see me off. lols. den we started chatting. and chatting. den tingyong keep di siao me. den we decided to take foto, den eleanor realised dat zhanlun was not in de foto. in de end we have to take again. lols. den take le i went off to find my mum and the rest. den we quickly rushed into the plane ( we realised we were late ) . den go in and rest lor. den i watch " The Fast and The Furious - Tokyo Drift " and eat de food. den 2hrs later reach liaos. den waited for my dad, den go his apartment. den we went to eat at the chinese restaurant.. de food damn nice. and i ate alot alot. hahas. i think i ate 2-3 person share lor. ooo. den went back and i started using msn on my dad laptop. quite late liao lor de time. hahas. den keep chatting. until like 2am (vietnam time) 3am (singapore time) den sleep.

[ 1st November 2006 Wednesday ]

this whole day went shopping. abit wasted cannot hear the 12pm bell. sigh. miss Singapore all of a sudden. lols. den shop alot lor. bought alot of things. especially for people whom i noe? lols. den kept learning cantonese from my pro cousin. hmmm. lols. den this whole day eat 5 meals, each meal 2 person serving. lols. my aunt they all shocked lor, say i eat so much. lols. den i check.. gain 1kg le. lols. 2nd day nia. lols. den 2nd night eat sushi. woots. damn nice. so ate till quite late. den went back home. and realised dat onli dawn online. sad. den my cousin wanted to use. so i slept early. hmmmm..

[ Thursday 2nd November 2006 ]

woke up damn earli today. went to eat french toast. damn nice. den walk to the market to shop. in de end i suddenly felt hungry and went to makan. lols. eat 2 meals for breakfast. den after that went town. shop and shop. lols. den eat 2 servings for lunch. den continued shopping. till night. okay. i ask kailing to online. den i veri anxious to go back earli but in the end it started raining? den we were stuck at the shopping centre. den we even went to eat dinner late. shit. and i ate 2 large servings. den went back around 11pm viet time. den my dad still working at his office. den i decided to wait for him and his laptop. in de end i wait in de living room alone till i fell asleep. and i nv use laptop! den poor kailing waited for me till 4am singapore time. sorrie hor kailing. apologies! heard that the girls and guys celebrated wanqing's birthdae. hmmm..

[ Friday 3rd November 2006 ]

today woke up damn earli. went for a tour. den the trip to the place is 2hrs. in de end i slept for 2hrs. hahas. den reach dere le is like sight seeing like dat. very nice larhs de river. oh yarhs. de place is called Mehkong Delta. dunno how to spell larhs. den we move around 4 islands. very nice. some more our group got americans and japanese. den we have alot of interaction. very interesting larhs. about their countries. den we went for lunch. omg. there is elephant ear fish, salted chicken, snake soup? wow. lols. weird food and we tried it all. except for de snake one. lols. den alot of dogs keep surrounding my seat. hmmm. lols. den we went off. yeaps. den take the boat. on de boat, i was thinking about somethings. for very long. den suddenly it started drizzling, which kinda woke me up. lols. den it started pouring!!! wah seh. dangerous lor. den we arrive at the shore. den wear raincoat and go back shore. actualli still going to see some temple de. good thing cancelled. den on de way back i slept again. oh yarhs. i ate 3 bowls of rice.

den reach city den started shopping again. freaking. den i ate lottera. erm. meaning the fast food here. den shop again. den at night meet up with my dad, den we went to shop at some place. i bought shirts. den i started nagging at my mum asking her to go back. cos i want to use msn. lols. some more i ask kailing online oso. later she scold me again if i nv online. lols. den at 9pm viet time went to eat at chinese restaurant. den i oso eat alot. den i ate watermelon and i almost vomit. eeeeks.

[ Saturday 4th November 2006 ]

Happie Birthday WanQing! 14 years young le. =)

den went back. yeaps. and i started using msn. kailing wanted to chop me lor. but good thing forgiven. hahas.
tomorrow everyone going for their last chionging to buy stuff le. hahas. nice one.